BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
By the title event : Hari Ibu, you would think of a quiet and polite event. I know, Im so naive, thinking that everything goes with its connotation- well the world isn.
From the beginning, mi mom hesitated to let me play. But I kept on going on, telling her that it has been long since I played in front of an audience- and mi stage fever IS flashing back on me again. That was the only thing that mattered to me: My stage fever. The thought of it being in the embassy DID bother me, but I didn thinkk that it would be that significant.
Oh, I've ruined it.
Since we've fnished the study group late, I dropped Saher off at Cania's apartment late. So of course, I missed the attendance check. Thinking that it was too late, I was only worried about the performance- who will be there?
The best memoir of a concert to me was the ITB gathering, and that was what kept me in calmness.
So" , when we've reached the embassy I found dhe3 and sat bhind her. Nearly all of the people I saw were those.. people. And damn it was so crowded, we stayed in the "Serba Guna" room which was.. rather too small?
And wow, the atmosphere was.. unsuitable. The stage was full of band equipments, the only thing that notifies you a clue about Hari Ibu was the red and white banner at the back.
So, maybe some of you people find singing women with electric guitars normal- I find it hillarious, HAHA. But by implying you the fact that there are men [half the audience wer male], I find it inappropiate.
Yeahh the voice was nice and yeahh I see I see they can play instruments. But acting all.. u know.. when theyr married and all, I dont find it funny anymore.
Oh, maybe u think omg I'm so lame- well, if it takes that, then I must admit that I would prefer to be lame. *just to tell u the truth
I tried calling Marsya just to get mi attention away from stage, but she didn pick up.
As the show continued on, mi stage fever gradually disappears and a new fear slapped me- what about mi parents?
Oh, of course they hated it, what else can I expect; but we were waiting for my turn to go and we couldn go home yet until I either play, or not play at all.
Songs after songs, mi turn still hasn come up. In the end, Tnt Susi told me and dhe3 to ask the woman for the schedule. Oh, it was hard finding her whenever we wanted to. Worried with the embarassment I would face if the person DID forget to put me into the list, I also had a little wish right inside me that I don't even need to play anymore. These kinds of atmosphere creep the hell out of me.
Uncomfortable with the situation, all I could do was nag dhe3 out of it [sorry yo dhe HAHAHA].Bothered with mi anxiety,I waited for the woman to pop up. She didn't. But Tnt. Susi DID eventually talked to the pink woman.
She was like "dari tadi tuh sbtulnya ditungguin,, cmn ngga dtg" jdi nya dlewatin". Oh yeah crap, that means we've waited for nothing. Dhe3 has already performed first and now the last band [pak dubes' band . _ . ] was playing. Mi mom was like "ngga usah ya teh," and I went whatever- I didn care anymore.
I thought I would be angry, but I knew it was mi fault in the first place so I didn. I felt kind of relieved in fact, at least dhe3 played.
Monday, 22 December 2008
Sunday, 14 December 2008
currently insane
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
GYAHAHA IM FINALLY BACK
NOOOOOOOO I DONT WANA BE AT HOME YETT
BUT YEAAHH I LIKE MI ROOM AND ALL
NO I LOVE YOU MI ROOM
DONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY ROUND
*gila*
LETS GO BACK THEN
PRETEND THER IS NO SCHOOL MWAHAHAHA
NOOOO I DONT WANA REMEMBER SCHOOL
OH NOOO IVE RMEMBERED IT ALREADY!!
OH WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO
LETS CANCEL OUT THE IGS!!
NOO BUT I DONT WANT MARSYA'S TEACHERS
OH I WISH THEYD JUST FAIL THE PROGRAM OR STH
I WANA BREAK UP RIGHT NOW NOW NOW
*... oook*
WAI LETS SLEEP
LETS FALL DEEPER IN A SLEEP, THEN OUR DREAMS BECOME FAKE REALITY
-I WAKE, I HOPE
*currently writing this bcz I just read hamzah's blog or sthh,, or sth- and it seems unhappy and emo and not happy and all,
:D
and yeahh,, that makes me miss abu dhabi where everybody laughed
HAHAHAH
*
GYAHAHA IM FINALLY BACK
NOOOOOOOO I DONT WANA BE AT HOME YETT
BUT YEAAHH I LIKE MI ROOM AND ALL
NO I LOVE YOU MI ROOM
DONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY ROUND
*gila*
LETS GO BACK THEN
PRETEND THER IS NO SCHOOL MWAHAHAHA
NOOOO I DONT WANA REMEMBER SCHOOL
OH NOOO IVE RMEMBERED IT ALREADY!!
OH WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO
LETS CANCEL OUT THE IGS!!
NOO BUT I DONT WANT MARSYA'S TEACHERS
OH I WISH THEYD JUST FAIL THE PROGRAM OR STH
I WANA BREAK UP RIGHT NOW NOW NOW
*... oook*
WAI LETS SLEEP
LETS FALL DEEPER IN A SLEEP, THEN OUR DREAMS BECOME FAKE REALITY
-I WAKE, I HOPE
*currently writing this bcz I just read hamzah's blog or sthh,, or sth- and it seems unhappy and emo and not happy and all,
:D
and yeahh,, that makes me miss abu dhabi where everybody laughed
HAHAHAH
*
home
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
You cannot believe how the trip was better than I could expect [exaggeration].
The first 2 days, yeahh, quite neutral- Rifky and Revin still felt awkward and it has been a time since I've played much with ghabot en all.
Idk wth happened then, but it was great.
Haha, too bad you twins get t come later on, you get t miss half the trip. It was always a full house when Galih and the twins came in. I also went t th KBRI at idul adha and met some of Rifky's friends. Idk how many I met, and idk how many of them said their names, at the time I could only make out : ila, ameera en caitleen [however u spell it]. When a couple of days passed, I met some more [which aren close t rifky and are pretty young - year 7s ] .
Rifky seems t be a gentleman back in Abu Dhabi XD. Ghabot was like "tuh tuh ila nya indra diambil Rifky" when we first saw her, I ddn kno anyth abt ndra, but ka icha said t me ther ar a lot of iLa's in his facebook . HAHA.
Rifky en Revin were fun gyahaha, it HAS been quite a time so i ddn kno how they would react to stufs. We all watched a horror movie while waiting for the twins and damn, none of us except ghabot wasn creeped out HAHAHA. And so, I had many substitutes of Bs. Hihihi.
Oh", and u kno. On mi first day staying over in Abu Dhabi, you should see what I had to face half asleep bfore i had mi first shower- I dddn take th picture, but ther was this blue paper and it had all these random words on it; then in the bottom right hand corner was this big round dot with some red lines which i think was intended t be a crystal- and the writing :
and i went " ..." , i mean- what was I supposed to do with it XD XD .
At Global Village much later on, me and Ka Icha got lost- hahah it was hillarious. Going through the same crowd over and over again, in the end, the boys found us instead.
You cannot believe how the trip was better than I could expect [exaggeration].
The first 2 days, yeahh, quite neutral- Rifky and Revin still felt awkward and it has been a time since I've played much with ghabot en all.
Idk wth happened then, but it was great.
Haha, too bad you twins get t come later on, you get t miss half the trip. It was always a full house when Galih and the twins came in. I also went t th KBRI at idul adha and met some of Rifky's friends. Idk how many I met, and idk how many of them said their names, at the time I could only make out : ila, ameera en caitleen [however u spell it]. When a couple of days passed, I met some more [which aren close t rifky and are pretty young - year 7s ] .
Rifky seems t be a gentleman back in Abu Dhabi XD. Ghabot was like "tuh tuh ila nya indra diambil Rifky" when we first saw her, I ddn kno anyth abt ndra, but ka icha said t me ther ar a lot of iLa's in his facebook . HAHA.
Rifky en Revin were fun gyahaha, it HAS been quite a time so i ddn kno how they would react to stufs. We all watched a horror movie while waiting for the twins and damn, none of us except ghabot wasn creeped out HAHAHA. And so, I had many substitutes of Bs. Hihihi.
Oh", and u kno. On mi first day staying over in Abu Dhabi, you should see what I had to face half asleep bfore i had mi first shower- I dddn take th picture, but ther was this blue paper and it had all these random words on it; then in the bottom right hand corner was this big round dot with some red lines which i think was intended t be a crystal- and the writing :
You are being recorded through this hole you THINK is fake.
and i went " ..." , i mean- what was I supposed to do with it XD XD .
At Global Village much later on, me and Ka Icha got lost- hahah it was hillarious. Going through the same crowd over and over again, in the end, the boys found us instead.
Saturday, 29 November 2008
weekend"
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
Ok so nvm im nt guna write abt mi dream . It's too interesting thatt frh said i shudn tell anyone bcz its a pretty bad dream. Mi dad said it's bcz bad dreams are from Jins and all.
Anyway" so" let's talk abt the weekend.
I went t Dhe3's house. Bs couldn come bcz she had t study and all. It was a full day, I came home at 7pm but since people wer ther by then, I stopped playing at 11pm.
Anyway", we had th blast with Dinda and her piano, Indira and her jealousy, Dhe3 and I on our "DISCOVERYoFtHe iTZHAR iTZHAR" and tresa;s random comments. :D
*lift abis nganterinn indira*
Dhe3: Her hair, fair and dark ,, brati ngga pake krudung dong
Me: hmmm siiapa dong..
Dhe3: brati ada dinda,, ad andin.. carisa..
Me: mmmm..
Dhe3: carisa mungkin, khan matanya bagus
Me: ataw mungkin si dinda
*masi d lift*
Dhe3 and me : *mikir - prasaan ada satu org lagi deh*
*lantai 7*
*masuk rumahh*
Dhe3: siiapa yaah" ..
*megang pintu kamar*
Suara org: HUAHUAHA
Dhe3 + Nisa : *clicks* ... BWAHAHHA.
and thats how our discovery goes on.
Oh iya oh iiya,
we went t the KBRI , intentionally t watch dhe3 rehearse fr the Hari Ibu fr the dubes. In the end, Me, Dinda , Dhe3 and Tresa played th piano [damn dinda was awesome playing in the band] , and crisa sang.
ckckc cania missed her chance.
he told us people t rehearse every week in the embassy.
Did u knooo out of the Jonas brothers, the ugliest one is called Kevin and hes the eldest ?? O ___________ O
I THOT JOE WAS.
HOW CAN THAT OLDER BROTHER LET HIS YOUNGERS TAKE OVER HIM .
WOW SUCH A LAME-O. SUCH SHAME. YOUNGSTERS DONT TAKE OVER OLDER PEOPLE!!
Ok so nvm im nt guna write abt mi dream . It's too interesting thatt frh said i shudn tell anyone bcz its a pretty bad dream. Mi dad said it's bcz bad dreams are from Jins and all.
Anyway" so" let's talk abt the weekend.
I went t Dhe3's house. Bs couldn come bcz she had t study and all. It was a full day, I came home at 7pm but since people wer ther by then, I stopped playing at 11pm.
Anyway", we had th blast with Dinda and her piano, Indira and her jealousy, Dhe3 and I on our "DISCOVERYoFtHe iTZHAR iTZHAR" and tresa;s random comments. :D
*lift abis nganterinn indira*
Dhe3: Her hair, fair and dark ,, brati ngga pake krudung dong
Me: hmmm siiapa dong..
Dhe3: brati ada dinda,, ad andin.. carisa..
Me: mmmm..
Dhe3: carisa mungkin, khan matanya bagus
Me: ataw mungkin si dinda
*masi d lift*
Dhe3 and me : *mikir - prasaan ada satu org lagi deh*
*lantai 7*
*masuk rumahh*
Dhe3: siiapa yaah" ..
*megang pintu kamar*
Suara org: HUAHUAHA
Dhe3 + Nisa : *clicks* ... BWAHAHHA.
and thats how our discovery goes on.
Oh iya oh iiya,
we went t the KBRI , intentionally t watch dhe3 rehearse fr the Hari Ibu fr the dubes. In the end, Me, Dinda , Dhe3 and Tresa played th piano [damn dinda was awesome playing in the band] , and crisa sang.
ckckc cania missed her chance.
he told us people t rehearse every week in the embassy.
Did u knooo out of the Jonas brothers, the ugliest one is called Kevin and hes the eldest ?? O ___________ O
I THOT JOE WAS.
HOW CAN THAT OLDER BROTHER LET HIS YOUNGERS TAKE OVER HIM .
WOW SUCH A LAME-O. SUCH SHAME. YOUNGSTERS DONT TAKE OVER OLDER PEOPLE!!
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
after school
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
Bs: Do you have songs other than Sum 41? Because I like other bands now.
Nisa: Kevin? *misheard*
Bs: What Kevin?
Nisa: I dont know, who's Kevin?
Bs: Which one's Kevin?
Nisa: I dont know Kevin,
Bs: I dont know either
Nisa: Then who's Steve?
Bs: Do you have songs other than Sum 41? Because I like other bands now.
Nisa: Kevin? *misheard*
Bs: What Kevin?
Nisa: I dont know, who's Kevin?
Bs: Which one's Kevin?
Nisa: I dont know Kevin,
Bs: I dont know either
Nisa: Then who's Steve?
Saturday, 22 November 2008
P.S. poor Farah.
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
Hamzah: When is farah coming?
Us 3 : huh?
Farah: Farah?? Farah dsiiini *expresi polos*
Hamzah: not THIS farah.
Us 3 : OOOOOOH!!
Nisa: She was guna come las week but she couldn and all so.. idk shes nt coming at all
Cania : *sth like* what about it?
Hamzah: I want to feel "THE MOOD"
Nisa en Cania: *flashback* AHHH THATT!!! *ckck our fault*
Farah: loh loh kalo farah yg IINI gmana?
Nisa: EEEEH FARAH APA KABAAAR !!
Hamzah: When is farah coming?
Us 3 : huh?
Farah: Farah?? Farah dsiiini *expresi polos*
Hamzah: not THIS farah.
Us 3 : OOOOOOH!!
Nisa: She was guna come las week but she couldn and all so.. idk shes nt coming at all
Cania : *sth like* what about it?
Hamzah: I want to feel "THE MOOD"
Nisa en Cania: *flashback* AHHH THATT!!! *ckck our fault*
Farah: loh loh kalo farah yg IINI gmana?
Nisa: EEEEH FARAH APA KABAAAR !!
i never wanna be part of the herd
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
Huahaha friday was niiice lalalala.
In the morningg we had th corniche walk thinggies. It was niiiice. Me and crisa jogged until orry en all .. *only halfway tho
but then mi stomach started t hurt and all. I asked crisa why tskk she ddn kno either. ckckc GCSE PE.
XD
So" in the evening, I told BS t come t mi house bfore anybody else does. Showed her this very.. stabbing chatlog that went "KAMPUNGAAAAAAAAAAAAN" and showed her mi shoe.
I drew on mi converse did u kno thatt?
Bs showed me this BOBSMADE [which i misheard was bamsmade and me and bs had to go through this whole discussion on the misunderstanding] and i first thot that the drawings are already from the material not handmade by permanent pen and i got inspired. I went "wow" . Yeah, pretty much that,HAHA.
At first I struggled to make out where I could find a water-resistant pen. Turns out it's just a permanent pen. Then" I quietly brought mi shoes from the storage room..
