rock , paper, scissors

sinetron ramadhan

2009-08-23T20:49:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

LOL its funny;;
i was glancing at the TV when I caught the scene of this religious handsome, rich character sent into jail for misunderstandings
(actually I made up the misunderstandings part, but for a typical indo-drama-a.k.a. sinetron ,, they're usually caused by backstabbers, so called misunderstandings)

See, he was in jail.
He was praying.
First thing, i LOL at the clean floor, and clean wall,
and the non-rusty bars.
Second, i LOL at how his sajadah (that mat for praying) looked decent,
and not just made of dirty cloth.
What kind of jail would have that, even in jakarta?

Then, these two police officers came to him after he prayed.
They asked him if he could teach them how to read the Quran.
Then, these others criminals in jail started begging for him to teach them too.
He was liek, "astagfirullah," and lalala

but, okay.
WHAT KIND OF POLICE WOULD BE ASKING KNOWLEDGE FROM A .. A.. PRISONER?
he could be one of those people in indo , claiming hes prophet Isa,
or an angel,
and all.
THEN WATHFF ABOUT THE OTHER PRISONERS ASKING FOR LESSONS?
Especially in jakarta,
Its hopeless there,
why, how, and wthff is that happening at all?
LOL.
poor director,
he must have been lost in his own directions.

... oke

2009-08-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

ddol Indonesia says:
*ahahha
*eh lg ngpain?
niisaa says:
*ntn fahrenheit
ddol Indonesia says:
*.. oke
niisaa says:
*hahaha XD knapa?
*u are very speechless

LOL, my bad,
I need my diary- didn't think i'd need it here,
but when something bothers me
I overreact in a way, that it always bother me
(mind u, i dont really get bothered in this way easily)
So I'm typing it here;
But yeah. Idk why its so bothering anymore.
But it just bothers.
Lol.
Just that ddol Indonesia nickname over ther bothers me.
and how he starts the conv. when he knows thers nth t talk about.

LOL when he said he was bored in qatar,
I intended to write "congratulations uve realised where you are"
but I accidently wrote "congratulations uve realised who u are"
but i ddn send it,
XD

I was going to type airport when I realised that I was at the station

2009-08-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

aaaaaaaaaaa why don't I see much oriental faces in bogor,
here, even this malay waiter I found in th small restaurants under rifky's building quite good looking
when he and tante nunu and mi mom talked about bahasa melayu and indo,
I laughed because he laughed WUAHAHA

and this guy in the station, smiled at a baby crying
(sounds wrong)
yet I fell for his smile aaaaaaaaaaa

HAHAHA

I can't type too much just incase signal goes out

2009-08-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

a lot of these oriental guys here lk nice (y)
,, very very nice,
but th ones they cast on tv always lk so alay it's sad

once me and my cousin watched this wordplay show on tv
the category was "orang"
the answer turned out to be "suami tersayang"

couldn't they be more creative?

Ghost House

2009-08-04T23:47:00.000-07:00

jBECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I got iPhone yay

(Actually my intention here was to describe Malaysia and how they copy + paste indonesian culture here, claiming its theirs, but I change my mind)

I came with my family, my 2 aunts and one cousin.

And I'm staying over at my cousin's house, since he's living here until the end of year for his studies. (he has a wife)
Ok, so we went to this theme park k, with Rifky and Revin
(note: their "house-condominium-however-u-spell-it- is even better than the one in Abu Dhabi's (Y) )

It was actually an indoor theme park at Berjaya Mall or sth,
And we rode the roller coasters, the 360 degrees ride,, etc.

It was fine. It wasn't that scary, didn't turn on much adrenaline.
But then Fadhli wanted to go to the haunted chamber in the corner,
According to experience (it was only yesterday),
HAunted house are usually very lame,
But since Fadhli wished so,
We were liek, there's nothing to lose, so lets try,
When we got there, it turned out that we had to pay 7 RM (for 7 people),
So there I knew that this haunted house must have costed more human energy,

After paying, this guy with a long, leather black coat came up to us,
The entrance was only a door space (without the door), divided into two parts by the headings "In" and "Out" - covered by ripped up black curtains which was there to scare us.
Before we could do anything, the guy said, "Ok, wait here" and ran into the house,
Of course, since our experience on Haunted Chambers weren't that amusing,
We kept laughing at the Haunted Chamber,
Fadhli, who was most excited yet most cowardice, kept screaming whenever my cousin pushed him into the entrance.
From the spaces between the ripped curtains, we could all clearly see the same guy's white Converse shoes running around the house,
the statue which was only visible at an angle from the light outside finally lit green and orange lights from the inside.
Still laughing and mocking at the guy who told us to wait, which we eventually reffered as our guide, there was another guy, who rushed into the Haunted House.
"LOL he must be the ghost", one of us commented.

Finally, after about 5 minutes of their preparation, our guide came out,
"Ok, so before we start," he explained, "Don't touch the ghosts, ok? "
then we LOLLED so hard.
I realised he was wearing a white and red typical guy shirt not-made-for-scaring , and blue jeans, and converse- he wasn't appearingly prepared himself.
"they're very dangerous," he added , politely.
HAHAHA I still remmeber clearly the guide's face, smiling but serious about his warning,
But we all joked about it, even when he was still standing in front of us,
watching us laugh and over-estimate our reactions towards his coming up pranks.

