i cant believe i hav so much intestine issues,

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I knew that there was always an issue between me and milk
and u kno wats,
I just never realised [until farah told me]
that I am lactose intolerant

Well, the phrase is self explanatory,
I lack the enzyme t digest lactose,
Lactose intolerance is caused by reduced or absent activity of lactase that prevents the splitting of lactose (lactase deficiency). Lactase deficiency may occur for one of three reasons, congenital, secondary or developmental.

*lol I copy pasted that

I guess mine's from the congenital, from birth. Cz mi mom has th same issue. Its the mutation of th gene thinggyy,, and deficiency starts shortly after birth, lol.

Ok so,
it wasn AS bad as it is right now. Like, last month, it has been long since I had any gastric problems [another stomach problem], so I was like, "I feel like drinking milk" bcz milk used to be mi solution for keeping me awake- it wasn as bad as i said.
Well, to be truthful, that was only half the reason, the other reason was because people keep mocking me short and all. It's not as if I get tempered or anything, I got used to the call. But it was plainly related to thatt. lollol.
Not long after, I had a really bad stomach ache. Expecting for another diarrhea, I didn't. I was really surprised I didn't. Maybe it's not as bad, I thought to myself, but the pain continued and I felt really weak days after. (I ate mi gastric pill to ease the pain out that night)
This is very unfortunate really, because before that incident, I was sure I was very very healthy and that I would be able to maintain health from the air and all.
In the end I triggered off my own damage.

I felt that mi stamina was really low since then, though I'm not saying it in terms of not having a runny nose or anyth, but I get sleepy at night- which is not the time when I need it currently.
Anyway, going to the worst, it was about 7 and I was thirsty. Regretfully, I took the wrong cup [which isn a problem at all usually].. and it had just less than a mililitre left over of milk inside it.
You see, the glass WAS white already- then so was the milk. Hth could I know, I filled it with water and drank it without thinking.
Then I felt it, the taste of milk. I looked into the cup, oh lol, milk and water.
The second I looked at it, I thought, oh ok,
The next second I felt like Ive wasted my time fulfiling mi thirst
My stomach was being crunched up.

Yeah, I know right,
thf it's only a little bit of milk,

Those were all last week I guess.
Not long after I have t eat honey three times a day, every meal time,
and it would hurt even before meal time,
so I would have to just be available at home.
And at breaks,
Damn, what every 2 hours if I dont get to eat anything,
it would hurt.

Yeah, maybe no more diarrhea,

The common symptoms of lactose intolerance are gastrointestinal, primarily, abdominal pain, diarrhea , flatulence (passing gas), and, less commonly, abdominal bloating, abdominal distention, and nausea. Unfortunately, these symptoms can be caused by other gastrointestinal conditions or diseases, so the presence of these symptoms is not very good at predicting whether a person has lactase deficiency or lactose intolerance.

until now,
abdomen still remind me of spiders,
XDXDXD
so idk wher th hell human abdomens ar *jimfaced*
but wher ds it say stomach hurting? lollol .

note: right now mi stomach is still very very hurting,
see, I was supposed t sleep early,
I looked into the mirror like an hour ago and mi eyes ar rather red,
although i slept in the afternoon so I could stay up late.

P.S. Oh yeah,, maybe the reason why it all got worse
is because of mi other problem,
the gastric ulcers thinggyy,,

Gastric ulcers occur when there is a break in the protective lining of the stomach leading to the erosion of the delicate lining of the stomach and intestines. The erosion results in a raw, open and painful sore in the stomach lining.

lollol Im researching mi own condition,
so dumb