Kih kih kih , [mi parents ddn even find out until today's evening, HAHA] and yeaah.. I drew some blobs on it.
It was alright. One went "SAVE TREES" the other went "LET SUPERMAN FLY and pandas" HAHA. Yeaah quite random i knooo.. but its an old shoe, hey.
Oh" and Cania and I planned to do our DTs at mi house. And relating to thatt boy who got the A, either I told him t help out or he suggested it first, i frgot.
So" then after Bs went home and all, I waited fr Cania t come. After she did we had a few walking here and there bfore ending up back at mi house.
You see,, we had things to do. Like, at first we were waiting fr Bs t fnish her stuf at home so we could go outside. Turns out that it took too long so I took Ocha's gorilla mask. Lalalala. We had a few rounds in th compound first.
When we went back in, [ocha then ddn join bcz she wanted t play with Lia] Hamzah was already playing th piano. Wow, so it WAS after isha, like he said.
And so I thought it was the right time to do our DT.
We brought the DT h.w.s into the dining room. Hamzah was playing the piano. It wasn long bfore Umar en Khalid en Ali came in.
Khalid en Ali and fadhli watched BERNARD.
HAHAHAHAH THAT NAME JUST MAKES ME LAUGH. SUCH A PROPER NAME FOR SUCH A STUPID BEAR XDXDXDXDXDXDXD.
Fadhli laughed the loudest at Bernard [Hamzah laughed the loudest at Phil of the future] . Maaaan bernard is DUMB. And since we started [ like, 2 minutes after its on play] referring Hamzah to Bernard, the show was even funnier.
I remember th first time I watched Bernard. HAHA I LAUGHED SO BADLY AND I WAS ALONE AND ALL SO TH ROOM KINDA WENT INSANE. What "GENIOUS" mad e thatt show XD .
Umar was in Fadhli's room most of the time [i think, i dont rele notice him], playing on the laptop. So I ddn hear anyth of him. Khalid was always with Ali. Three or four times they would come in and out of the house because of Ali and all.
Then", I had a call on ordering me t deliver some plastic bowls and spoons or sth.
Farah went "EEH NISA MAU KMANA?"
Yes", you realise that I havn mentioned anyth about her in mi house. I ddn even include her in the : " It wasn long bfore Umar en Khalid en Ali came in."
That is because SHE DDN . SERIOUSLY, I THINK ONLY KHALID REALISED THAT SHE CAME IN [we interviewed]. XD XD .
AND EVERYBODY WENT " FARAH??????"
SHE POPPED UP FROM MI ROOM HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
AND SHE HAD THIS CLUELESS FACE THAT WENT "what?"
AND CANIA WENT "SINCE WHEN AR U HERE?"
AND FARAH WENT "tadi"
AND I WENT "KAMU TDI LEWAT PAKE PINTU INI? *iwas at the door*"
AND FARAH WENT "iya"
AND ONE OF US WENT I FRGOT "KO NGGA BLG"? "
AND FARAH WENT "yeee tdi ngga pada dgerin tdi farah khan blg "cie yg ngerjain pr niieee" " XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
and it was a few minutes bfore I was able t deliver the plastics.
when I went back in, Farah was sitting in the dining room. That was when me and cania started our h.w. while enjoying this .. conversation. ;D
You see.. Cania hates spoilers. And she hasn watched the last episode of Avatar, the legend of Aang.
[ At first, Hamzah and Cania wer talking abt this final fantasy advent children movie- and then idk how it just switched t Avatar. ]
Farah, of course, she knows NOTHING about THE LAST EPISODE OF AVATAR XD .
Yet bcz of thatt reason, she did well in blending into the conversation ;D.
Hamzah was tempted t tell her the whole spoiler. I wasn, but I decided t help hamzah >) . The reminder of Prince Zuko clicked me. And Azula.
We were all like "I like this character I like that character" while Farah just constantly went " OH! FARAH TAU!! " while banging on the table XD XD XD .
And then i went "I LIKE AZULA"
And then hamzah and cania went "NOO AZULA IS INSANE"
And I went "NOO SHES POWERFUL"
And they went "BUT SHE HAS MENTAL PROBLEMS"
And I went "THATS Y SHES COOL"
I banged on the table and turned to hamzah, "PRINCE ZUKO IS SO COOOL WHEN HE GOT ELECTRIFIED!! > ________ < "
and he went "which one?"
and I went [excited] , "IITU LOH PAS SI AZULAA NEMBAK" YG SAMA KATARA IITU ABIS IITU DY KENA ABS IITU DY JATOH GNI GTU"
and he went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!! YEAHH HE WAS SO COOL!!!"
and cania went "NOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT TELL ME THE SPOILER !!!!!!!!"
I felt RELE HIGH at thatt time, so i couldn think properly on what actually happened in thatt last episode- I couldn even catch mi words- but I was tempted to freak Cania out.
I banged on the table again , "REMEMBER WHEN AZULA CLIMBED AND ALL AND SHE RAN AND ALL?" <-- BEGO BANGET APAAN COBA CLIMBED SAMA LARI". Hamzah went "which one?"
[ U see.. bcz atm Im already excited I cant remember everyth,, we've talked a lot abt azula and at this point Cania was already standing in front of the door]
And I signalled him t make him agree with me.
When He finally gets it, he went: "OOOOH THATT ONE!! YEAHH SHE WAS SO COOL SHE WAS CLIMBING!!" I MEAN WTH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. OF COURSE, IN BETWEEN OUR DIALOGUES FARAH BANGS THE TABLE WHILE GOING "OH IYA IYA YG ITU! AZULA KEREN ABIS COY" XD XD .
In the end, Cania DID ran out of the house. And I told them to keep quiet. When she went back in I banged the table again "OH YA AMPUN SI AZULA MANJAT" " Seriously, I couldn find another verb other than CLIMBING .
I cant think in an unstable condition see XD.
It was a very nice night.
I did most of mi colouring thatt night. Fajar and BS and Crisa came in t find some rice. I went "why are they searching for some here?" .
And once we were calm, [after all the randomness I cant clearly remember], me and Hamzah talked abt Year 6. It all started from Saher see.. HE KNOWS HER . __________ . Yes", Saher knows him too.. from me and cania :D .
There wer all these old friends from primary and ther wer so many stories and so many .. yeah wtever.
The one thing I remember abt Talal is that he used to go "The bell's guna ring in . 3 . 2. 1 " and the bell actually rang at the count of 0.
And how Reem and Nour alamdeen used t lk cute together- and now they arn that close anymore.
And how I used t be friends with Lara.. And how Tina is similar to Haneen .. you know, those stuffs.
At times me and Cania would continue our work while Farah commenting and Hamzah practising his Requiem for a Dream thing.
Me: Tau ngga" ? Heidi prna dtembak loh.
Cania and Hamzah : HAH IYA GTU?
[farah was watching bernard or sth i ddn take notice]
Me: IIYA!!! d library tuh.
cania and Hamzah: HAH? KO BISA?
Hamzah : *emphasises* KO BISA?
and I went : Ya.. ngga tau.
Me: It was in Year 7 . Niisa nguping gtu loh
Hamzah: Sama siapa?
Me: Ngga tau.. niisa lupa. Kl ngga salah namany Ibrahim
Hamzah: Ibrahim yg mana??
Me: Ngga tau.. Nisa khan wkt iitu blom dket. Kl ngga salah sih Ibrahim. Tau dah yg mana.
Hamzah : Ko bisa tau sih orgnya?
Me: Khan dbilangin.
Hamzah: TAPI KO BISA? [Cania emphasises the questions and all]
Me: Yaa.. tba" blg "do you wanna be my girlfriend?"
cania and
hamzah : OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME: apa?
the two: YA AMPUUN DKIIRAIN DTEMBAKK BENERANN
HAHAHAHAHHAHA DODOL SANGATT KALIAN BERDUUAA XD XD XD XD
Huahaha friday was niiice lalalala.
In the morningg we had th corniche walk thinggies. It was niiiice. Me and crisa jogged until orry en all .. *only halfway tho
but then mi stomach started t hurt and all. I asked crisa why tskk she ddn kno either. ckckc GCSE PE.
XD
So" in the evening, I told BS t come t mi house bfore anybody else does. Showed her this very.. stabbing chatlog that went "KAMPUNGAAAAAAAAAAAAN" and showed her mi shoe.
I drew on mi converse did u kno thatt?
Bs showed me this BOBSMADE [which i misheard was bamsmade and me and bs had to go through this whole discussion on the misunderstanding] and i first thot that the drawings are already from the material not handmade by permanent pen and i got inspired. I went "wow" . Yeah, pretty much that,HAHA.
At first I struggled to make out where I could find a water-resistant pen. Turns out it's just a permanent pen. Then" I quietly brought mi shoes from the storage room..
Kih kih kih , [mi parents ddn even find out until today's evening, HAHA] and yeaah.. I drew some blobs on it.
It was alright. One went "SAVE TREES" the other went "LET SUPERMAN FLY and pandas" HAHA. Yeaah quite random i knooo.. but its an old shoe, hey.
Oh" and Cania and I planned to do our DTs at mi house. And relating to thatt boy who got the A, either I told him t help out or he suggested it first, i frgot.
So" then after Bs went home and all, I waited fr Cania t come. After she did we had a few walking here and there bfore ending up back at mi house.
You see,, we had things to do. Like, at first we were waiting fr Bs t fnish her stuf at home so we could go outside. Turns out that it took too long so I took Ocha's gorilla mask. Lalalala. We had a few rounds in th compound first.
When we went back in, [ocha then ddn join bcz she wanted t play with Lia] Hamzah was already playing th piano. Wow, so it WAS after isha, like he said.
And so I thought it was the right time to do our DT.
We brought the DT h.w.s into the dining room. Hamzah was playing the piano. It wasn long bfore Umar en Khalid en Ali came in.
Khalid en Ali and fadhli watched BERNARD.
HAHAHAHAH THAT NAME JUST MAKES ME LAUGH. SUCH A PROPER NAME FOR SUCH A STUPID BEAR XDXDXDXDXDXDXD.
Fadhli laughed the loudest at Bernard [Hamzah laughed the loudest at Phil of the future] . Maaaan bernard is DUMB. And since we started [ like, 2 minutes after its on play] referring Hamzah to Bernard, the show was even funnier.
I remember th first time I watched Bernard. HAHA I LAUGHED SO BADLY AND I WAS ALONE AND ALL SO TH ROOM KINDA WENT INSANE. What "GENIOUS" mad e thatt show XD .
Umar was in Fadhli's room most of the time [i think, i dont rele notice him], playing on the laptop. So I ddn hear anyth of him. Khalid was always with Ali. Three or four times they would come in and out of the house because of Ali and all.
Then", I had a call on ordering me t deliver some plastic bowls and spoons or sth.
Farah went "EEH NISA MAU KMANA?"
Yes", you realise that I havn mentioned anyth about her in mi house. I ddn even include her in the : " It wasn long bfore Umar en Khalid en Ali came in."
That is because SHE DDN . SERIOUSLY, I THINK ONLY KHALID REALISED THAT SHE CAME IN [we interviewed]. XD XD .
AND EVERYBODY WENT " FARAH??????"
SHE POPPED UP FROM MI ROOM HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
AND SHE HAD THIS CLUELESS FACE THAT WENT "what?"
AND CANIA WENT "SINCE WHEN AR U HERE?"
AND FARAH WENT "tadi"
AND I WENT "KAMU TDI LEWAT PAKE PINTU INI? *iwas at the door*"
AND FARAH WENT "iya"
AND ONE OF US WENT I FRGOT "KO NGGA BLG"? "
AND FARAH WENT "yeee tdi ngga pada dgerin tdi farah khan blg "cie yg ngerjain pr niieee" " XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
and it was a few minutes bfore I was able t deliver the plastics.
when I went back in, Farah was sitting in the dining room. That was when me and cania started our h.w. while enjoying this .. conversation. ;D
You see.. Cania hates spoilers. And she hasn watched the last episode of Avatar, the legend of Aang.
[ At first, Hamzah and Cania wer talking abt this final fantasy advent children movie- and then idk how it just switched t Avatar. ]
Farah, of course, she knows NOTHING about THE LAST EPISODE OF AVATAR XD .
Yet bcz of thatt reason, she did well in blending into the conversation ;D.
Hamzah was tempted t tell her the whole spoiler. I wasn, but I decided t help hamzah >) . The reminder of Prince Zuko clicked me. And Azula.
We were all like "I like this character I like that character" while Farah just constantly went " OH! FARAH TAU!! " while banging on the table XD XD XD .
And then i went "I LIKE AZULA"
And then hamzah and cania went "NOO AZULA IS INSANE"
And I went "NOO SHES POWERFUL"
And they went "BUT SHE HAS MENTAL PROBLEMS"
And I went "THATS Y SHES COOL"
I banged on the table and turned to hamzah, "PRINCE ZUKO IS SO COOOL WHEN HE GOT ELECTRIFIED!! > ________ < "
and he went "which one?"
and I went [excited] , "IITU LOH PAS SI AZULAA NEMBAK" YG SAMA KATARA IITU ABIS IITU DY KENA ABS IITU DY JATOH GNI GTU"
and he went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!! YEAHH HE WAS SO COOL!!!"
and cania went "NOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT TELL ME THE SPOILER !!!!!!!!"
I felt RELE HIGH at thatt time, so i couldn think properly on what actually happened in thatt last episode- I couldn even catch mi words- but I was tempted to freak Cania out.
I banged on the table again , "REMEMBER WHEN AZULA CLIMBED AND ALL AND SHE RAN AND ALL?" <-- BEGO BANGET APAAN COBA CLIMBED SAMA LARI". Hamzah went "which one?"
[ U see.. bcz atm Im already excited I cant remember everyth,, we've talked a lot abt azula and at this point Cania was already standing in front of the door]
And I signalled him t make him agree with me.
When He finally gets it, he went: "OOOOH THATT ONE!! YEAHH SHE WAS SO COOL SHE WAS CLIMBING!!" I MEAN WTH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. OF COURSE, IN BETWEEN OUR DIALOGUES FARAH BANGS THE TABLE WHILE GOING "OH IYA IYA YG ITU! AZULA KEREN ABIS COY" XD XD .
In the end, Cania DID ran out of the house. And I told them to keep quiet. When she went back in I banged the table again "OH YA AMPUN SI AZULA MANJAT" " Seriously, I couldn find another verb other than CLIMBING .
I cant think in an unstable condition see XD.
It was a very nice night.
I did most of mi colouring thatt night. Fajar and BS and Crisa came in t find some rice. I went "why are they searching for some here?" .
And once we were calm, [after all the randomness I cant clearly remember], me and Hamzah talked abt Year 6. It all started from Saher see.. HE KNOWS HER . __________ . Yes", Saher knows him too.. from me and cania :D .
There wer all these old friends from primary and ther wer so many stories and so many .. yeah wtever.
The one thing I remember abt Talal is that he used to go "The bell's guna ring in . 3 . 2. 1 " and the bell actually rang at the count of 0.
And how Reem and Nour alamdeen used t lk cute together- and now they arn that close anymore.
And how I used t be friends with Lara.. And how Tina is similar to Haneen .. you know, those stuffs.