(note: there were me, my 3 cousins , fadhli, Rifky and Revin)
- 3 girls and 4 boys-

The first chamber was pretty much small, there was a TV screen merged on the wall,
The guide stood beside us as he looked as if he was paying attention too,
We stood obediently as the skulls on the screen did the introduction.
There was a witch-looking model sitting on an armchair beside us, and those "horrifying" halloween decorations which we found typical.
I looked down at the sitting model, its hands moving as if waiting for something to happen. Of course, it's what typical dummies do to make "audience" think it's real. I wasn't being fooled by that.
My cousin, idiotically waved at the same model, calling out "weeeeey" at the face, then made out peace signs by the fingers.
The model must have thought my cousin was not very nice,
because then he stared at my cousin when she looked back at him,
Through the eye holes were real eyes,
"WOI! INI BENERAN!!" she screamed urgently,

I didn't really catch up on what she was really saying,
When I looked at the so-called-dummy, it was pitch black behind the mask,
So I didn't think she was right.
"What are you looking at?" I heard the skulls talk, "Gentlemen, gentlemen, hold your manners, we have guests"
The video wasn't long, and the screen faded back to black.
Then I looked right

The model was walking towards us, arms open in posing to scare us
. Everyone, who were scatttered at first,
huddled into one corner of the room, screaming (MUAHAHAHA)
Rifky, instead of moving towards the next door mindlessly moved back, where I was, screaming in shock
In the end, we were all clutching on each other,
"WEY, JANGAN KE LEMARI!! ADA HANTU NYA LAGI!!!!!"
I looked back.
Behind my cousin was a wardrobe- which was shocking because I didn't see it there before,
and there jumped another ghost, running after us from both sides.
I remembered glancing at the guide, looking half surprised , yet completely satisfied.
He joyfully skipped to the next door, waiting for us to catch up.

We all attempted to make a run for the door,
since the Dont touch the ghosts,ok warning repeated in my mind,
I didn't want the ghost to come any closer,
HUAHAHA
Since we didn't fit through the door, we had to go one by one,
instantly, forming a train of dumb victims.

Out of my 3 cousins, there is only one cousin, whose gender is male yet, out of the three, the least least least daring. He claimed himself as the bag-holder whenever we start to ride something extreme.
He was the first in line, because Fadhli was too scared to be at the front therefore he flinched to second- in line.
I guess the workers there knew that Fadhli would be their peak of achievement.
So whenever we moved to the next door, they would always start from the second person.
This cousin of mine kept his pace unexpectedly casual.

We all perfectly knew that there was nothing to be scared of.
Yet we all screamed spontaneously, gripping each fingers onto the shirt in front of us.
"these malaysians," I blamed for nothing in particular.
I bet these workers have all improvised their acts as we ran along, because every single one of them ran after us- I mean, surely, that wasn't very creative- but it worked.
(note: Ah, my memory has blurred from this time on. It was all pretty much running and screaming and clutching and scratching and much more running than I can make out any solid things to type on)

It was quite a nice haunted chamber, ya
XDXD
I think we screamed more emotionally than we screamed in the roller coasters .

After the last door, the guide who was clearly there went "BOO" and we screamed some more.
He laughed as we went out.
"Pantas saja lama!" mi cousin told the guide,
He didn't even reply,
I'm not sure if he actually understood what she said anyway, I don't think they have "pantas saja lama" in the malaysian phrase vocabulary , XDDXD

But he laughed,

Very satisfied Malaysian guide he was.

I curse Bella (Twilight)

2009-07-29T09:21:00.001-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

They say authors create such complicated, unique character,
actually they're just annoyingly different and unwanted;

Yeah, I've read Twilight, and it was fine ,
but now I'm reading New Moon (to kill time productively for English First Language-I will be going over words after mi trip to malay)

And damit damit damit Bella, that girl is so..
paranoid,
thf, yeah to all u ex-twilight readers,
is it just me, or is she just suicidal,
She treats her life miserably,
when in fact she was popular from the day she came to school until she rejected that human life,
Everybody cares about her,
when she usually uses her school mates to avoid her father, - and when she's with Edward, she doesn hang out with them anymore

Whats this wats this,
there was this part where she and jess went t port angeles t catch a movie,
(bcz Charlie, the dad, was sick of her doing nth since Edward was gone, so she asked favour for Jessica t have her "girl-night-out")
there were men just outside the pub, which seemed familiar to her,
so she got interested and went towards them,
when she realised they wern the bad people that tried to harm her last year,
she was disinterested, bcause she was safe, they were nice people,
thf, she doesn even run,
Worse still, that Jessica was still gawking at her in the middle of the street,
if she wanted to die ther,
go die,
but Jessica was there,
FAK;
thank god they didn get hurt,
these things put me to emotional breakout see,
Emo people suk;

P.S. to non-twilight readers, Bella sucks at P.E. so when she's in trouble, she only pretends to be brave, though she is exceptionally clumsy when running

"Twitches"

2009-07-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Disney is polluting our minds now,
unliek Tarzan which is rated two-thumbs-up,
its moral is so damn worthless,,

Yeah, everybody knows that Disney's fairy tales (liek wats so called Cinderella and Princesses) do not even reflect reality (not even one bit).
I mean, how does Cinderella's shoe verify that Cinderella's the real "princess"?
Yes, they say that every effort will pay back some time,
but how is becoming a maid in ur own step mother's house ever gets u becoming a princess ?
Yeah in real life, it only makes sense if you study everyday to become a doctor, then u will probably become a doctor (If God allows it ya ,)

But what's worse is that,
see see they say Cinderella is kind because she tries her best to effort everything she does, liek cleaning her whole house which was conquered by her own step mother,
To me,
she's a suck up
THF its her own house dsn she have any self-esteem t get it back herself without the need of the mice and the birds and the pumpkin and the horses and the stepmother and the prince to do most of the job for her,
I think she's just bothering everybody's night see,
(even the villains' nights ya)
It just turns out t be a positive ending on whatever she does see;
And wow, in Cinderella's second movie, there was no financial crisis she had to face,
she just had to be kind to everyone,
she was kind to her wicked sister,
in the end everybody's happy,
im not even sure if there was a villain in this story,

Anyhow,
my first intention of typing was about Twitches,
Seriously, I know you all immediately find this movie is horrifyingly lame, before even watching it;

Let me type in what its about,
I think I was watching Twitches 2,
(I havent watched the first one bcz i wasn that bored years ago)
It was about these twins who were witches,
and one of them sensed that her father, Arron, was still alive, (I dont know why he was dead but they were desperate to get him back)
and she had dreams and stories locked in her head which lead to turning him back to life from the Shadows
However at the same time, the people from the magic world had already foretold the coming of the villain that came in the first movie,

If there was a tragedy like this happening in real life,
I doubt that person would ever come out of her room and stay in that magical world until they sorted it out,
but no,
they went to college,
they flirted with the boys,
they fought abt how gorgeous the boy is,
but somehow,
they all relate to the solution of their deadly situation,
Miraculously.

P.S. actually, the reason I'm typing tonight was because there was this scene,
where the family were all alive,
(Yes, the father was alive again, they had time to hug)
Then there was this scene where the villain was weakened and tried to get back at the father,
and he jumped liek this

(caption: I mean, if that scene was supposed to picture you of an attack, what kind of witch would jump at another person liek that? Most likely he would be falling, or landing on someone, but then end up getting kicked off anyhow; its only reasonable for a lion to tackle like that)

P.S.(2) Talk about being creative, I guess Twitches 2 tried to make some changes in fairy tales too,
instead of having a prince of their age as their happily ever after
they saved their dad,
(note that he is also a prince)
then happily ever after.
How nice.

i am very bored so i type ya,

2009-07-18T04:32:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

*ketika hilmi selesai wudhu*
Me: Hilmi ituin nyamuknya dong
Hilmi: Mana, *PLOK*
Me: HIIIY , tuh ada di tangan nempel
Hilmi: Itu jatoh ! (ternyata setengahnya nempel setengah nya dtangan)
*I swished past in front to get t the sink*
Ikman: Hilmi batal!
Hilmi: Knapa?
Ikman: Tadi megang nisa!
Hilmi: Iya gitu?
Nisa: Ngga kok,, ngga kna
Ikman: Oh,, ook,
Ibunya: Hilmi batal!
Hilmi: Knapa lagi?
Ibunya: megang mayat!
Hilmi: Oh.. oke, *balik ke kamar mandi*
Nisa: LOLLOL

pointless times

2009-07-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

*I was sleeping, curled with blanket and pillow*
*Fadhli and Salman comes in, Fadhli presses on the blanket*
Me: ROAR
Fadhli: AAAA ADA ORG
Salman: *takes over blanket* teeh misii,,
Me: *plays with little kid*noo salman is this ur foot?
Fadhli: why is this blanket talking?*goes along*
Siblings go lalala
*Jojik suddenly comes in with his dinner*
*Jojik passes*
Jojik: why am I here?
*Jojik goes out*
Me: HAHA JOJIK
*Fadhli and Salman continues playing*

Because I like typing on this laptop

2009-06-01T22:26:00.001-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Believe it or not
When I was in year 5,
I once had a dream
That I met a distant cousin
which is one-cat-eyed [how ever th grammar]

See, I have never met any of my distant cousins, really
I mean, big family ya,
So thf if I try going to my mom's cousins too
How I remembered this dream was because I doodled thatt cousin onto mi old drawing book in indo
and I told my other cousins about it, so .. yeahh,, that's how it flashed back to me.

The whole point of pointing this out isn really because of the dream,
It's because his cat-eye was yellow,
like prince zuko's
WOOHOOOO

See see,, according to what I drew,,
*but i was in year 5 i sucked at drawing anyhow,
his skin is like.. rele light,,
[cz when i was little i liked westerns see - ___ -]
but that's also like prince zuko, ya * __ *
since I was young I've always drawn anime, so I guess my dream was rather anime' looking too,, =__=...
since I cant imagine how a real person would have an eye of a cat
that's creepy.

you are sotoy, you know that? i bet you've researched your own illness sometime this week

2009-05-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA
You seeeeeeee
I went to the doctor yesterday yesterday
and u kno wats
i easily get stomachaches ever since,

I mean, what else can doctors do?

Anyway anywayy,,
doctors can be quite funny,
the one that i went to had this tone
as if hes mocking me,
"u ar sotoy u kno that?
i bet you've researched your own illness sometime this week"
the other one I had bfore this one,
[the abdomen doctor]
was so pitiful of me,
as if I needed a surgery sooner or later

Doctor: ok, so what is your problem?
mi dad: *talks gibberish, mixing gastric ulcer and mi lactose intolerance up*
Doctor goes ...
I went : i hav gastric ulcer
Doctor goes : u hav gastric ulcer?
I went : yeah
Doctor : how d u kno? u went t a doctor before?
I went : ... no,
Doctor: so how d u kno if uve got gastric ulcer?
I went: .. I dont kno, I think I hav gastric ulcer
Doctor goes: so u think u have gastric ulcer, *laughs*
Im like ...

I mean, thf, he went "u went t a doctor before?", hes a doctor isn he?
why was he laughing at me because i think i hav gastric ulcer?

Okk so ,,
this morning mi stomach was badly hurting again,
I went thf bcz the last time it hurted bfore going t the doctor was like, 2 weeks ago?
Why did I even go to the doctor,
Eventually , I had headache
this caused mi blankness;

D:

I had the IGs this morning at 8.
God, last year was SATs, this year IGs,
Okk so the exam was actually easy,
very easy,
but u kno wat
I sucked at it ,
HAHAH
it said ther ,
"find the average between 12 and 11.875"
I was like "wher th hell is th mid value?"
cz see in maths,
we DONT GET EASY QUESTIONS LIKE THAT
we DONT do "add them together then divide it by two" anymore,
we go "that x the mid value + that x mid value over the frequency"
yeah yeah u would say i wouldv already suspected that the answer is wrong
of course i did
but i thot that if u add them up i would get the median
thf median,
HAHAHAHAH

and thers also this question at the end,
telling me t draw a diagram t check that the middle of this thing is at 84.2cm.
Idont kno wher the hell it said cylinder
but I guess I was the only one who ddn see,,
I drew a square instead,

and I thinkk I got this other question wrong too,,
wher it says wat other variable
I just put same amount of time,
which has already been shown in the first experiment anyway,