At times me and Cania would continue our work while Farah commenting and Hamzah practising his Requiem for a Dream thing.
Me: Tau ngga" ? Heidi prna dtembak loh.
Cania and Hamzah : HAH IYA GTU?
[farah was watching bernard or sth i ddn take notice]
Me: IIYA!!! d library tuh.
cania and Hamzah: HAH? KO BISA?
Hamzah : *emphasises* KO BISA?
and I went : Ya.. ngga tau.
Me: It was in Year 7 . Niisa nguping gtu loh
Hamzah: Sama siapa?
Me: Ngga tau.. niisa lupa. Kl ngga salah namany Ibrahim
Hamzah: Ibrahim yg mana??
Me: Ngga tau.. Nisa khan wkt iitu blom dket. Kl ngga salah sih Ibrahim. Tau dah yg mana.
Hamzah : Ko bisa tau sih orgnya?
Me: Khan dbilangin.
Hamzah: TAPI KO BISA? [Cania emphasises the questions and all]
Me: Yaa.. tba" blg "do you wanna be my girlfriend?"
cania and
hamzah : OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME: apa?
the two: YA AMPUUN DKIIRAIN DTEMBAKK BENERANN
HAHAHAHAHHAHA DODOL SANGATT KALIAN BERDUUAA XD XD XD XD
Friday, 14 November 2008
school fair
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
HAHA, the school fair was rele short, but i liked th stalls [not that they wer AMAZING or anyth], but it was way better than th past years [which states that they wer THAT bad].
So", at 2.30 or sth, me and marsya went for our duties [the main purpose of this fair thing]. We've sold it at a variety of costs from 5 to 3[until we actually asked the tutor]. And marsya went "omg we've made profits already!" and i went "noo its haram" but the only person we've bothered giving the change back was only bs.
Then", we walked around the school and all. And had all these different types of customers : the uninterested ones, rude ones , ignorant ones, little [in a way that they are young and easy to attract] ones, easy to affect ones [as in teachers], those-people-who-intend-to-waste-money-ones and the enthusiastic one [abdulla, the little boy who is always happy].
The funny one was when Abdulla was buying. He was too enthusiastic that I got ignored when I was trying t giv him the change. He was like "oh my god! Theyv got fortunes on them!!! I wana read!!!! *opens the cookies when the fortune doesn need t be opened t be read* *has a bite**reads the print enthusiasticly* " while i go "hey.. hey.. hold the 5 for me [i was struggling with the basket]" . And when he was done reading the fortune he went "I like the fortune!! Ok then see you later, thank you!!!" in his enthusiastic tone.
He was our ONLY enthusiastic customer.
HAHA.
On the other hand, there was also this arabic girl who just kicked me off by the signs of her hand and the "it's pathetic" signs by her eyes. I was guna go "f-u i can kick u off from a cliff" and so i ignored her.
There was also this little kid, and we went "have a cookie *give warm smiles*", which then she did. We stared at her. She stared back, wondering. "Now pay". Then she had no other choice. XD
Oh" this old pren called Reem [she left in year 8] came t the school fair. I wasn close with her, but i intended t walk her around and all.
I ddn do it.
God, her aura is so damn mature. I felt like a little kid everytime I wanted t ask her to come with us. Saher couldn come todayy bcz of some family event. And Rawan felt the same awkwardness wen shes around her. Everytime we see her, she was always on the phone, u know, like some mothers. And it scares me. She acts like the distant seniors in SBM. It creeps the hell out of me when Im around her. And so I couldn help miself flinching away.
P.S. She had another friend with her so she wasn alone.
And OMG I saw this VEEEEEEEEEEEEERY GOOD LOOKING PRIMARY TEACHER AND HE LKS SO YOUNG AND DAMN CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE.
I seriously ddn expect the "Cute teacher" hamzah mentioned in his blog to be cute. HAHA, NO OFFENSE. But people call Mr Warrilow and Mr Bonnar good looking, but they hardly attract me at all. But THIS one's got all the charm to attract.
I only saw him twice or 3 times in the fair, but when I tried searching for him, he was nowhere to be seen. I think he's left the school.The only way I could make out that he was a teacher was by his clothes. It was a QIS PE teacher's uniform or sth. I've never seen teachers wear them IN school, but they DO exist.. somehow. I bet if he wears sth else, I wouldn be able t make out that hes part of those other teachers.
His hair's spiky and hes short compared to tall teachers.His face is.. YOUNG. Like in his early twenties or sth. And I can reassure u thatt he lks younger than the secondary boys in school.
I bet if he teaches in secondary, he wont even be able t teach properly. Girls would definitely crowd around him everywhere. I may seem t exaggerate stuffs,, but I cant help it. I ddn see him up close; I cant even remember his face now, but I remember his aura.
OH", and then", cz after me and marsya's duties wer over, Eman and Kerry had to take over our jobs. And when Eman's fnished and all, she told us this:
" You know", when I sold the cookies, I told them it was like Freaky Friday".
And we went "What freaky friday?"
And she went "You know how they open the fortunes and they all came true?"
And we went : "and wat did u tell them?"
and she went "that they were all gonna come true"
i mean- WTHH. HAHAHAAHA. AND SHE SAID PEOPLE DID BOUGHT THEM OFF FROM HER. HOW CONVINCING IS THATT XD . TELL THEM KIDS LIES, EMAN SAID.
I ate a lot. Oh yeah, yest. nite I played with sasha en Rira cz dhea and farah were out t kempo riite. And whilst we wer tgether farhan and iwan and th malay boys came over and all. I couldn join the conv. bcz i couldn understand malaysians' accents. If they were a bit clearer, Id at least understand.
We ate KFC in the clubhouse. The adam guy rle likes his camera dsn he? He brings it everywher, and when the curly fat guy played with it [played in a way that he actually PLAYED with it, taking pictures of everyth], he went "woiii" and they all laughed while adam snatches back his camera. And wow, Adam looks so.. clean as a guy , HAHA.
We also got into Farhan's car [since we all wanted t go t his house] and two of the guys held onto the roof to be carried by the car. All I could do was laugh [it was funny] , yet I ddn get anyth they said.
I accompanied Rira and Sasha until Rira was picked up. It was fun, she was less quiet than Nagiko, HAHA. And we communicated just fine.
Today I realised that Adam is cute [ i knooo im so laaate rite]. Malaysians hardly attracts mi attention [for the reason that they are malaysians, HAHA] . But today we had a slightly long eye contact [usually we only glane thats y] in front of the shawarma stand and that was went I went "oooh so hes cuuute". HAHAHA.
I was so hyped up with th Orangina. The Orangine took IDK HOW MANY PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY OPEN IT. Mi hand went all sticky and the last person who was able to help me was Salma. She pushed it upwards with another water bottle cap and the cap[of the orangina] striked Ocha's forehead. HAHA, the damage of the Orangina bottle cap.
I was also surprised [ i saw hmzah's blog so I just rmembered] abt mr ward's gf. I thot th girl would lk sth like Amy. But she's NOTHING like it.
HAHA I remember Amy, shes taller than mr green, and not only that, she looks LARGER [the shoulders seems wider] . so its like.. the giant and the little seed the other way round HAHA.
HAHA, the school fair was rele short, but i liked th stalls [not that they wer AMAZING or anyth], but it was way better than th past years [which states that they wer THAT bad].
So", at 2.30 or sth, me and marsya went for our duties [the main purpose of this fair thing]. We've sold it at a variety of costs from 5 to 3[until we actually asked the tutor]. And marsya went "omg we've made profits already!" and i went "noo its haram" but the only person we've bothered giving the change back was only bs.
Then", we walked around the school and all. And had all these different types of customers : the uninterested ones, rude ones , ignorant ones, little [in a way that they are young and easy to attract] ones, easy to affect ones [as in teachers], those-people-who-intend-to-waste-money-ones and the enthusiastic one [abdulla, the little boy who is always happy].
The funny one was when Abdulla was buying. He was too enthusiastic that I got ignored when I was trying t giv him the change. He was like "oh my god! Theyv got fortunes on them!!! I wana read!!!! *opens the cookies when the fortune doesn need t be opened t be read* *has a bite**reads the print enthusiasticly* " while i go "hey.. hey.. hold the 5 for me [i was struggling with the basket]" . And when he was done reading the fortune he went "I like the fortune!! Ok then see you later, thank you!!!" in his enthusiastic tone.
He was our ONLY enthusiastic customer.
HAHA.
On the other hand, there was also this arabic girl who just kicked me off by the signs of her hand and the "it's pathetic" signs by her eyes. I was guna go "f-u i can kick u off from a cliff" and so i ignored her.
There was also this little kid, and we went "have a cookie *give warm smiles*", which then she did. We stared at her. She stared back, wondering. "Now pay". Then she had no other choice. XD
Oh" this old pren called Reem [she left in year 8] came t the school fair. I wasn close with her, but i intended t walk her around and all.
I ddn do it.
God, her aura is so damn mature. I felt like a little kid everytime I wanted t ask her to come with us. Saher couldn come todayy bcz of some family event. And Rawan felt the same awkwardness wen shes around her. Everytime we see her, she was always on the phone, u know, like some mothers. And it scares me. She acts like the distant seniors in SBM. It creeps the hell out of me when Im around her. And so I couldn help miself flinching away.
P.S. She had another friend with her so she wasn alone.
And OMG I saw this VEEEEEEEEEEEEERY GOOD LOOKING PRIMARY TEACHER AND HE LKS SO YOUNG AND DAMN CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE.
I seriously ddn expect the "Cute teacher" hamzah mentioned in his blog to be cute. HAHA, NO OFFENSE. But people call Mr Warrilow and Mr Bonnar good looking, but they hardly attract me at all. But THIS one's got all the charm to attract.
I only saw him twice or 3 times in the fair, but when I tried searching for him, he was nowhere to be seen. I think he's left the school.The only way I could make out that he was a teacher was by his clothes. It was a QIS PE teacher's uniform or sth. I've never seen teachers wear them IN school, but they DO exist.. somehow. I bet if he wears sth else, I wouldn be able t make out that hes part of those other teachers.
His hair's spiky and hes short compared to tall teachers.His face is.. YOUNG. Like in his early twenties or sth. And I can reassure u thatt he lks younger than the secondary boys in school.
I bet if he teaches in secondary, he wont even be able t teach properly. Girls would definitely crowd around him everywhere. I may seem t exaggerate stuffs,, but I cant help it. I ddn see him up close; I cant even remember his face now, but I remember his aura.
OH", and then", cz after me and marsya's duties wer over, Eman and Kerry had to take over our jobs. And when Eman's fnished and all, she told us this:
" You know", when I sold the cookies, I told them it was like Freaky Friday".
And we went "What freaky friday?"
And she went "You know how they open the fortunes and they all came true?"
And we went : "and wat did u tell them?"
and she went "that they were all gonna come true"
i mean- WTHH. HAHAHAAHA. AND SHE SAID PEOPLE DID BOUGHT THEM OFF FROM HER. HOW CONVINCING IS THATT XD . TELL THEM KIDS LIES, EMAN SAID.
I ate a lot. Oh yeah, yest. nite I played with sasha en Rira cz dhea and farah were out t kempo riite. And whilst we wer tgether farhan and iwan and th malay boys came over and all. I couldn join the conv. bcz i couldn understand malaysians' accents. If they were a bit clearer, Id at least understand.
We ate KFC in the clubhouse. The adam guy rle likes his camera dsn he? He brings it everywher, and when the curly fat guy played with it [played in a way that he actually PLAYED with it, taking pictures of everyth], he went "woiii" and they all laughed while adam snatches back his camera. And wow, Adam looks so.. clean as a guy , HAHA.
We also got into Farhan's car [since we all wanted t go t his house] and two of the guys held onto the roof to be carried by the car. All I could do was laugh [it was funny] , yet I ddn get anyth they said.
I accompanied Rira and Sasha until Rira was picked up. It was fun, she was less quiet than Nagiko, HAHA. And we communicated just fine.
Today I realised that Adam is cute [ i knooo im so laaate rite]. Malaysians hardly attracts mi attention [for the reason that they are malaysians, HAHA] . But today we had a slightly long eye contact [usually we only glane thats y] in front of the shawarma stand and that was went I went "oooh so hes cuuute". HAHAHA.
I was so hyped up with th Orangina. The Orangine took IDK HOW MANY PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY OPEN IT. Mi hand went all sticky and the last person who was able to help me was Salma. She pushed it upwards with another water bottle cap and the cap[of the orangina] striked Ocha's forehead. HAHA, the damage of the Orangina bottle cap.
I was also surprised [ i saw hmzah's blog so I just rmembered] abt mr ward's gf. I thot th girl would lk sth like Amy. But she's NOTHING like it.
HAHA I remember Amy, shes taller than mr green, and not only that, she looks LARGER [the shoulders seems wider] . so its like.. the giant and the little seed the other way round HAHA.
Monday, 10 November 2008
SBM
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
I PAID 4 HRS OF ATTENTION ON THE FIRST DAY.
THAT, IS THE SAME AMOUNT WE NEED T CONCENTRATE AT SCHOOL.
I was absorbed for quite a while that is. I still had the mood and all. It was funny how fadhli already slept on the first 5 minutes. I had t wake him up tho. When i mouthing "bangunin fadhli" to iwan, iwan was like "what? what?" and then wen he turned he was shaken bcz he ddn even kno HAHHAH.
AFTER LUNCH, I PAID HALF OF MI ATTENTION.
I was sleepy bcz of lunch. The lunch was filling even tho i ddn quite like it, [ alhamdulillah ] and so.. i slept fr a few minutes until mi mom woke me up. She was embarassed wen she found me sleeping. In the end, I kept miself awake by wrapping up a kicked over polo mint with a facial oil absorber paper , tied with the strings from mi converse . I found it quite relaxing see. Fajar got fooled but i stopped him from eating bfore he did.
THE SECOND DAY, I PAID NO ATTENTION AT ALL.
Knowing that the day would be boring, I barely tried t pay attention.
So", since im not guna talk abt wat ive learnt, lets talk abt sth irrelevant abt both days.
Ive mentioned this bfore. It was the first time I met Ka Kika. She's like, mi cousin's pren. And hes already told me th school shes in and all. When I found out dhe3 and tresa and andin knows her, I ws like "wth im so left out HAHA" . She.. was short too JIM. Dinda's in love with her, like seriously. On the first day, after dinda saw her coming she ran like a magnet [a magnet dsn run dumbass] and stuck t her fr the upcoming days. HAHA. Okk this does sound gay but its true ! . So then me en Ka kika talked abt ourselves,, u kno.. those introduction stufs. Shes prenly and rle nice hihihi.
Dinda's bored face scares me. Seriously, wen I lk at her, it reminded me of boi's constant expression of last year or sth- yg jutek" gtu loh [inget bangett wkt iitu maxuddny nsa jdi friendlyy dy malahh ngejutekin abs tu dcuekin sialan bangett] .
Her eyes looked like lines. HAHA squinted. In a way, its also funny, but it creeped me out since it was mi first time lking at her so miserable HAHA.
I also met this pren.. i dont even kno her name. I ddn ask. And I ddn try finding out either. Shes the annisa's pren who sits with her. Wait a minute.. ther wer 2 annisa's prens wern ther? The suju and whos the other one?