Yes see, 3 out of 3 i got them all wrong,

P.S. Oh yeah oh yeah , When I went home,
Tante Ita was like "nis, kata mama kunci ny didapur ya,"
I was like "iya tante,"
then i got out of the car and walked to the door,
it was locked, "why is it locked?" I thought
;that incident happened in just less than a minute,

i cant believe i hav so much intestine issues,

2009-05-04T12:47:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I knew that there was always an issue between me and milk
and u kno wats,
I just never realised [until farah told me]
that I am lactose intolerant

Well, the phrase is self explanatory,
I lack the enzyme t digest lactose,
Lactose intolerance is caused by reduced or absent activity of lactase that prevents the splitting of lactose (lactase deficiency). Lactase deficiency may occur for one of three reasons, congenital, secondary or developmental.

*lol I copy pasted that

I guess mine's from the congenital, from birth. Cz mi mom has th same issue. Its the mutation of th gene thinggyy,, and deficiency starts shortly after birth, lol.

Ok so,
it wasn AS bad as it is right now. Like, last month, it has been long since I had any gastric problems [another stomach problem], so I was like, "I feel like drinking milk" bcz milk used to be mi solution for keeping me awake- it wasn as bad as i said.
Well, to be truthful, that was only half the reason, the other reason was because people keep mocking me short and all. It's not as if I get tempered or anything, I got used to the call. But it was plainly related to thatt. lollol.
Not long after, I had a really bad stomach ache. Expecting for another diarrhea, I didn't. I was really surprised I didn't. Maybe it's not as bad, I thought to myself, but the pain continued and I felt really weak days after. (I ate mi gastric pill to ease the pain out that night)
This is very unfortunate really, because before that incident, I was sure I was very very healthy and that I would be able to maintain health from the air and all.
In the end I triggered off my own damage.

I felt that mi stamina was really low since then, though I'm not saying it in terms of not having a runny nose or anyth, but I get sleepy at night- which is not the time when I need it currently.
Anyway, going to the worst, it was about 7 and I was thirsty. Regretfully, I took the wrong cup [which isn a problem at all usually].. and it had just less than a mililitre left over of milk inside it.
You see, the glass WAS white already- then so was the milk. Hth could I know, I filled it with water and drank it without thinking.
Then I felt it, the taste of milk. I looked into the cup, oh lol, milk and water.
The second I looked at it, I thought, oh ok,
The next second I felt like Ive wasted my time fulfiling mi thirst
My stomach was being crunched up.

Yeah, I know right,
thf it's only a little bit of milk,

Those were all last week I guess.
Not long after I have t eat honey three times a day, every meal time,
and it would hurt even before meal time,
so I would have to just be available at home.
And at breaks,
Damn, what every 2 hours if I dont get to eat anything,
it would hurt.

Yeah, maybe no more diarrhea,

The common symptoms of lactose intolerance are gastrointestinal, primarily, abdominal pain, diarrhea , flatulence (passing gas), and, less commonly, abdominal bloating, abdominal distention, and nausea. Unfortunately, these symptoms can be caused by other gastrointestinal conditions or diseases, so the presence of these symptoms is not very good at predicting whether a person has lactase deficiency or lactose intolerance.

until now,
abdomen still remind me of spiders,
XDXDXD
so idk wher th hell human abdomens ar *jimfaced*
but wher ds it say stomach hurting? lollol .

note: right now mi stomach is still very very hurting,
see, I was supposed t sleep early,
I looked into the mirror like an hour ago and mi eyes ar rather red,
although i slept in the afternoon so I could stay up late.

P.S. Oh yeah,, maybe the reason why it all got worse
is because of mi other problem,
the gastric ulcers thinggyy,,

Gastric ulcers occur when there is a break in the protective lining of the stomach leading to the erosion of the delicate lining of the stomach and intestines. The erosion results in a raw, open and painful sore in the stomach lining.

lollol Im researching mi own condition,
so dumb

lollol

2009-04-09T11:27:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

ckk,, disabled by request thatt embed code thingyy,,
so i'll just bookmark it here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0Mxc1rClqU&feature=related

lol. the gay is very very gay looking >) >)
but i liek it,,
found it ages ago and then found it again somehow,,
lalalala

rashismm

2009-04-07T12:50:00.001-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

kayashima taiki, - hana kimi
or yamamoto yusuke
i shall bookmark these pictures *o*
click-to-enlarge

P.S.
oh yeh,
one more post,,
yesterday, marsya told me that there's this girl in th malaysian kaifa,,
that she met this girl that looks exactly like me.
Not only that, she also ACTS like me.
"She kept talking abt these korean bands" quoted marsya,
LOLLOL.
I freaked out.
Because afdal once says, that the greatest insult an indonesian can have, is being said looking like a malaysian,
HAHAHAHAHAH.

your own long story

2009-04-06T11:18:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Hahahh,, nagiko's last day todayy .
Although we dont talk much t each other, as a classmate [actually more that thatt,, but i cant find a closer word t this] , i'll really miss her.
And so, I gave her this thingyy this morningg. Only marshi saw it other than nagiko and me, xD .

I knew that I wouldn be able to stand for long at school. Despite the fact that today was called Mondayy, where I would miss a hell load of stufs if I miss school , I also wanted to give Nagiko thatt messy looking laminated A4 see.
First lesson was physics. Damn. I ddn get a thing. Not only it was hard t catch up, but mi headache was worse thann ever. And sometimes a feeling of nausea would creep up on me. It was horrible.
Less frustrating it was in bio. But it was still bothering. And when i went t the nurse. The fever developed while I was waiting for mi mom t come.
It took her 45 min .
So annoying.
Thank god Biology and Physics were after each other. It wasn planned, but mi intention WAS leaving after those subjects were done with.

ahhahh,, at nite , i finally agreed t go t the doctor.
It was rather funny, because I lack vocabularies in communicating for important issues. I had issues in making sure if the nausea that I know of actually means nausea. Remembering this lyric from silverstein, "this feeling of nausea", it made me doubt that a song would darely put that word in , bcz in the indo word of nausea, it connotates me of pregnancy, XD XD XD XD.

Two lessons I learnt from the doctor :
1. Nausea means that feeling of vomiting, mi definition was right.
2. Spiders arn the only creatures in that own abdomens.

Now", you may already know that humans also hav abdomens within them. But hth shud i know? When the doctor says "and you sir, d u hav pain in the abdomen?"
Both me and mi dad went " ... " , mi dad has an abdomen??
And see, I've only vaguely record what I've seen in mi biology book. And so this picture flashed into mi mind instead

mi dad is a spider? iasked miself

The doctor gave me a hell load of drugs. There's this ORS one which stands for :
Oral Rehydration Salts to prevent me from dehydration [i suddenly had diarrhea after mi fever was gone] .
And see see, it says these kinds of stufs on it, rite,,
[this is a different one,, from another company]
But see see in mine, it has other directions for use.

One bullet point says:
Orally feed the solution to the patient in small amounts as per the need. In case of vimiting, wait for 10 min and give again.

And I read this when mi dad was mixing the salts with water in the kitchen. And when he handed the solution to me, I blankly drank the whole thing down.

It was in a way, blank, but in another way, just a feeling of reverse psychology. The phrase "in case of vomiting" made me want to try it out.
And I vomited.
HAHAHAHAHH.

Mi dad was like "see, thats y u shud take the vomiting pill first " [ i was stubborn not to take it bcz I ddn feel nausea anymore] . And I went "no no.. see here *shows the sachet* "
then dad goes " ... " .

P.S. thanks for those people who texted me for a get well soon , (: (: (:

happy together

2009-04-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

click-to-see-larger

nanba is married aaaaa

2009-04-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

NANBA SENPAI IS MARRIED
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

They got married on the 13th of April, which happens to be Hiro's birthday! NANBA NOOOO HES NOT A VIRGIN ANYMORE!!
*oh lol hes kissed guys a million times bfore hasn he?*jimfaced*

Nanba senpai, aka Mizushima Hiro

And Ayaka Ayaka,,

i miss tarzan

2009-04-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

two worlds

series theme song

i like th composition of these songs >/////<

hana yori dango

2009-03-29T11:44:00.000-07:00

Oh lollol,
Idont kno why,
but I feel like typing
and so, I shall write about Hana Yori Dango

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

so see see,,
the story is rather similar to Meteor Garden.

There's this school of which rich people go to,
it's ruled by this group of boys, F4, which are sons/heirs to extreme money making.
Then there's this commoner girl,
Who wishes to not stand out in school due to the bullying F4 does to people who goes against them.
But eventually, she had to stand up for her new friend, Sakurako, and declared war herself.
since then she gets continuous bullying from the F4 leader, Domyouji [idk how t spell his name] in order to kick her out of school.
However, as the girl continues to fight back, that guy starts to fall in love with her.
so then, lalalalalala.

Yeh, the guy isn cute at all.
The girl is cute in mi opinion tho; ^^
If only th guy is Nanba-senpaaaaaaaaaaaaaai [relates to Hana Kimi and mei chan no shitsuji]
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Here are mi favourite characters:

This is that main character girl. i forgot her name, sth with a T.
kihkihkih.

Inoue Mao *i saw in wikipedia ;D

But here's nanba senpai ^^
[in replace of the uninteresting main character guy]

wahhhuuuuuuu i likey nanba senpaii yaaa,,
if only i can cut some nanba senpai scenes in hana kimi,
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

oh" and u want to see some sano izumi? this is how he looks like in THIS drama

i mean, at first i was like, "whos this brown haired familiar looking faced guy?" oh. it's that sano.
aaaa that guy that had no life in hana kimi oh no,,

He's like that girl's first crush when she first came to school.
He used to save her and all.
Hanasth Rui his name ;D
[clearly, I havn made an effort in memorizing names]

and here's the plastic surgery faced girl.

and this is this other guy part of F4,
he likes tea parties
;D

P.S. Oh yes Ive heard about that Korean version of it, but the girl doesn look cute thats y ive decided to watch this instead ;D
yeh, this is an old drama ,ya?

chrisye- pelangi

2009-03-29T11:24:00.001-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

matahari,
seaakan tersenyum

this entry is pointless,
hahahahh
its just to bookmark mi piano cover song which is hard t find
just because the singer is dead now

*its an old song, XD

Pelangi - Chrisye

i cant help it

2009-03-29T07:02:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

lolllol.
just after mi obsession on dramas came haunting me again
[well,, i ASKED for it]
mi mom found out in Fb,
HAHAHH
she stalks me !!
damn,, i thot it was a rele good chance t watch dramas
[and it IS]
she ddn tell me off by th phone see,,
;D ;D

she doesnt kno that IGs are in 5 weeks? ;D ;D
*lol bad kid bad kid,

today i only have one more hour until i go for piano
damn see,,
i havn practised at all
and im on mi 3rd grade piano..
which is a whole grade jump from grade 1
hahahahahh ,
i hope today i'll live again
last time i got told off so many times

see see atm i need t do mi DT evaluation
but watf d i comment on evaluations???

What I like about my project

I personally like the images on it. Although it does not literally state that the shop sells video games, its comical style of the bag hint customers about our service. “Big Bang” is a catchy name itself. Not only it will attract young adults, the name gives everyone a sense of adrenaline. I also find the bold font appealing as it has its own red outline around it. Although the bag is filled with images, wide images and logo makes the bag seem effectively cheerful.