OMG I JUST REALISED THEYR 2 DIFFERENT PEOPLE. - or one?
HAHA IDK. One turns out t like suju *___* . So we wer like, kyaa over suju while annisa just stared at us. Then" andin and cania came in and all and then me and cania argued abt wher HENRY is from. HAHA. It was either Canada or england i dont even rmemmber which side i was in HAHAHA. It was either a win or a loss between us two HIHI.
Ka Ichay told me abt this Hari Ibu day and theyr in need fr a keyboard person. I suggested her t ask Dhe3 cz she knows MUCH more abt chords than i do. I told her i dont play chords. Dhe3", if u accept u get t play in a band JIM.
I phoned Farah[sch.] when I was bored on the first day. We planned abt her coming th the compound but now since thers th orchestra night i think its guna be cancelled and postponed. Ive been longing fr a live orchestra concert *___*.
On the second day, me and annisa wer so bored thatt we pretended t go t th toilet but went back in through th back door to hide at the back. We talked abt suju and all these very.. random stufs [cz we dont rele hav specific things between us] . Then", annisa was like " nisa kl dah gede maunya jadi apa?" and i went "yaaa maunya sih artist.. tpi kata mama ngga dbolehhin" . and then she went "ooh gtu.. keren kerenn.. " then we mumbled sth else fr a bit , then she said "coba pkiriin.. niisa jdi aktor.. model cieh cieh" . i went JIM. I was like wth is she talking abt. Then it strucked me - "BUKAN ARTIS YG KAYA GTU KALI!! ARTIST YG NGELUKIS IITU LOH" and she went "OOOOHHH.. " and i went "MIMPI NSA NGGA SJAUH IITU TAU HAHAHA" then she went "YAA ABIS KTA KAMU MAMA KAMU NGGA NGBOLEHIN !!" then i went "YAA KHANN PLUKIS JG NGGA ADA GUNANY" then she went "tpi khann bsa tuh .. trkenall d dunia.. cieh" then i went " jauh bangett -" then she went "trkenal d bogor aja blom dah mimpi - __ - " .
Then" Iwan came in from th back, found himself surprised wth are u doing here. i told him the reason. and then he joined us at the back. From "the other ppl" 's group, dinda was telling me t come over t her side but i shook mi head. Then", iwan was like "yaelahh.. kaka ny aja bgiini gmana adenya?". i was like "knapa emangg?"
then he went "fadhli khan lgi tdr" i went WTH. HAHA. "seriously?" and he went "iiyah bnerann! lgi cape abs tu pas noleh si fadhli dahh nyenyakk".
We stayed there until the end of the presentation. Nth useful was received in mi mind that day.
[ Note: the second reason I went t the back was bcz i felt excluded. I mean wth they talk SPECIFICALLY 4 ppl or sth out of 90 people. I mean, yeah i kno them, so yeahh, wow so that pren of mine is like thatt- but how would other people which dont kno them feel? theyd go "who the hell is he". The presenter should choose either someone everybody knows [aka michael jackson] or somebody NOBODY knows [like john crapper the toilet flush inventor] . HAHA. So then I came up with a solution of excluding miself altogether HAHA. The solution only made ME feel better HAHA -self centered]
Oh". ther was also this part . Cz i talked t people which have friendly aura towards me - no offense, most of the seniors creeped me out and so i practically ignored them; they wer already so distant. You see", this afdal person isn anybody thatt i dont kno. I mean- i dont even kno much about elang or boi or wtever u kno but theyr fine. But he has this BIG OUTLINE of " . . . . . " aura. And wat thatt does is that it MAKES me go " . . . " HAHA. I couldn help laughing at this the next day bcz i dont rele go " ... " wen i try talking to people. It's usually either i hav nth t say or i just lost mi words" . At the end of the second day, after i came back from the back, he was sitting bhind mi seat [i ddn even realise wh he was at first] . I was packing up mi stufs which wer lying on and under and bside the chairs. Thatt was when i realised wh he was. I was guna go "haai " but his aura made me go blank [not in any specific way, literally blank ] -- so then i thought of saying "woi sombong banget sih" but wat came out was a stare and a " ..." HAHAHAHAH. I WAS GUNA LAUGH RIGHT AFTER I DECIDED T IGNORE HIM ANYWAY.
Oh yeah" at the end of the day, I went over to hamzah's group. As usual , ther was bs , dhe3 .. and cania and idk wh the others wer. He was holding a camera with loads of clouds in it. i was like "lgi ngpaiin?" and they answered sth bt i frgot. i made a quick glance at the camera screen and went "wths so interesting abt clouds? u see them everyday" then wow, 3 people went against me on the next second. One went "no theyr not!" [i think it was cania], then another went "theyr interesting!!"[i think this was bs] and i went "theyr WHITE on BLUE" -HAHA i like mi sarcasms. and bs argued even further and all. bs cania en hamzah all went against me, then hamzah handed over th camera onto bs. i saw sth on bs' hand and went "iitu apaa iitu apaa iitu apa??" <-- emphasis on question. bcz i was so loud, hamzah let out a large sigh of "please shut up" kinda thing, HAHA, and he went "theyr called CLOUDS- teteh!" and i went = + = ... the teteh sounded like an insult and it wasn wat i asked for HAHA. So i went "yaaa iitu jg TAU - ABANG !!" HAHAHA ORG PADANG; but then th conversation ended there.
I PAID 4 HRS OF ATTENTION ON THE FIRST DAY.
THAT, IS THE SAME AMOUNT WE NEED T CONCENTRATE AT SCHOOL.
I was absorbed for quite a while that is. I still had the mood and all. It was funny how fadhli already slept on the first 5 minutes. I had t wake him up tho. When i mouthing "bangunin fadhli" to iwan, iwan was like "what? what?" and then wen he turned he was shaken bcz he ddn even kno HAHHAH.
AFTER LUNCH, I PAID HALF OF MI ATTENTION.
I was sleepy bcz of lunch. The lunch was filling even tho i ddn quite like it, [ alhamdulillah ] and so.. i slept fr a few minutes until mi mom woke me up. She was embarassed wen she found me sleeping. In the end, I kept miself awake by wrapping up a kicked over polo mint with a facial oil absorber paper , tied with the strings from mi converse . I found it quite relaxing see. Fajar got fooled but i stopped him from eating bfore he did.
THE SECOND DAY, I PAID NO ATTENTION AT ALL.
Knowing that the day would be boring, I barely tried t pay attention.
So", since im not guna talk abt wat ive learnt, lets talk abt sth irrelevant abt both days.
Ive mentioned this bfore. It was the first time I met Ka Kika. She's like, mi cousin's pren. And hes already told me th school shes in and all. When I found out dhe3 and tresa and andin knows her, I ws like "wth im so left out HAHA" . She.. was short too JIM. Dinda's in love with her, like seriously. On the first day, after dinda saw her coming she ran like a magnet [a magnet dsn run dumbass] and stuck t her fr the upcoming days. HAHA. Okk this does sound gay but its true ! . So then me en Ka kika talked abt ourselves,, u kno.. those introduction stufs. Shes prenly and rle nice hihihi.
Dinda's bored face scares me. Seriously, wen I lk at her, it reminded me of boi's constant expression of last year or sth- yg jutek" gtu loh [inget bangett wkt iitu maxuddny nsa jdi friendlyy dy malahh ngejutekin abs tu dcuekin sialan bangett] .
Her eyes looked like lines. HAHA squinted. In a way, its also funny, but it creeped me out since it was mi first time lking at her so miserable HAHA.
I also met this pren.. i dont even kno her name. I ddn ask. And I ddn try finding out either. Shes the annisa's pren who sits with her. Wait a minute.. ther wer 2 annisa's prens wern ther? The suju and whos the other one?
OMG I JUST REALISED THEYR 2 DIFFERENT PEOPLE. - or one?
HAHA IDK. One turns out t like suju *___* . So we wer like, kyaa over suju while annisa just stared at us. Then" andin and cania came in and all and then me and cania argued abt wher HENRY is from. HAHA. It was either Canada or england i dont even rmemmber which side i was in HAHAHA. It was either a win or a loss between us two HIHI.
Ka Ichay told me abt this Hari Ibu day and theyr in need fr a keyboard person. I suggested her t ask Dhe3 cz she knows MUCH more abt chords than i do. I told her i dont play chords. Dhe3", if u accept u get t play in a band JIM.
I phoned Farah[sch.] when I was bored on the first day. We planned abt her coming th the compound but now since thers th orchestra night i think its guna be cancelled and postponed. Ive been longing fr a live orchestra concert *___*.
On the second day, me and annisa wer so bored thatt we pretended t go t th toilet but went back in through th back door to hide at the back. We talked abt suju and all these very.. random stufs [cz we dont rele hav specific things between us] . Then", annisa was like " nisa kl dah gede maunya jadi apa?" and i went "yaaa maunya sih artist.. tpi kata mama ngga dbolehhin" . and then she went "ooh gtu.. keren kerenn.. " then we mumbled sth else fr a bit , then she said "coba pkiriin.. niisa jdi aktor.. model cieh cieh" . i went JIM. I was like wth is she talking abt. Then it strucked me - "BUKAN ARTIS YG KAYA GTU KALI!! ARTIST YG NGELUKIS IITU LOH" and she went "OOOOHHH.. " and i went "MIMPI NSA NGGA SJAUH IITU TAU HAHAHA" then she went "YAA ABIS KTA KAMU MAMA KAMU NGGA NGBOLEHIN !!" then i went "YAA KHANN PLUKIS JG NGGA ADA GUNANY" then she went "tpi khann bsa tuh .. trkenall d dunia.. cieh" then i went " jauh bangett -" then she went "trkenal d bogor aja blom dah mimpi - __ - " .
Then" Iwan came in from th back, found himself surprised wth are u doing here. i told him the reason. and then he joined us at the back. From "the other ppl" 's group, dinda was telling me t come over t her side but i shook mi head. Then", iwan was like "yaelahh.. kaka ny aja bgiini gmana adenya?". i was like "knapa emangg?"
then he went "fadhli khan lgi tdr" i went WTH. HAHA. "seriously?" and he went "iiyah bnerann! lgi cape abs tu pas noleh si fadhli dahh nyenyakk".
We stayed there until the end of the presentation. Nth useful was received in mi mind that day.
[ Note: the second reason I went t the back was bcz i felt excluded. I mean wth they talk SPECIFICALLY 4 ppl or sth out of 90 people. I mean, yeah i kno them, so yeahh, wow so that pren of mine is like thatt- but how would other people which dont kno them feel? theyd go "who the hell is he". The presenter should choose either someone everybody knows [aka michael jackson] or somebody NOBODY knows [like john crapper the toilet flush inventor] . HAHA. So then I came up with a solution of excluding miself altogether HAHA. The solution only made ME feel better HAHA -self centered]
Oh". ther was also this part . Cz i talked t people which have friendly aura towards me - no offense, most of the seniors creeped me out and so i practically ignored them; they wer already so distant. You see", this afdal person isn anybody thatt i dont kno. I mean- i dont even kno much about elang or boi or wtever u kno but theyr fine. But he has this BIG OUTLINE of " . . . . . " aura. And wat thatt does is that it MAKES me go " . . . " HAHA. I couldn help laughing at this the next day bcz i dont rele go " ... " wen i try talking to people. It's usually either i hav nth t say or i just lost mi words" . At the end of the second day, after i came back from the back, he was sitting bhind mi seat [i ddn even realise wh he was at first] . I was packing up mi stufs which wer lying on and under and bside the chairs. Thatt was when i realised wh he was. I was guna go "haai " but his aura made me go blank [not in any specific way, literally blank ] -- so then i thought of saying "woi sombong banget sih" but wat came out was a stare and a " ..." HAHAHAHAH. I WAS GUNA LAUGH RIGHT AFTER I DECIDED T IGNORE HIM ANYWAY.
Oh yeah" at the end of the day, I went over to hamzah's group. As usual , ther was bs , dhe3 .. and cania and idk wh the others wer. He was holding a camera with loads of clouds in it. i was like "lgi ngpaiin?" and they answered sth bt i frgot. i made a quick glance at the camera screen and went "wths so interesting abt clouds? u see them everyday" then wow, 3 people went against me on the next second. One went "no theyr not!" [i think it was cania], then another went "theyr interesting!!"[i think this was bs] and i went "theyr WHITE on BLUE" -HAHA i like mi sarcasms. and bs argued even further and all. bs cania en hamzah all went against me, then hamzah handed over th camera onto bs. i saw sth on bs' hand and went "iitu apaa iitu apaa iitu apa??" <-- emphasis on question. bcz i was so loud, hamzah let out a large sigh of "please shut up" kinda thing, HAHA, and he went "theyr called CLOUDS- teteh!" and i went = + = ... the teteh sounded like an insult and it wasn wat i asked for HAHA. So i went "yaaa iitu jg TAU - ABANG !!" HAHAHA ORG PADANG; but then th conversation ended there.
Friday, 7 November 2008
" like nisa's face "
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
Me: You kno wat mi prens refer me to?
R: watermelon head?JIM.
Me: No.
" : they refer me to the neutrons in an atom *Crying emote*
R : wth
" : ur not neutral
Me: theyr neutral they dont giv any positivs or negativ charges .. but they affect th mass *horror*.
R : ur negativ hha.
Me: actually, it wasn ME. it was MI FACE.
R: wtf . HAHA that kills.
Me: XD I KNO.
" : the teacher was like "neutrons are neutral, they dont have any charges"
" : And then she went "like nisa's face" - i mean, wth.
" : hth did mi face come up hiks.
R :hha
" : shes somewhat like you
Me: i get affected by her u knoh
" : and she gets affected by me
" : so wer like.. affective Nudge2
Me: You kno wat mi prens refer me to?
R: watermelon head?JIM.
Me: No.
" : they refer me to the neutrons in an atom *Crying emote*
R : wth
" : ur not neutral
Me: theyr neutral they dont giv any positivs or negativ charges .. but they affect th mass *horror*.
R : ur negativ hha.
Me: actually, it wasn ME. it was MI FACE.
R: wtf . HAHA that kills.
Me: XD I KNO.
" : the teacher was like "neutrons are neutral, they dont have any charges"
" : And then she went "like nisa's face" - i mean, wth.
" : hth did mi face come up hiks.
R :hha
" : shes somewhat like you
Me: i get affected by her u knoh
" : and she gets affected by me
" : so wer like.. affective Nudge2
the bs and nisa conversation
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
haengbok (: says:
i wana hav super free time next week so frh can come cling3
|× b i .es - says:
nguoo
|× b i .es - says:
invite mee .JIM
haengbok (: says:
come
haengbok (: says:
i wana hav super free time next week so frh can come cling3
|× b i .es - says:
nguoo
|× b i .es - says:
invite mee .JIM
haengbok (: says:
come
using up mi revision time.. again ;D
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
I had mi wires fr braces on Monday. Missed everyth I was supposed t do last week, confused everyth i need t be tested on for next week.