What I don’t like about my project

It is too full. The logo does not stand out as much as the big purple mascot as it is too small. The sides of the bag are also in grey which contrasts the tone of the front. Too much variation of colours appears to be rather confusing as it does not focus audience onto one point. Due to the excess use of colours, the cost of the ink printer may be expensive.

What I would like to change

I would try to minimize the amount of colours to decrease the complexity of the bag. The mascot should also be smaller and fainter in colour to stand the logo out instead. The logo should be bigger in size and be solid coloured. If possible, all of the images on the bag should be faint coloured except for the logo. The sides of the bag should be either in white or rainbow combination.

I wonder if this is okay,,
O: O: O:

*for the first part of the evaluation.

[mi first piece for the examination - _ -,,the teacher tells me off more thann it sounds like in the song]

MASAO

2009-03-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Just watch.
You will laugh.

saher can't be mad at me

2009-03-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I shall, for once since a long time,
talk about today.
Hahahaha.

Tuesday, 24th March 2009 ,,
My mom left the country last night,
Despite the fact that we all woke up late,
I didn take a shower that morning ,
so that I could make breakfast and prepare the sausage rolls for me and mi brothers.
In the end, mi dad washed salman.
We went with Iwan and Fajar's car,
and came t school early.

In DT, we were continuing our shopping bags rite,,
and then we took out all the bags
and found Hamzah's.
It was named sth like "Ferret Optics"
And so me and cania wer like "I like thiiis," and all
And then I looked inside the bag
"It's an optic shop"someone said
and i was like "yeah , yeah,"and put mi glasses inside it .
Then Ina put it back into the cupboard.
Yeah yeah I know Im not very good at building atmosphere in a story,
XDXD
but see see, u wonder why I ddn hurry to get mi glasses out,
Ina and Cania both knew that I put it in there
And Ina was doing it deliberately, XD
And I wasn in the mood of wearing mi glasses since we had PE next anyway,
So I left it.
Unintentionally, for 2 hours and 15 minutes.

Lalala, I think I hurted mi toe again ,
The other toe.
It turned blue, again.
Now both mi toes are abnormal,
or will be.
PE was alright actually, not as funny as last week's,
but still nice.
I remember this time,
we were just playing ball as usual rite,,
And we were at the foe's side of the field .
And people were passing the ball and all ,
I forgot who it was, I think it was Anoud.
Mi team just lost the ball,
and the other team was passing it all round and all
Then somebody kicked very hard t pass t Anoud's..
and u kno wats, HAHAHAA
I DONT WANT T SAY IT ,
NVM",

This after school ,
Ndra told me t come t kerry's after school party on her last day
I dont thinkk I'll be going.
Haha.
Anyway, I forgot mi phone at home again today .
Not knowing that this would lead to trouble,
I only told dhea and hamzah that I'm coming home at two.
And uknowats,
damn. They left me.
Dhea went home at one already, I knew that.
But hmzah ,, idontkno, no komen.
The after school car practically left me.
And so in the end I had to wait for mi dad,,
half-an-hour .

It was rather mi fault tho,
I ddn bring mi phone by accident .
When farah and tnte chandra was apologizing t me ,,
it made me feel guilty,
hahaha,
I was being too careless and all.
While I was waiting outside, Abdullah was still there rite,,
I found out that he actually stays in school until he makes sure that everybody's home.
o _ o
That is very ,, caring u kno
He even asked me if I needed him to call for a lift for me.
I was like, "it's ok it's ok, mi dad's coming anyway, XD"
It's nice to be with nice people.
He was playing with the al thani primaries,
I just joined in with them,
This short year 7 [i thinkk he's in year 7] can do all these kinds of stufs with his tongue and hands
He wasn humane at all,
xD
But I found it entertaining see,,
He did this thingg,, which made his finger seem t hav no bone at all ,,
It was rather gross at some parts
but, yeah,

Oh yeah,
today in charityy,,
abid came in.
I bet it was because his after school's cancelled and had no lift or sth - I ddn ask.
All he pretty much did was comment on th suggestions and plans for the charity committee ,
at least he was contributing attention see.

P.S. I was late to go outside because Amshiah lost her phone and so I waited for some time,, realising that I was rele late, I found out that I got neglected.
When I got a quick ride to the mosque [checking if they rele went] with saher's car,
I used saher's phone t call Cania, which was off.
Then Amshiah went out of the car and asked me if I need a ride home with her.
I mean, obviously, her house is rele far away .
And I would just create trouble to more people then, [but I rele rele rele rele appreciated it]
In the end I realised I could just call mi dad, XD XD XD XD

The point is, see how friends can help u so much ?
The more you do to join in society, the more help you get when in need,

P.S(2) Oh yeahh , in charity,, me Laura and Saher were kinda talking abt the list of customers in the T-Shirt sale rite,,
and saher sarcastically said "I wonder who lost the first one?" while nudging her eyes at me [that is creepy if literally done,HAHAHAHAHAHAH]
and I went "hehheheehe" and all ,
and then laura said sth i frgot .
then saher was like
"idont kno, i just cant be mad at nisa for some reason;
maybe its her face"
when i heard "her face" I felt so proud HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

rawaaaaan

2009-03-20T09:57:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN,
she will hate this.

LOLLOL, big bang sunset glow.
She hates this song ;D

see see today all ive been doing was revising
So now Im having a cranky break until abt 8.15pm?
XD XD XD XD

They look so comical in this LIVE x) x)
I want those banners ): ): ):

LETS GO WEST!

I have tried spamming,
watching youtube,
but what I rele need is going out
But nobody's available
So I'll just continue mi bio revision
It's nt as if ive fnished anyway.

Hahahh , Ive realised, since Idk when, mi blog's filled with youtube embed codes, and rants abt kpop/taiwanese stufs, and not much abt "my life" anymore,
XD XD
I mean, this site's public.
Typing about the last 24 hours of mi life just tires me,
and anyway, who the hell will read it,
HAHA .
[at least here i can bookmark videos more open ;D ]
But when I looked at last year's posts,
it WAS interesting to see what's happened,
anyway, mi real diary only contained mi feelings and not what really happened.
I havn even written much.
Only randomly scheduling mi life.

See see so far I've done 2 posters:
1 on the alimentary canal system
the other on the gaseous exchange system
I annotated it with post-it s , and permanent pen.
Ok this is tiring already, HAHAHAHAHH .
You see, there are only 2 things I feel like talking out loud
but of course,
I would be the evil guy if I rele do it XD XD XD
So ,, no it's ok i can hold it and have constipation
lol lame joke lame joke

laskar pelangi

2009-03-19T22:25:00.000-07:00

menarilah dah terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
bersyukurlah pada yg Kuasa
cinta kita di dunia

Yeah, I know its a rather old movie now,
I havn seen it, or even read it,
but I just realised the lyrics
Hahah, I actually cried when I heard that verse over ther that I wrote at the top
It's true.

sorry fr the sappy and rather formal writing if ur going t be reading
Allah sudah mmberikan kita banyakk
Semuanya
Kluarga, tman" ,, guru",, jalan, pilihan, cinta,
hany saja kita yg tak menyadarinya
Sebetulny kita tdak puny prioritas utk bersedih
[and i cant write anymore bcz i dont like writing sappy]

sorry sorry [][][][][][]

2009-03-16T12:55:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

LOL, the [] were on purpose, theyr some korean writing i dont get i guess.

Super Junior has a new MV

HAHAHAHA
Despite the fact that theyv changed their style
and look different
and their voice is nice
The MV is funny,

AHHAHAHAHAHA
AHHAHAH
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
Like, th first minute its like
sorry sorry sorry sorry you you you you mesmerizing mesmerizing mesmerizing me me me me
*ifrgot which order these words are when i saw the translation a few days ago

XD XD XD XD XD XD

Isn dancing just hillarious?
And when that fat guy's being th lead dance he lks funny,
so wide
HAHAHAHAHH

i mean- i dont even get th first 10seconds of this vid,
AHHAHAHHAHA
wats with the eye LOLLOL
wats with 0.35min , HAHAHA

And and and lk at 1.56min to 1.58min, wats with th emo hairstyle guy popping out
HAHAHAHHA

wats with th stupid solo dance at 2.48 too btw lollol

it's all im asking

2009-03-16T10:15:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

5. Two triangles ABC are such that AB=4.5cm, BC=6.8cm and angle ACB= 30 . Work out the value of the largest angle in each of these triangles.

Anybody find out where the other triangle went to ?
XD XD XD XD

wahhuuuuuuuuu im so tanned now
why why i ddn even do mi IA yet
and that walkathon made me look so dark naw
idont want to lk like mi brother noooooooo
*im nt trying t offens anyone or anyth btw XD XD
*uses rasism

oh yehh, cania's tanned bcz of IA naw.
HAHA.
she said she said
she uses whitener every morning and night after IA
HAHAHA
not good cania, not good
but LOLLLOL

biasa saja

2009-03-14T07:12:00.001-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

No I dont hav a reason to blog rite now
HAHA

AIAAIAIAIAAIAIAIAIAIA
i likey today fr some reason , HAHA
i feel freedom today

heh but im doing rvision fr bio
and i thinkk im guna be stuck
but see see
ihav prepared fr this moment
isearched fr th mark scheme bfore i print th question paper ;D ;D
so i shant be stuck today ye ye ye

yep,jflowrite here,, vidi drop ur voice come on,

tiada yg hebat
dan mempesona
ktika kau lewat
dihadapan ku,,
biasa saja,

xiao man <3 ah ben

2009-03-13T01:05:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Imagine this,,
You are a girl
You are from a rich family
You had everything but company
It is your birthday
But nobody has the time to play with you
You are sitting on a bench
Crying
As people pass, only one person,
one boy,
ask you what was wrong
You tell him
it is your birthday today,
He seems to pity you and says that he will play with you
and so you both go to the theme park
you play all afternoon
He even buys you ice cream
It became the best day of your life

But the next day,
you run to him
but he says he has to leave
You ask where he is going
But all he takes out is a yellow stone
You find it beautiful
He hands it in to you
He says that this stone falls on Valentine's day
He says that if you make a wish every evening,
your wish will come true

You wished that he will come back

Now stop imagining that you are that person.
7 years ago,
there was a poor boy ,
"I was selling yellow stones" he says, "But nobody would buy it, I was totally ignored . So I got pissed off. I was walking home until I saw this girl crying From her clothes, I knew she was a rich girl, HAHAHA So so I asked her what is wrong, she told me everything. As expected, her purse was filled with money. so I played with her. It was rather fun, she paid for everything of course. I even bought this expensive ice cream ive been wanting! But as the day goes on, I got bored of her I had to find a way to leave her. So that morning... I gave her one of the yellow stones
I said that this stone falls on Valentine's day
I said that if you make a wish every evening,
your wish will come true After she got distracted, I ran away of course"

LOLLOL POOR GIRL, YA?

prikitiw" XD XD

2009-03-12T14:09:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

HAHA
people went to IA
and nobodys left in th compound except me and farah
[others ar umar hmzah + fajar ]
so so so
dhe3 came.

HAHAHA LUCU DEH"
ad ad ad lagu bagus lohh,,
vidi- nuansa bening
dhe3 said si vidi ish like,, dinda + annisa's pren's brother
muahahaha
u want to see" ?

HAHA bego dehh,,
pas dhe3 dah plg,,
nisa knn mau nge dl lagu nya juga,,
first, i searched Divi

[it's supposed to be Vidi]

so it ddn come up

Then I tried "Nusantara Bening"
This came up:

Dutapalma Nusantara was incorporated in Indonesia in 1987. ... NET Programmer - Bening Guru Semesta, PT · IT Staff - Berca Niaga Medika, PT ...

I was like ...