Anyway". Yesterday I succeeded in mi art h.w. Wow it took longer than i thought, the h.w. Took abt 10 minutes fr one arm just bcz i was so confused in how t make a furry effect of the poohie. Me and marsya talked abt poohie. Such an offensive name i kno. That was when i realised that kids hav also been contaminated with lack of self value- i mean, wth WINNIE THE POOH. For all his time living, hes been self proclaiming that hes crap. Theyr like "silly old bear". Just like Tinky Winky, big bird and the gay stripes from sesame street, WHAT IS THE MEDIA TRYING TO DO WITH THE YOUNG GENERATION !.
When I was spraying aerosol onto mi art, I was aware of the vapour this time. I read both the instructions and the caution signs. In the end I came up with a pretty dumb solution.
I slanted the paper, shook the can and held mi breath. I sprayed violently and then I threw everyth away then ran out of mi room. Since I was holding mi breath, I kinda panted wen i got out of the room. Mi dad was like , "wth wer u doing ther" and i went "art" . He gave me this kinda weird expression, but he ignored me the next second, as if nth's happened at all, HAHA.
I em so in love with Suju M .
Theyr so sissy and gay. :)
Me: U sleep with ur brother?
R : Yeah
Me: Hooh. d u sleep in one bed or separate beds?
R: separate. wth, kl tdr ny sma" ntar dyy kurus dong.
Me: eeh suka gerak" y tdr nya? Dtendang"?
R: Bukan, dtimpa.
Me: [glek] tpi ko bs sma ocha ngga bgiitu sih?
R: y iiyalahh. mrk khann CEWE.
Me: loh" dlu nsa jgg guling" pas msi kcil
R: ya itu kamuh, . __ .
Me: XD XD Tpi khann kl bed ny 2 brati profit ortu kamu brkurang
R: ... kamu random banget sih.
Today" I had mi first talk with Ka Kika. You knoh", mi cousin's pren. So we wer like "ooh so ur this so ur that" and all HAHA. I finally met her, and dinda seems t be like, her big fan or sth- shes so in love with her HIHI.
The motivation thingyy was quite boring. It DID hav good wtevers, but all of them are theories and all. In the end all I came up with is a polo mint wrapped up in a used up oil-absorber face paper and tied up with strings taken from mi converse shoes. Too bad I stopped fajar from actually putting th candy into his mouth. HAHA.
I had mi wires fr braces on Monday. Missed everyth I was supposed t do last week, confused everyth i need t be tested on for next week.
Anyway". Yesterday I succeeded in mi art h.w. Wow it took longer than i thought, the h.w. Took abt 10 minutes fr one arm just bcz i was so confused in how t make a furry effect of the poohie. Me and marsya talked abt poohie. Such an offensive name i kno. That was when i realised that kids hav also been contaminated with lack of self value- i mean, wth WINNIE THE POOH. For all his time living, hes been self proclaiming that hes crap. Theyr like "silly old bear". Just like Tinky Winky, big bird and the gay stripes from sesame street, WHAT IS THE MEDIA TRYING TO DO WITH THE YOUNG GENERATION !.
When I was spraying aerosol onto mi art, I was aware of the vapour this time. I read both the instructions and the caution signs. In the end I came up with a pretty dumb solution.
I slanted the paper, shook the can and held mi breath. I sprayed violently and then I threw everyth away then ran out of mi room. Since I was holding mi breath, I kinda panted wen i got out of the room. Mi dad was like , "wth wer u doing ther" and i went "art" . He gave me this kinda weird expression, but he ignored me the next second, as if nth's happened at all, HAHA.
I em so in love with Suju M .
Theyr so sissy and gay. :)
Me: U sleep with ur brother?
R : Yeah
Me: Hooh. d u sleep in one bed or separate beds?
R: separate. wth, kl tdr ny sma" ntar dyy kurus dong.
Me: eeh suka gerak" y tdr nya? Dtendang"?
R: Bukan, dtimpa.
Me: [glek] tpi ko bs sma ocha ngga bgiitu sih?
R: y iiyalahh. mrk khann CEWE.
Me: loh" dlu nsa jgg guling" pas msi kcil
R: ya itu kamuh, . __ .
Me: XD XD Tpi khann kl bed ny 2 brati profit ortu kamu brkurang
R: ... kamu random banget sih.
Today" I had mi first talk with Ka Kika. You knoh", mi cousin's pren. So we wer like "ooh so ur this so ur that" and all HAHA. I finally met her, and dinda seems t be like, her big fan or sth- shes so in love with her HIHI.
The motivation thingyy was quite boring. It DID hav good wtevers, but all of them are theories and all. In the end all I came up with is a polo mint wrapped up in a used up oil-absorber face paper and tied up with strings taken from mi converse shoes. Too bad I stopped fajar from actually putting th candy into his mouth. HAHA.
Thursday, 30 October 2008
hahah everyths funny.
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
damn. The AC was too cold last nite now ive got a fever. i hope itd heal bfore evening hahhahaha. and omg i lost 4 teeth;
i dont wana talk abt how creepy the dentist took mi teeth out. But this part was funny; he was like "I promise it'll only take 2 minutes- promise" and i went "yeah yeah wtever" cz I knew the dentists in QP took half an hour fr one tooth. When it was time. He went "ok, ur problem is done- now MY problem" and he got some apparatus and SERIOUSLY, TOOK OUT MI TEETH IN 2 MINUTES. HAHAHAHA . IT HURTED SO BADLY BCZ I HADN HAD TIME T REACT OR ANYTH. IT SCARED TH HELL OUT OF ME. HE WAS LIKE "OOPS, HERE IT IS" . HAHAHAHA.
and then" he went t mi mom "the bottom one took longer bcz part of the roots was stuck t the other tooth, if i wasn careful , the other tooth wud break" . MI MOM WENT WHITE. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH IT WAS SO FUNNY. HE SAID IT AS IF ITS JUST A NORMAL EXCUSE.
IT DDN STOP BLEEDING UNTIL DAWN. HAHA. [ so u can imagine how bloody mi bed was las nite , and i also had problem with praying bcz it just ddn stop bleeding ].
i wonder how painful taking out 4 teeth in one day just like Riham XD. She must hav RELE suffered XD . BUT WTH HER DECISION IS SO DUMB IN TH FIRST PLACE HAHAHAHA.
u kno" i just realised, that i dont cry bcz of pain but i cry bcz of sadness. JIM. then omg im so gay *lha ko.
anyway" . here's th main talk. Since tuesday, I made a plan t keep the halloweeen party out of mi mom's conscience. I told her thers guna be an event at school and i hav t come early and go home late. A lot of people had t go t IA so weve lost quite an amount of charity people.
Anyway, mi mom went curious. I think it was bcz i asked her wher t get face paints. And I came home with Rawan's black vest. I was guna be a joker hahahah.
And damit, she asked in the car. Ther wer tnte ita , mi mom, me, umar, hamzah, salman and ali and the other salman if im nt wrong. So she was like , "teh, ada acara apa sih dskola" and i cursed t miself. I shudn hav shown her th vest or any hints towards th costume. I even wore mi costume since morning just so she wudn be wondering !! [ thank god i had tutor group of the week ]. And I went quietly "halloween" . and the conversation was over . I cursed t miself over and over again, cz i kno if SHE knows, thers a probability that she was guna stop me.
She didn.
Sth else stopped me.
She ddn say anyth abt th party at home. It was as if shes allowed me. But i knew she ddn. And i felt guilty all along.
It was 5 or sth. We were in the car. I was sleeping until Rawan phoned me. She was like "saher is sick" and i went "WHAT?" . Then she was like "cz saher's nt going, im nt going, u can go if u want". And i went "wat abt the preparation fr th party?" then she went "saher said thers guna be volunteers helping out so.." and i went "Shud i go?" and then she went "wtever u want, but nobodys guna be with u" . I was confused fr a sec bcz me, Saher and laura or lara or wtever th year 12 girl's name wer the ones wh planned out wher things shud go. And none of us could go. I felt guilty again. Then I thought abt the future pain id hav with mi gum that if i dont hav anybody blood's guna drip continuously [which i was right bcz he took TWO out ] . So i said i wont be going.
Then I thought abt this afternoon [after i told mi parents] abt th awkward scene of the word "halloween" . HAHA I BET SHES PRAYED OR AT LEAST HOPED DEEPLY THAT I WONT BE GOING. And shoot it always comes true. XD XD
So much for trying t trick mi parents.
damn. The AC was too cold last nite now ive got a fever. i hope itd heal bfore evening hahhahaha. and omg i lost 4 teeth;
i dont wana talk abt how creepy the dentist took mi teeth out. But this part was funny; he was like "I promise it'll only take 2 minutes- promise" and i went "yeah yeah wtever" cz I knew the dentists in QP took half an hour fr one tooth. When it was time. He went "ok, ur problem is done- now MY problem" and he got some apparatus and SERIOUSLY, TOOK OUT MI TEETH IN 2 MINUTES. HAHAHAHA . IT HURTED SO BADLY BCZ I HADN HAD TIME T REACT OR ANYTH. IT SCARED TH HELL OUT OF ME. HE WAS LIKE "OOPS, HERE IT IS" . HAHAHAHA.
and then" he went t mi mom "the bottom one took longer bcz part of the roots was stuck t the other tooth, if i wasn careful , the other tooth wud break" . MI MOM WENT WHITE. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH IT WAS SO FUNNY. HE SAID IT AS IF ITS JUST A NORMAL EXCUSE.
IT DDN STOP BLEEDING UNTIL DAWN. HAHA. [ so u can imagine how bloody mi bed was las nite , and i also had problem with praying bcz it just ddn stop bleeding ].
i wonder how painful taking out 4 teeth in one day just like Riham XD. She must hav RELE suffered XD . BUT WTH HER DECISION IS SO DUMB IN TH FIRST PLACE HAHAHAHA.
u kno" i just realised, that i dont cry bcz of pain but i cry bcz of sadness. JIM. then omg im so gay *lha ko.
anyway" . here's th main talk. Since tuesday, I made a plan t keep the halloweeen party out of mi mom's conscience. I told her thers guna be an event at school and i hav t come early and go home late. A lot of people had t go t IA so weve lost quite an amount of charity people.
Anyway, mi mom went curious. I think it was bcz i asked her wher t get face paints. And I came home with Rawan's black vest. I was guna be a joker hahahah.
And damit, she asked in the car. Ther wer tnte ita , mi mom, me, umar, hamzah, salman and ali and the other salman if im nt wrong. So she was like , "teh, ada acara apa sih dskola" and i cursed t miself. I shudn hav shown her th vest or any hints towards th costume. I even wore mi costume since morning just so she wudn be wondering !! [ thank god i had tutor group of the week ]. And I went quietly "halloween" . and the conversation was over . I cursed t miself over and over again, cz i kno if SHE knows, thers a probability that she was guna stop me.
She didn.
Sth else stopped me.
She ddn say anyth abt th party at home. It was as if shes allowed me. But i knew she ddn. And i felt guilty all along.
It was 5 or sth. We were in the car. I was sleeping until Rawan phoned me. She was like "saher is sick" and i went "WHAT?" . Then she was like "cz saher's nt going, im nt going, u can go if u want". And i went "wat abt the preparation fr th party?" then she went "saher said thers guna be volunteers helping out so.." and i went "Shud i go?" and then she went "wtever u want, but nobodys guna be with u" . I was confused fr a sec bcz me, Saher and laura or lara or wtever th year 12 girl's name wer the ones wh planned out wher things shud go. And none of us could go. I felt guilty again. Then I thought abt the future pain id hav with mi gum that if i dont hav anybody blood's guna drip continuously [which i was right bcz he took TWO out ] . So i said i wont be going.
Then I thought abt this afternoon [after i told mi parents] abt th awkward scene of the word "halloween" . HAHA I BET SHES PRAYED OR AT LEAST HOPED DEEPLY THAT I WONT BE GOING. And shoot it always comes true. XD XD
So much for trying t trick mi parents.
Wednesday, 29 October 2008
arwa
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
HAHAHA I JUST REALISED. THER USED T BE THIS GIRL CALLED ARWA. NOW SHES GONE. SHE NEVER CAME BACK. EVEN BY TH NAME SHE SEEMS GHOSTLY HAHAHA. SHE HAD THIS AURA THAT GOES "ignore me , im a noob" WHICH DID AFFECT ME, CZ I NEVER TRIED TALKING T HER NOT EVEN ONCE. HAHA. ITS FUNNY HOW THE AVERAGE PREDICTION OF HER EXISTENCE ACTUALLY CAME TRUE HAHAHAHA.
HAHAHA I JUST REALISED. THER USED T BE THIS GIRL CALLED ARWA. NOW SHES GONE. SHE NEVER CAME BACK. EVEN BY TH NAME SHE SEEMS GHOSTLY HAHAHA. SHE HAD THIS AURA THAT GOES "ignore me , im a noob" WHICH DID AFFECT ME, CZ I NEVER TRIED TALKING T HER NOT EVEN ONCE. HAHA. ITS FUNNY HOW THE AVERAGE PREDICTION OF HER EXISTENCE ACTUALLY CAME TRUE HAHAHAHA.
friends lalalaa
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
ahahha. stupid braces. been bothering me all week- probably th coming week too.
The bottom gum just cant stop hurting completely. its sucks.
tmoro at 5 im guna go back t th dentist again. damn it costs at the cc queen dental. but i cant miss anymore lessons, and i always hav t suffer all day at school.
So", apart from the braces and the amount of work i hav this week, things are fine. Quite touching of how everybody asks abt mi teeth XD. Riham told me all these funny stories and all. When I couldn eat, Afrina and Amsharul was like "bring a porridge to school" and I just laughed. I was like "wth porridge XD" - marsya supported mi statement which was hardly supportiv at all . HAHA. and then amsharul suggested a way of th container and all. then afrina was like "If you're shy, then i'll bring a porridge t school too, then we can eat together".
T __ T
ina's always supportive *touched*; just like in the DT lesson [idk why, but since i heard i only got a 2 in mi effort fr DT, I kinda felt down a bit so ] when i was working alone when everybody was having fun decorating th room so she thought i was lonely [i was, but i wasn thinking of it] and so she kept me company. She always go "Are you ok nisa?" XD. Never met somebody THAT attentiv and kind bfore.
I envy her. ^__^
Also, today after school. Mr malley whoever he is had a birthday party. The cake was big. I ddn even see it. But even saher and marsya helped giving out cakes t other teachers just so they cud get a share which at the end they ddn. HAHA.
So" . I had art last lesson. I went t girls block t accompany marsya get her shopping lking bag. It took quite a time until i actually got t the front office. Everybody went out from the boys block quite late.
Then", wen i got t th front, lily and eman came up t me. they wer like "nisaaa weve been lking all over fr u!" i was like "whaa.." . then eman gave me this big chunk of cake and she was like "here its for u" . i went glek. lily was like "its soft u know, u can eat it. take it" i was like "really??" . and then eman went "yeahh,, seriously !! its mine but we decided t giv it t u" i was rele surprised. and then lily was like "we felt so sorry fr u u cant eat. the cake is rele soft". and took me quite a while t be serious.
I felt bad fr thinking they wer making a prank on me XD [yeahh.. fr the first 5 seconds or sth, such a bad friend .__. ] , when it was true, it was soft. It was vanilla.And I was, hungry.
I had t go home early after thatt; said thankk you and went.
And wow I was full wen ive fnished th cake.
[ those were the good people see, half of the noticing ppl either said i lk pathetic or just laughed at me. HAHA ]
ahahha. stupid braces. been bothering me all week- probably th coming week too.
The bottom gum just cant stop hurting completely. its sucks.
tmoro at 5 im guna go back t th dentist again. damn it costs at the cc queen dental. but i cant miss anymore lessons, and i always hav t suffer all day at school.
So", apart from the braces and the amount of work i hav this week, things are fine. Quite touching of how everybody asks abt mi teeth XD. Riham told me all these funny stories and all. When I couldn eat, Afrina and Amsharul was like "bring a porridge to school" and I just laughed. I was like "wth porridge XD" - marsya supported mi statement which was hardly supportiv at all . HAHA. and then amsharul suggested a way of th container and all. then afrina was like "If you're shy, then i'll bring a porridge t school too, then we can eat together".
T __ T
ina's always supportive *touched*; just like in the DT lesson [idk why, but since i heard i only got a 2 in mi effort fr DT, I kinda felt down a bit so ] when i was working alone when everybody was having fun decorating th room so she thought i was lonely [i was, but i wasn thinking of it] and so she kept me company. She always go "Are you ok nisa?" XD. Never met somebody THAT attentiv and kind bfore.
I envy her. ^__^
Also, today after school. Mr malley whoever he is had a birthday party. The cake was big. I ddn even see it. But even saher and marsya helped giving out cakes t other teachers just so they cud get a share which at the end they ddn. HAHA.
So" . I had art last lesson. I went t girls block t accompany marsya get her shopping lking bag. It took quite a time until i actually got t the front office. Everybody went out from the boys block quite late.
Then", wen i got t th front, lily and eman came up t me. they wer like "nisaaa weve been lking all over fr u!" i was like "whaa.." . then eman gave me this big chunk of cake and she was like "here its for u" . i went glek. lily was like "its soft u know, u can eat it. take it" i was like "really??" . and then eman went "yeahh,, seriously !! its mine but we decided t giv it t u" i was rele surprised. and then lily was like "we felt so sorry fr u u cant eat. the cake is rele soft". and took me quite a while t be serious.
I felt bad fr thinking they wer making a prank on me XD [yeahh.. fr the first 5 seconds or sth, such a bad friend .__. ] , when it was true, it was soft. It was vanilla.And I was, hungry.
I had t go home early after thatt; said thankk you and went.
And wow I was full wen ive fnished th cake.
[ those were the good people see, half of the noticing ppl either said i lk pathetic or just laughed at me. HAHA ]
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
psychology
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
Seriously, Teachers should read a book of psychology first bfore they start teaching. Wtf mi new piano teacher. Ok, so maybe I HAVE been living in a wats-so-called-"utopia" where everybody is satisfying to me. My first impressions can get a bit far off, like the Canadian which isn as worse as her first 2 weeks. People change. But the way this piano teacher teaches just frustrates me. She critics every mistake I make but then moves on without slowing down with mi pace. Yeah" so she complimented me for the first 2 weeks. Big deal. But wth's with the 100x tempo in doing the piano scales and rushing with the pieces. The girl she needs is Dhe3. Dhe3'd cope with these kinds of things. I cant. Im a turtle remember? I take things slowly in until I eventually able t do it. I dont multi task. I dont just do 2 pieces in one week. I hav after schools. I have IGs revision. I hav chemistry. I have a life.
I tried doing the two pieces today, after I got worked up abt mi dentist appointment. Shoot it it ddn work. I couldn get th right mood. And everytime I did, the touch was always "forte" instead of "piano". She goes "horrible, too light, do this, do that, excellent, thats nice" but then she moves on as if I actually got it in mi fingers. She should stop rushing. I mean- just get ONE piece right for a start. Wth this mazurka and this italiano foreign named piece. She was guna cramp in the Wonderful Life or wtever th other one's called in the lesson but I was too slow to move on. - DUH. I was actually too slow for the both of those.
The scales, last time she said t do it lightly. This time , cz i cudn cope with it she said t practise it heavy and she was like "wrong", do it like this," as if she hasn told anyth CONTRASTING from last week. OF COURSE I was confused. I hav a chemistry test tmoro. Im just writing for the sake of getting mi temper cool down.
But I mean- isn learning too many things just get u worked up? Isn it actually common sense that taking in too many critics for 45 min just frustrating? Im paying yu weird teacher.
Seriously, Teachers should read a book of psychology first bfore they start teaching. Wtf mi new piano teacher. Ok, so maybe I HAVE been living in a wats-so-called-"utopia" where everybody is satisfying to me. My first impressions can get a bit far off, like the Canadian which isn as worse as her first 2 weeks. People change. But the way this piano teacher teaches just frustrates me. She critics every mistake I make but then moves on without slowing down with mi pace. Yeah" so she complimented me for the first 2 weeks. Big deal. But wth's with the 100x tempo in doing the piano scales and rushing with the pieces. The girl she needs is Dhe3. Dhe3'd cope with these kinds of things. I cant. Im a turtle remember? I take things slowly in until I eventually able t do it. I dont multi task. I dont just do 2 pieces in one week. I hav after schools. I have IGs revision. I hav chemistry. I have a life.
I tried doing the two pieces today, after I got worked up abt mi dentist appointment. Shoot it it ddn work. I couldn get th right mood. And everytime I did, the touch was always "forte" instead of "piano". She goes "horrible, too light, do this, do that, excellent, thats nice" but then she moves on as if I actually got it in mi fingers. She should stop rushing. I mean- just get ONE piece right for a start. Wth this mazurka and this italiano foreign named piece. She was guna cramp in the Wonderful Life or wtever th other one's called in the lesson but I was too slow to move on. - DUH. I was actually too slow for the both of those.
The scales, last time she said t do it lightly. This time , cz i cudn cope with it she said t practise it heavy and she was like "wrong", do it like this," as if she hasn told anyth CONTRASTING from last week. OF COURSE I was confused. I hav a chemistry test tmoro. Im just writing for the sake of getting mi temper cool down.
But I mean- isn learning too many things just get u worked up? Isn it actually common sense that taking in too many critics for 45 min just frustrating? Im paying yu weird teacher.
WHERS MI OTHER ONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyth's always a balance. Once I change opinion from a bad teacher t a better one, this other teacher ruins mi life. In the end, Nth's actually changing.
Sunday, 19 October 2008
Saher's beautiful Comments
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
Saher and I had to continue with our charity staff thingg. It was easier than last time. Ms Earl was flexible, Ms Edwards was flexible and some others wer flexible with time.
Anyway", I'm guna talk abt a few of the teachers. We started 2nd break since I had t go t Mr Jones at first break. Saher told me that shes asked Mr Johnson [ i keep getting mixed up between the name Andrew Johnston and Mr Johnson's name HAHA ] She then told me, that while I was in Ms Peachy's class[1st lesson] , he rejected her and all. But when she was asking th canadian, he was like, "Dont u hav t go t Mr Watkins' birthday?" . and Canadian was like "Oh ,rele? It's on th same day?" and he was like "Yeah, dont u want t party and have fun?"- saher added this one, i frgot if he rele said this or not.
In the end, the Canadian stopped signing up and so we've lost quite a few teachers bcz of "The fun party" . XD
So then we asked other teachers. If Im not wrong, we had English at 4th lesson, so we were in the boys block upstairs. We added Mr/Mrs Kearns into the list [Mr Kearns was guna run off until Mrs Kearns was interested and signed them both in] .
Then, we saw Mr West in his room. Saher commented "he lks like a zombie I swear" and I agreed, "he lks so dead HAHAHA" . We commented a few more until we actually knocked on his door. and he was like "come in" . Saher then announced the halloween night and all. Then he flipped his planner and went "Well.. no I dont hav plans on th 30th.. so .. " , he hesitated for a while until "well, ok then put me down on this time" -i frgot wat time.
All I could reply was a "thank you" but Saher went "Just dont forget, sir" -i dont this she realised that it was kind of rude until she actually said it - but then he replied "I'll write it in mi planner".
I couldn help but laugh . HAHAHA.
She was hardly persuasive at all XD.
The funniest one is abt Mr Johnson. Remember that I said that he's rejected her? Well, we were desperate right, at the end of 2nd break. And just then we saw him out of the Girls Block [we wer in front of him]. Annoyed with the little amount of teachers, Saher called out "It's all because of you sir!!" . HAHAHA. -and it was so random HAHAHA.
He turned, as if he hasn done anyth wrong, "What?"
His expression scared me. It looked as if we've just bullied him; but since hes not mi teacher, Idk if thatt expression is actually normal .
Saher then was like "we havn got that many teachers because of you" , there was sth abt the language that made us seem so sad HAHAHA. I was guna tell her t shut up until he came towards us and murmured "giv me" then snatched th paper and the pen from us. He skimmed through the list and asked "Wher's mi name?"
I was trying t skim through it too, "uuuh.. sir, I cant see .. ur too tall" even when I stood on mi heels. Saher laughed at me . HAHA.
He was too concentrated in finding his name and at last he did.
"Here!" he called out and wrote his initials on the columns.
We thought he'd only wrote once, but since he was so tall, I couldn rele see from underneath and his hands seemed t be rele busy in writing his initials. We just gawked at him . When we got it back, the whole row was filled with his initials.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I was like "WHAT?" when he left us. We both bursted out laughing. And it was clear that it isn Mr Watkin's birthday anymore. HAHAHHAHAHA.
Outside the tech block, the Canadian was standing. While passing, he murmured a little message t her. As fast as he is, we ran to her and asked her again in supervising the party. I heard him whispering t her, "Theyr not on the same day", which she then repeated "OH, THEYR NOT?" and then he continued "No, Thursday's free". I just giggled behind them and joined Saher in persuading her t supervise for the halloween party. At the end she's supervising all night. She was like "I want a best teacher award" and winked at me. Mr Johnson went "Yeah I tried that on them but no, dsn work". I couldn help but laugh.
HAHAHAHHA.
Saher and I had to continue with our charity staff thingg. It was easier than last time. Ms Earl was flexible, Ms Edwards was flexible and some others wer flexible with time.
Anyway", I'm guna talk abt a few of the teachers. We started 2nd break since I had t go t Mr Jones at first break. Saher told me that shes asked Mr Johnson [ i keep getting mixed up between the name Andrew Johnston and Mr Johnson's name HAHA ] She then told me, that while I was in Ms Peachy's class[1st lesson] , he rejected her and all. But when she was asking th canadian, he was like, "Dont u hav t go t Mr Watkins' birthday?" . and Canadian was like "Oh ,rele? It's on th same day?" and he was like "Yeah, dont u want t party and have fun?"- saher added this one, i frgot if he rele said this or not.
In the end, the Canadian stopped signing up and so we've lost quite a few teachers bcz of "The fun party" . XD
So then we asked other teachers. If Im not wrong, we had English at 4th lesson, so we were in the boys block upstairs. We added Mr/Mrs Kearns into the list [Mr Kearns was guna run off until Mrs Kearns was interested and signed them both in] .
Then, we saw Mr West in his room. Saher commented "he lks like a zombie I swear" and I agreed, "he lks so dead HAHAHA" . We commented a few more until we actually knocked on his door. and he was like "come in" . Saher then announced the halloween night and all. Then he flipped his planner and went "Well.. no I dont hav plans on th 30th.. so .. " , he hesitated for a while until "well, ok then put me down on this time" -i frgot wat time.
All I could reply was a "thank you" but Saher went "Just dont forget, sir" -i dont this she realised that it was kind of rude until she actually said it - but then he replied "I'll write it in mi planner".
I couldn help but laugh . HAHAHA.
She was hardly persuasive at all XD.
The funniest one is abt Mr Johnson. Remember that I said that he's rejected her? Well, we were desperate right, at the end of 2nd break. And just then we saw him out of the Girls Block [we wer in front of him]. Annoyed with the little amount of teachers, Saher called out "It's all because of you sir!!" . HAHAHA. -and it was so random HAHAHA.
He turned, as if he hasn done anyth wrong, "What?"
His expression scared me. It looked as if we've just bullied him; but since hes not mi teacher, Idk if thatt expression is actually normal .
Saher then was like "we havn got that many teachers because of you" , there was sth abt the language that made us seem so sad HAHAHA. I was guna tell her t shut up until he came towards us and murmured "giv me" then snatched th paper and the pen from us. He skimmed through the list and asked "Wher's mi name?"
I was trying t skim through it too, "uuuh.. sir, I cant see .. ur too tall" even when I stood on mi heels. Saher laughed at me . HAHA.
He was too concentrated in finding his name and at last he did.
"Here!" he called out and wrote his initials on the columns.
We thought he'd only wrote once, but since he was so tall, I couldn rele see from underneath and his hands seemed t be rele busy in writing his initials. We just gawked at him . When we got it back, the whole row was filled with his initials.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I was like "WHAT?" when he left us. We both bursted out laughing. And it was clear that it isn Mr Watkin's birthday anymore. HAHAHHAHAHA.
Outside the tech block, the Canadian was standing. While passing, he murmured a little message t her. As fast as he is, we ran to her and asked her again in supervising the party. I heard him whispering t her, "Theyr not on the same day", which she then repeated "OH, THEYR NOT?" and then he continued "No, Thursday's free". I just giggled behind them and joined Saher in persuading her t supervise for the halloween party. At the end she's supervising all night. She was like "I want a best teacher award" and winked at me. Mr Johnson went "Yeah I tried that on them but no, dsn work". I couldn help but laugh.
HAHAHAHHA.
Friday, 17 October 2008
Alex Lees
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
HUAHUAHA . Still obsessed by the previous Britain's Got Talent (BGM), thers this kid I truly admire, Alex Lees. He's 8. God, Ive watched the same vid 4 times, 6 on the last minute and cried 5 times [more by the end of this blog] . Looking at his expression and effort I seriously didn mean t cry.
He doesn hav t be a total brilliant like [wtever that girl's called.. Riffley? Frilley?] or Connie to be touching. XD XD
I seem t be the only one who cried bcz of Alex. Dhe3 even laughed at him. I can't. It's just the expression in his face really reveals his actual feelings XD .
Yeah" he's 8, but not everybody can be like him. ^_^
HAHA I accidently cried even when the others wer bside me. Only Dhe3 noticed. She laughed at me. HAHA. The music had a lot of impact on me. XD XD XD XD
I know", it seems rele dumb crying over some 8 years old kid. He's nth like George Sampson or anyth, but thats wat's unique. He doesn hav t be like George to be happy :) :) :) . All he did was show everybody his true self and that was it.
I lost mi black pen and mi protractor today,, that sucks. JIM.
HUAHUAHA . Still obsessed by the previous Britain's Got Talent (BGM), thers this kid I truly admire, Alex Lees. He's 8. God, Ive watched the same vid 4 times, 6 on the last minute and cried 5 times [more by the end of this blog] . Looking at his expression and effort I seriously didn mean t cry.
He doesn hav t be a total brilliant like [wtever that girl's called.. Riffley? Frilley?] or Connie to be touching. XD XD
I seem t be the only one who cried bcz of Alex. Dhe3 even laughed at him. I can't. It's just the expression in his face really reveals his actual feelings XD .
Yeah" he's 8, but not everybody can be like him. ^_^
HAHA I accidently cried even when the others wer bside me. Only Dhe3 noticed. She laughed at me. HAHA. The music had a lot of impact on me. XD XD XD XD
I know", it seems rele dumb crying over some 8 years old kid. He's nth like George Sampson or anyth, but thats wat's unique. He doesn hav t be like George to be happy :) :) :) . All he did was show everybody his true self and that was it.
I lost mi black pen and mi protractor today,, that sucks. JIM.
Thursday, 16 October 2008
GEORGE SAMPSON
BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
YOU KNOW HOW DHE3 ALWAYS FANDOM IDOLS IN SHORT TIMES AND ALL? WELL SHE FANDOMS GEORGE SAMPSONS NOW; JUST NOW I REALISED HE'S WAY COOLER THAN ANY OTHER IDOLS SHE HAD.
Seriously, I had miself touched. How they described the effort, how he raised money just for his lessons, pay for the petrol fee just so his mom can drive him- all by streetdancing. IT'S SO COOL.
He was like" "mi family is not exactly rich" but from lking at him , he lks like a regular boy t me. Compared t poor people that got t indonesian idol, theyr way poorer XD . but anywayy,, cool effort. JIM. He came back after a year of his failure. I salute him.
God his smile is so cute, kinda reminds me of Mr Green though. His voice.. is such a british voice HAHA. I've watched th vid over 5 times or sth bcz of the background music which emphasises th mood. XD. I ddn even dare watching his other vids yet.
In a way he reminds me of Arhuleta. hihihihi. Phenomenal.
Talking back abt todayy,, searching for abt 20 staffs to volunteer in supervising the halloween party was harder than I thought. Most told us t ask them again on Sunday , Mr Sutherland went " would I like to, no it's lame" and others said no. I mean- I thought this would be the easiest job, but I guess it isn. HAHA. In art", we wer continuing with our watercolour crystals. You see", Thursday is the only day we get t be in Mr Caddick's room. I like the size of it. So", Thursday is the day we can talk th loudest in the class and nobody seem t mind. [ In the other room, the whole room gets t be filled with noises] Me, Saher and Marsya stayed at the back seats since its closest t the water sink and most of the other art stuff.
One time, me and marsya talked abt mi russian piano teacher. Shes new. Marsya was like she lks pretty and I went no way shes not. Then she was like "but she lks pretty from the back!!" then Saher, who knew nth at all emphasised marsya's point t get it over with, "look, she lks pretty from the BACK" . I laughed.
Then I went " How can she be pretty shes not even thin" out loud. You see, in mi head, the canadian was in mi head; shes pretty and thin and all. I didn realise I said sth offensive.
Then Saher went " oh, so fat people arent supposed to be pretty?" as a sarcasm . HAHAHAHAHAHA thatt was wen I realised Ive said thatt out loud and it was offensive. Thankk god nobody seemed t lk back incase of realising, but I know that everybody heard. XD XD XD XD .
Then", Marsya went "but she's blonde!!!" .
Then again Saher went " SO BLONDE PEOPLE ARE PRETTY?"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. then she was like "YOU PEOPLE ARE SO WEIRD" XD XD XD XD XD XD
So like, Marsya was trying t convince that mi piano teacher lks pretty by giving evidence that shes blonde , while I try opposing her by saying that shes nt thin.
WTH THESE STATEMENTS- ITS NT LIKE THE EVIDENCE IS ACTUALLY EFFECTIVE AT ALL AHHAHAHAHA.
P.S. Oh" I frgot. Cz we had the sunflower h.w. , a lot of the sunflowers suck ok? *offends* I meant it as it sucks compared to the other 2 h.w.s that we had. kih". not a lot of people got As. I surprisingly got a B- [not in a bad way, in a good way XD] - i ddn even fnish th art h.w. yet XD. Mr Ward was like "Did u even bother finishing it off?" I was like "No" then he smirked, "You thought it was just a failure didn u?" and I laughed XD XD. Mr Caddick liked its boldness hahaha.
So" ther was this pren of mine in th art class. And her art sucked in short [ i ddn even see it, but Mr Caddick kept critisizing it ] . He was saying it out loud and we could all hear him. I felt sorry for her shed be embarassed. Then Saher went [note that wer right at the back of the room] "you know, mr Caddick's grade is always contradictive" , me and marsya just listened. Not knowing the whole class was lstening, she continued "He's like "great proportion, good shading, great this, great that" and then at the end C+ " and by that time everybody was lking straight at her. HAHAHA. I noticed Mr Ward's sharp turn of his head since Saher's first notice abt grades. Then Mr Caddick went " I, WHAT?" with his head leaned onto his right to take a look on Saher. Everybody laughed. And she was like "Its true sir!! U wer like "great this great that" and got mi hopes up; at the end u wer like "C+" - wth " XD . HAHAHA.
YOU KNOW HOW DHE3 ALWAYS FANDOM IDOLS IN SHORT TIMES AND ALL? WELL SHE FANDOMS GEORGE SAMPSONS NOW; JUST NOW I REALISED HE'S WAY COOLER THAN ANY OTHER IDOLS SHE HAD.
Seriously, I had miself touched. How they described the effort, how he raised money just for his lessons, pay for the petrol fee just so his mom can drive him- all by streetdancing. IT'S SO COOL.
He was like" "mi family is not exactly rich" but from lking at him , he lks like a regular boy t me. Compared t poor people that got t indonesian idol, theyr way poorer XD . but anywayy,, cool effort. JIM. He came back after a year of his failure. I salute him.
God his smile is so cute, kinda reminds me of Mr Green though. His voice.. is such a british voice HAHA. I've watched th vid over 5 times or sth bcz of the background music which emphasises th mood. XD. I ddn even dare watching his other vids yet.
In a way he reminds me of Arhuleta. hihihihi. Phenomenal.
Talking back abt todayy,, searching for abt 20 staffs to volunteer in supervising the halloween party was harder than I thought. Most told us t ask them again on Sunday , Mr Sutherland went " would I like to, no it's lame" and others said no. I mean- I thought this would be the easiest job, but I guess it isn. HAHA. In art", we wer continuing with our watercolour crystals. You see", Thursday is the only day we get t be in Mr Caddick's room. I like the size of it. So", Thursday is the day we can talk th loudest in the class and nobody seem t mind. [ In the other room, the whole room gets t be filled with noises] Me, Saher and Marsya stayed at the back seats since its closest t the water sink and most of the other art stuff.
One time, me and marsya talked abt mi russian piano teacher. Shes new. Marsya was like she lks pretty and I went no way shes not. Then she was like "but she lks pretty from the back!!" then Saher, who knew nth at all emphasised marsya's point t get it over with, "look, she lks pretty from the BACK" . I laughed.
Then I went " How can she be pretty shes not even thin" out loud. You see, in mi head, the canadian was in mi head; shes pretty and thin and all. I didn realise I said sth offensive.
Then Saher went " oh, so fat people arent supposed to be pretty?" as a sarcasm . HAHAHAHAHAHA thatt was wen I realised Ive said thatt out loud and it was offensive. Thankk god nobody seemed t lk back incase of realising, but I know that everybody heard. XD XD XD XD .
Then", Marsya went "but she's blonde!!!" .
Then again Saher went " SO BLONDE PEOPLE ARE PRETTY?"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. then she was like "YOU PEOPLE ARE SO WEIRD" XD XD XD XD XD XD
So like, Marsya was trying t convince that mi piano teacher lks pretty by giving evidence that shes blonde , while I try opposing her by saying that shes nt thin.
WTH THESE STATEMENTS- ITS NT LIKE THE EVIDENCE IS ACTUALLY EFFECTIVE AT ALL AHHAHAHAHA.
P.S. Oh" I frgot. Cz we had the sunflower h.w. , a lot of the sunflowers suck ok? *offends* I meant it as it sucks compared to the other 2 h.w.s that we had. kih". not a lot of people got As. I surprisingly got a B- [not in a bad way, in a good way XD] - i ddn even fnish th art h.w. yet XD. Mr Ward was like "Did u even bother finishing it off?" I was like "No" then he smirked, "You thought it was just a failure didn u?" and I laughed XD XD. Mr Caddick liked its boldness hahaha.
So" ther was this pren of mine in th art class. And her art sucked in short [ i ddn even see it, but Mr Caddick kept critisizing it ] . He was saying it out loud and we could all hear him. I felt sorry for her shed be embarassed. Then Saher went [note that wer right at the back of the room] "you know, mr Caddick's grade is always contradictive" , me and marsya just listened. Not knowing the whole class was lstening, she continued "He's like "great proportion, good shading, great this, great that" and then at the end C+ " and by that time everybody was lking straight at her. HAHAHA. I noticed Mr Ward's sharp turn of his head since Saher's first notice abt grades. Then Mr Caddick went " I, WHAT?" with his head leaned onto his right to take a look on Saher. Everybody laughed. And she was like "Its true sir!! U wer like "great this great that" and got mi hopes up; at the end u wer like "C+" - wth " XD . HAHAHA.
Wednesday, 15 October 2008
mi mom.
IF EVERYBODY WAS GAY AND NAIVE, THEN THE WORLD WILL BE LALA LAND.
See". today was very embarrassing. Salman wet himself just bcz of a pencil case of sth. and lalala i had to sort out the talking since mi mom wasn the one picking us up. I never knew his teacher had physical problems until tnt. Ita mentioned it. It was sth t do with nerves really, when I seriously thought he was just always itchy and all so he has t twitch his head all the time- oops. Nth t make a joke abt, but her statement sounds waaaay more logical than mine XD XD .
You know how people lick their fingertip to turn up a page when they read sth? Salman was doing thatt in a way that he actually KNOWS wth hes doing. However instead of only licking a bit of th fingertip, he drooled on the whole finger- though his face expression is kept straight XD XD XD . I mean- the pages ddn even need licking !! It was a lego manual with coloured pictures on it with papers like in textbooks. HAHA. Mi mom asked him [while laughing] why he keeps licking his fingertip and he was like "my arabic teacher does this when she opens the page" then she went ... . HAHA.so wth does he learn at school?
Thers guna be a lot of things happening in th school in 2 weeks. Only Sunday, wer planning to leave the day out and just make an offer that if u pay so and so ticket on that day, u get a discount. XD I like that idea, Marsya would like th idea. It reveals the cheapness behind rich people HAHA. I wanted t suggest a T-shirt sale or pin sales but idk why but i ddn put mi hand up. Th week was already filled anyway. This isn in Indo, it wont be easy getting th shirts- would it?
Actually, pins would be easier. We can buy th kid plastic thing that makes th pins manually- though Idk how t make mi own designs.. by printing off from th computer- I frgot - and mi kid thing is broken so.. .
See". today was very embarrassing. Salman wet himself just bcz of a pencil case of sth. and lalala i had to sort out the talking since mi mom wasn the one picking us up. I never knew his teacher had physical problems until tnt. Ita mentioned it. It was sth t do with nerves really, when I seriously thought he was just always itchy and all so he has t twitch his head all the time- oops. Nth t make a joke abt, but her statement sounds waaaay more logical than mine XD XD .
You know how people lick their fingertip to turn up a page when they read sth? Salman was doing thatt in a way that he actually KNOWS wth hes doing. However instead of only licking a bit of th fingertip, he drooled on the whole finger- though his face expression is kept straight XD XD XD . I mean- the pages ddn even need licking !! It was a lego manual with coloured pictures on it with papers like in textbooks. HAHA. Mi mom asked him [while laughing] why he keeps licking his fingertip and he was like "my arabic teacher does this when she opens the page" then she went ... . HAHA.so wth does he learn at school?
Thers guna be a lot of things happening in th school in 2 weeks. Only Sunday, wer planning to leave the day out and just make an offer that if u pay so and so ticket on that day, u get a discount. XD I like that idea, Marsya would like th idea. It reveals the cheapness behind rich people HAHA. I wanted t suggest a T-shirt sale or pin sales but idk why but i ddn put mi hand up. Th week was already filled anyway. This isn in Indo, it wont be easy getting th shirts- would it?
Actually, pins would be easier. We can buy th kid plastic thing that makes th pins manually- though Idk how t make mi own designs.. by printing off from th computer- I frgot - and mi kid thing is broken so.. .
Oh" anyway at nite, I was doing mi chemistry rite. And I had problems with a few of it. Since like, 2 days ago or sth, mi mom kept suggesting that I shud hav lessons with tnt. Ita. I went glek, it seems so awkward. I thought shed at least suggest someone like BS, or sth. and just an hour ago I ddn kno wat ion is. And she was like "tanya umar hamzah aja". and i went "hah?" and she was like "tante ita tuh degreenya d chemistry teh," and i went "yaa ion doang,tany tmen skola aja *clicks on phone*" bt then i realised it was 9 and i ddn want t wake frh up XD.
If it was uzuke, Id call right away; Id care less if shed be asleep or not HAHA, and less likely that she would be- kih" , since ive woken her up bfore- with an actual intention of doing it.
So then I texted hamzah. She was like, " use the house phone" and i went no way. And then she was like "kalau ngga tau khan mrk nany tnte ita" . so wth her point is asking tnte ita HAHAHA. WHY HER? XD . SHES NT SOMEONE I CAN DISTURB WHENEVER I WANT XD. and itd seem so awkward, see. HAHA.
If it was uzuke, Id call right away; Id care less if shed be asleep or not HAHA, and less likely that she would be- kih" , since ive woken her up bfore- with an actual intention of doing it.
So then I texted hamzah. She was like, " use the house phone" and i went no way. And then she was like "kalau ngga tau khan mrk nany tnte ita" . so wth her point is asking tnte ita HAHAHA. WHY HER? XD . SHES NT SOMEONE I CAN DISTURB WHENEVER I WANT XD. and itd seem so awkward, see. HAHA.
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
Park House English School
and i cant keep chasing your memories...
HAHA. Im supposed t be doing DT Art and Chemistryy rev. soon. Anyway" I suddenly feel like writing abt mi old school , Park House [not KPS no, that school is pretty much out of mi life], although Park House seriously has been changed greatly over th past couple of years.
So" . Everytime I remember PH, I remember green and white checkers, green socks, green PE kits,and round hats with a ribbon around. I remember this girl asked me of being her bestfriend in her first week. She was totally nice, but I felt as if I wasn- like, seriously. I somehow didn stand up for her wen she needed support. But anyway we wer all year 4 so everybody was gay and naive.
I remember the atmosphere of the building . It was very British, haha. I remember this girl called Madeline who could swim really fast at a young age. And her brother Matthew who could play the piano amazingly in Year 7, hes talented. Haha, once she invited me t her party, and she called mi home number asking me if I was coming or not. Honestly, I didn tell mi parents abt it yet but I said yes. And she was like "are you sure?" and i went "yes" and closed th phone. I ddnt turn up of course. The next day she asked me why I ddnt. Note that it was mi first year in Qatar, although I knew exactly what words meant, I used to pretend I dont. [ Just like mi first PE lesson when I ddn bring mi PE kit]. So I was like "yes" . and she went " No" , why didn u come?" and I replied "Yes" . and she was like " No", I know u ddn come, but why? " HAHAHAHA. At the end she forgave me fr th reason "I dont understand" and we went back gay and naive. HAHA.
Everyone was nice in PH. I wasn ignored even though I couldn speak much [even if I understood the words]. Ther was also this kid called Walter. I think hes pinoy. His mother lks pinoy. Ive never asked, I never knew. So hes like, annoying, like Fajar, but at the same time sweet [at the time i was naive so i had no opinion of him]. Idk how but at the end of Year 4 or sth, he liked picking on me. We were closer in Year 5 though. I only stayed in that year for a term. He liked picking on mi names most if Im not wrong, and we always run after each other. Not only hyper and annoying but he also likes art. To tell u the truth, I think Walter lks like somebody I know now. Like Umar or sth? but skinnier. But wen I lk at people, none of them reminds me of Walter.
Walter likes t draw. Idk why and when, but I remember in Year 5 he drew a portrait of me. I was like wth. But now that I remember its kinda sweet XD. The portrait lks like a normal Year 5 drawing. I bet if I see it now im guna laugh. But for the time, it was actually considered good. The teachers [ther wer 2 somehow] admired and praised him. Idk hth the teacher saw it, we dont hav specific art classes in primary. I can only rmember the few minutes of that time. The teacher was like "this is superb, who is it?" and he went "this is nisa," while laughing at me and i called out his name in short for being annoyed. But I rmember inside, I wasn.
HAHA. Im supposed t be doing DT Art and Chemistryy rev. soon. Anyway" I suddenly feel like writing abt mi old school , Park House [not KPS no, that school is pretty much out of mi life], although Park House seriously has been changed greatly over th past couple of years.
So" . Everytime I remember PH, I remember green and white checkers, green socks, green PE kits,and round hats with a ribbon around. I remember this girl asked me of being her bestfriend in her first week. She was totally nice, but I felt as if I wasn- like, seriously. I somehow didn stand up for her wen she needed support. But anyway we wer all year 4 so everybody was gay and naive.
I remember the atmosphere of the building . It was very British, haha. I remember this girl called Madeline who could swim really fast at a young age. And her brother Matthew who could play the piano amazingly in Year 7, hes talented. Haha, once she invited me t her party, and she called mi home number asking me if I was coming or not. Honestly, I didn tell mi parents abt it yet but I said yes. And she was like "are you sure?" and i went "yes" and closed th phone. I ddnt turn up of course. The next day she asked me why I ddnt. Note that it was mi first year in Qatar, although I knew exactly what words meant, I used to pretend I dont. [ Just like mi first PE lesson when I ddn bring mi PE kit]. So I was like "yes" . and she went " No" , why didn u come?" and I replied "Yes" . and she was like " No", I know u ddn come, but why? " HAHAHAHA. At the end she forgave me fr th reason "I dont understand" and we went back gay and naive. HAHA.
Everyone was nice in PH. I wasn ignored even though I couldn speak much [even if I understood the words]. Ther was also this kid called Walter. I think hes pinoy. His mother lks pinoy. Ive never asked, I never knew. So hes like, annoying, like Fajar, but at the same time sweet [at the time i was naive so i had no opinion of him]. Idk how but at the end of Year 4 or sth, he liked picking on me. We were closer in Year 5 though. I only stayed in that year for a term. He liked picking on mi names most if Im not wrong, and we always run after each other. Not only hyper and annoying but he also likes art. To tell u the truth, I think Walter lks like somebody I know now. Like Umar or sth? but skinnier. But wen I lk at people, none of them reminds me of Walter.
Walter likes t draw. Idk why and when, but I remember in Year 5 he drew a portrait of me. I was like wth. But now that I remember its kinda sweet XD. The portrait lks like a normal Year 5 drawing. I bet if I see it now im guna laugh. But for the time, it was actually considered good. The teachers [ther wer 2 somehow] admired and praised him. Idk hth the teacher saw it, we dont hav specific art classes in primary. I can only rmember the few minutes of that time. The teacher was like "this is superb, who is it?" and he went "this is nisa," while laughing at me and i called out his name in short for being annoyed. But I rmember inside, I wasn.
[ I wonder if hes back in pinoyy or wherever hes from]
Haha , and I remember, how I used to be the shortest in mi class -already. And wen we had PE this pinoy girl called Vanessa accidently pushed her elbow back, which then kicked off mi nose . HAHA. I was THAT small can u imagine? XD XD . Oh, and then it bleeded. HAHAHAHA. Since I ddnt want t say it was bcz of her, I said it was bcz of the sun. And I remember how mi PE shorts wer too big for me so it was kinda loose.
While walking up the stairs, I had tissue in mi nose, covered with mi hand. I bumped on the wall while going up. Imagine a little kid with layers of blood stained tissue covered in her face, which then is covered by the hand; trying to walk up the stairs blinded then bumped off the wall. I felt slightly dizzy . XD
While walking up the stairs, I had tissue in mi nose, covered with mi hand. I bumped on the wall while going up. Imagine a little kid with layers of blood stained tissue covered in her face, which then is covered by the hand; trying to walk up the stairs blinded then bumped off the wall. I felt slightly dizzy . XD
Monday, 13 October 2008
ok ok ok
and i cant keep chasing your memories...
damnn i think ive fnished most of mi revision for physics. Mr Heath was too fast I couldn keep up with th lesson HAHA. Kinda taking a break rite naw since hamzah suggested thatt i shud fill th blog in. [did he?]
Anyway". u kno the sign that goes "family day" in front of CC entrances? Wtf those lame dumbass cant even spare a day for people that DONT hav families. Its not as if those feet are theirs u kno. How does it matter if construction workers are inside? So what if they dont hav a family? Nobody has t hav one, retard. [wh th hell am i ranting to?] I felt so sad after lstening t wat mi mom said. They only have one Friday in the week.
Oh yeah she also mentioned [these wer yesterdayy] that mi cousin [mentioned as mi dad's nephew which means pretty much th same thing] was supposed t come here and work here. However he got tricked a couple of times and lost a great amount of money a couple of times. Wth's with th economy these days? Indo-s are supposed t help other indo. Just wtf are they trying t make out by fooling? It's nt as if theyr guna be given happiness, see. Stupid asians.
Canadian is seriously, like, literally JUST like O'Neil. The only differences between them are thatt shes pretty [Hamzah wanted her as a teacher, he dsn kno how LUCKY he is t NOT hav her] and the way they state sth - O'Neil seem arrogant while Canadian seem very doubtful.
Still, theyr the same. And I was blank today since the word "Chemistry" passed into mi ears. Mr Gray was monitoring her rite, and last lesson she was like "be enthusiastic [trying t make her lk good]- well.. ur already enthusiastic [see how she always doubts her points?] " . And shes JUST like O'Neil wen somebody monitors. She actually became very loud and very confident. Not as if I understood more than I usually do, but she sounded like shes educated and Im just dumb. HAHA. I couldn help but smirk at certain times in th lesson.
The past never dies.
damnn i think ive fnished most of mi revision for physics. Mr Heath was too fast I couldn keep up with th lesson HAHA. Kinda taking a break rite naw since hamzah suggested thatt i shud fill th blog in. [did he?]
Anyway". u kno the sign that goes "family day" in front of CC entrances? Wtf those lame dumbass cant even spare a day for people that DONT hav families. Its not as if those feet are theirs u kno. How does it matter if construction workers are inside? So what if they dont hav a family? Nobody has t hav one, retard. [wh th hell am i ranting to?] I felt so sad after lstening t wat mi mom said. They only have one Friday in the week.
Oh yeah she also mentioned [these wer yesterdayy] that mi cousin [mentioned as mi dad's nephew which means pretty much th same thing] was supposed t come here and work here. However he got tricked a couple of times and lost a great amount of money a couple of times. Wth's with th economy these days? Indo-s are supposed t help other indo. Just wtf are they trying t make out by fooling? It's nt as if theyr guna be given happiness, see. Stupid asians.
Canadian is seriously, like, literally JUST like O'Neil. The only differences between them are thatt shes pretty [Hamzah wanted her as a teacher, he dsn kno how LUCKY he is t NOT hav her] and the way they state sth - O'Neil seem arrogant while Canadian seem very doubtful.
Still, theyr the same. And I was blank today since the word "Chemistry" passed into mi ears. Mr Gray was monitoring her rite, and last lesson she was like "be enthusiastic [trying t make her lk good]- well.. ur already enthusiastic [see how she always doubts her points?] " . And shes JUST like O'Neil wen somebody monitors. She actually became very loud and very confident. Not as if I understood more than I usually do, but she sounded like shes educated and Im just dumb. HAHA. I couldn help but smirk at certain times in th lesson.
The past never dies.
DUDE WATS WRONG WITH MI TEMPLATE GLEK.
Friday, 10 October 2008
hahaha spams of revision
and i cant keep chasing your memories...
huahauhaua currently revising for biology. i was guna revise in msn, spamming one of mi conv. with mi pointless revisions. but i decided nt t disturb. instead i decided t spam mi blog instead.
okk.. so endoplasmic reticulum is a membrane network. Now", wth's with th long words? I studied all night fr the structure of cells and turns out they wern all. HAHA ribosomes and lysomes, curse them. Endoplasmic reticulum is a maze of membranes wich runs all through the cytoplasm. They make fats and proteins out of smaller molecules in the cell. out of smaller molecules in the cell . out of smaller mollecules in the cell. maze of membranes.. cytoplasm. ok" got it.
chlorophyll use the light energy from sunlight t turn carbon dioxide and water into glucose and oxygen . lalalala.
hhahahhaa i remember last night wen i finally started mi revision at 10 or sth. I blabbed mi revisions through th tablet and afdal kept pointing out pointless stuffs like .. the gradient of mi writings.. and mi XDs which looked weird - i mean, wth HAHA.
at the end mi revision ended at 2 .
okk so moving on.. mitochondria release energy from food. The energy is for moving and growing. The energy is released by combining food with oxygen, in a process called aerobic respiration.
ribosomes make proteins. they are composed of RNA which are sites of protein synthesis
okk so new words : mitochondria and shoot i frgot it .. endoplasmic reticulum .
endoplasmic reticulum : the membrane network. make fats and proteins out of smaller molecules in the cell. make fats and proteins out of smaller molecules in the cell. maze of membranes which runs through th cytoplasmm. ..
organelles make up cells which make up tissues which make up organs which make up organ systems which make up organisms.
huahauhaua currently revising for biology. i was guna revise in msn, spamming one of mi conv. with mi pointless revisions. but i decided nt t disturb. instead i decided t spam mi blog instead.
okk.. so endoplasmic reticulum is a membrane network. Now", wth's with th long words? I studied all night fr the structure of cells and turns out they wern all. HAHA ribosomes and lysomes, curse them. Endoplasmic reticulum is a maze of membranes wich runs all through the cytoplasm. They make fats and proteins out of smaller molecules in the cell. out of smaller molecules in the cell . out of smaller mollecules in the cell. maze of membranes.. cytoplasm. ok" got it.
chlorophyll use the light energy from sunlight t turn carbon dioxide and water into glucose and oxygen . lalalala.
hhahahhaa i remember last night wen i finally started mi revision at 10 or sth. I blabbed mi revisions through th tablet and afdal kept pointing out pointless stuffs like .. the gradient of mi writings.. and mi XDs which looked weird - i mean, wth HAHA.
at the end mi revision ended at 2 .
okk so moving on.. mitochondria release energy from food. The energy is for moving and growing. The energy is released by combining food with oxygen, in a process called aerobic respiration.
ribosomes make proteins. they are composed of RNA which are sites of protein synthesis
okk so new words : mitochondria and shoot i frgot it .. endoplasmic reticulum .
endoplasmic reticulum : the membrane network. make fats and proteins out of smaller molecules in the cell. make fats and proteins out of smaller molecules in the cell. maze of membranes which runs through th cytoplasmm. ..
organelles make up cells which make up tissues which make up organs which make up organ systems which make up organisms.
Wednesday, 8 October 2008
haaaaaaa..
U knooo im supposed to be studying fr mi maths but oh well all in a sudden i feel like typing but nobody's ol so .. i decided t open wat everybodys opening todayy.
WHY AM I ALWAYS BEHIND?
not in a way that i walk slower or out of fashion and all (or maybe i am behind fashion, but thats nt important see) . I took 2 days off studying and using up too much energy out of th holiday and i found out that im behind in subjects again. Ckk,, whatever happened to "tyt" ?
Hahahha . I always fall asleep after school and stay up late.. till midnight usually.
Anyway" , on the other side. I feel smart. Because Saher keeps asking me fr help in art everytime she needs one (when there is no teacher). Mwahahaha go thank Saher. I feel more superior than Mr Ward . HAHA. Oh, and I also got accepted in the Charity Committee. I laughed at thatt. I remember th slip I gave t ms nolan the last paragraph sounded so fake. HAHA. Oh well, i hope she ignored th form after she's fnished choosing th people. 13 people in total really. Hariz's in it too; although i dont rele kno him personally, at least hes mentionable JIM. Since I first thought that I was guna be kicked out, I was gonna run onto the HOPE committee wher u save the earth HAHA.
I was somehow tired today afterschool that I slept after eating right until 6.30pm . It was the longest nap I've ever had. Nobody woke me up. Nobody bothered me. They didn need to anyway, but it was just surprising. Ahhahaha today we had this lame spelling bee. The title "spelling bee" sounds so dumb and childish so hardly any of us in the class bothers the effort. It ended in what, 15 minutes or sth ? HAHA. I failed on my 2nd word or sth then we got on with sth else. When it was chemistry, Cania asked me if we did the spelling bee. I was like "yeah," . She then went "what did you get?" . I was like "get what?" . Cania then said " I got silver *squints eyes then dances* " and she seemed so proud. I just smirked, " I got my 2nd word wrong." The conversation ended there.
Prove Justice.
WHY AM I ALWAYS BEHIND?
not in a way that i walk slower or out of fashion and all (or maybe i am behind fashion, but thats nt important see) . I took 2 days off studying and using up too much energy out of th holiday and i found out that im behind in subjects again. Ckk,, whatever happened to "tyt" ?
Hahahha . I always fall asleep after school and stay up late.. till midnight usually.
Anyway" , on the other side. I feel smart. Because Saher keeps asking me fr help in art everytime she needs one (when there is no teacher). Mwahahaha go thank Saher. I feel more superior than Mr Ward . HAHA. Oh, and I also got accepted in the Charity Committee. I laughed at thatt. I remember th slip I gave t ms nolan the last paragraph sounded so fake. HAHA. Oh well, i hope she ignored th form after she's fnished choosing th people. 13 people in total really. Hariz's in it too; although i dont rele kno him personally, at least hes mentionable JIM. Since I first thought that I was guna be kicked out, I was gonna run onto the HOPE committee wher u save the earth HAHA.
I was somehow tired today afterschool that I slept after eating right until 6.30pm . It was the longest nap I've ever had. Nobody woke me up. Nobody bothered me. They didn need to anyway, but it was just surprising. Ahhahaha today we had this lame spelling bee. The title "spelling bee" sounds so dumb and childish so hardly any of us in the class bothers the effort. It ended in what, 15 minutes or sth ? HAHA. I failed on my 2nd word or sth then we got on with sth else. When it was chemistry, Cania asked me if we did the spelling bee. I was like "yeah," . She then went "what did you get?" . I was like "get what?" . Cania then said " I got silver *squints eyes then dances* " and she seemed so proud. I just smirked, " I got my 2nd word wrong." The conversation ended there.
Prove Justice.
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