Its nice its nice u know,,,

walkathon

2009-03-11T10:20:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I want to blog toooooooo

see see
the walkathon
idont kno,,
i was rele tired lalalala

first, i started off with the first group , on the very first line
ther was liek,, dhe3,, dk and hamzeh's group too
i only spent some time with themm,, thinking that im too far away from the charity committee, i went back t the very front.
it turns out t be hardly any talking ther.
so i went back t the back.
and found marsya and nagiko.
then i went back and forth between dhe3/dk and the committee.
in the end, cania rawan siti etc caught up
and so i spent most of th rest of the walk with rawan and siti lollol.
[in the end of the first half, we realised we wer at the very back of the very back , HAHA]

So I was like rele rele tired due to some personal reasons
since the start of the walk
Rawan was like, the perfect one t lean on,
bcz she dsn push back see ;D ;D
HAHAHA, actually it was a rele nice time being with rawan and siti
th others wer like, at the front or sth

See, See,
Rawan and Siti wer wearing their bags rite,, [for some dumb reason]
bt i was the only one wasn
[i even gave mi water bottles t hamzeh and hariz fr them t hold on fr throughout the walk]
but when i said that i needed t be at th front bcz of the extra jobs i needed t do aftr th walk,
siti dragged us from the VERY BACK to the VERY FRONT
LOLLOL.
Did u realise how many people we wer passing by? XD XD XD

When we reached back to school,,
i found out why Lily was absent
):
ckk,, very unexpected,,
so i got into a rather low mood
[oh especially when i found mi car filled with people and i only had space fr like,, 1/6 of mi butt on, i was triggered t mental breakdown XD XD ]

at nite dhea came t find her books but we ended up talking fr such time lol

noway no way

2009-03-07T10:30:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Only today I got back mi obsession with dramas
*well, it was never as if it was ever gone ,, i just try hard not to watch at all

but but but
oh
i got into trouble today

HAHAHH
2 episodes ,
then i died

XD XD XD XD XD XD

You knows, "Legend of brown sugar chivalries" isn as lame as i thought ;D
cz atm im nt in th mood fr serious romance or anyth
theyr theyr nice
(: (:
made me laugh, made me cry too omg
HAHAHA

quote// "Lin Qiang thought that she's his dream girl, she's pretty, she's smart, good at wugong, and she has family problems"

AHHAHAHAH WATF FAMILY PROBLEMS

[im not supposed t be blogging, bt bcz i got defeated by mi mom,, I decide to take revenge on this wasteful time ;D ]

P.S. Oh yey now mi sleeping schedule's back to normal O: O:
note that normal means between 12 and 10 pm. x)
Yeahh,, CAN be considered late, but the "suitable" sleeping time for 10 years olds dont suit me,ok ? HAHA. Sleeping too much isn good, ckck.

brown sugar macchiato

2009-03-07T04:03:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

let us flashback of brown sugar macchiato .. :p :p

LOLOLLOL WATS WITH THE JULIET TH BICYCLE'S OWNER'S SMILE HAHAHA

*stares*, "wher's the hot girl?"

poor them, the dad's a sick dying player
lol he goes "although u dont kno each other, u ar definitely MY children"

Ao quan goes "how can they be ur children theyr all so ugly"
Wang zi finally comes in *pulls collar* , "say it again, who's ugly"

"and together, create a warm atmosphere family " says dad while playing golf.

i like proud prince

2009-03-07T03:08:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

HAHAH MORE NICHOLAS TEO FANDOM

I like his voice :D :D: :D
so soft >_ __________o

sho kul sho kul , muahahahah

his his his ..
aiaaaaaaah
its nt like i just knew him recently
smiling pasta was like.. las year o __ o

hauhuahuahuahuhauahau
sho kul sho kul

*uncontrollable fandoming*

T______________T
i like his voice

wo ji bu ao de wang zi
*ok,, im making th lyric pronounciation up,, but.. HAHA*

hes a proud prince he says
loollol

this may be off topic and off-fandom,
but i miss this drama >////<

lol at nicholas teo

2009-03-06T04:14:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

See see,
last nite i had a dream
that Nicholas teo was like, mi cousin's pren or sth
and iwas waiting fr him at mi cousin's house
but he never came
so i waited in th middle of the road
but his car just randomly passed me
LOLOLLLOL
could it be.. a sign? kehkehkeh
"not even in your dreams" he says.

P.S. his car was black,
i guess it was because of this

LOLOOLOOL ITS GAY

oh lol its red in the vid.

thf

2009-03-02T04:49:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Yesterday I took 20QR from marsya's credit.
Yesterday I found out that the day before I actually had a heat stroke.
Therefore yesterday my credit went up to 42QR.
But today I felt guilty,
because yesterday I remembered that 2 days ago,
I never gave their money back
But I got over it.
Oh oh today after school
it turns out that mi brother wanted a DSLR
me: "A, DSLR kan manual, kamu emangny bsa gtu? teteh aja ngga"
him: "kan udah diajarin sama ddol"
WATFWATFHAHAHA
hth did HE get into the story
that that expensive value in cash of inspiration
just because I ddn giv u that QR10 back yehh,
no way no way im not letting mi brother get a DSLR
He lost the covers for mi tablet pen watf.

yesterday we went away

2009-02-28T05:46:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

yesterday we went bowling

it was nice actually ;D
but today i found out that bs ddn rele ask farah and dhe3 abt going t cc
- __ -
farah was quite disappointed that she ddn get t kno
mi credit was dead until like.. i charged people 10QR each, HAHA
[and iwan thot i was charging him 100 QR ]

and see see,,
bcz me and andin got bored at some time
we wer like, talking this talking that
then i went "what if i just roll the ball like how people roll balls to some dog?"
[i ddn say this, i demonstrated it]
she was like " u kno, once in indo me and mi prens saw this kid doing that, and th kid got straight strikes. then this pren's brother said "hey, lets do that"
and i was like "did he succeed?"
she was like ifrgot.
then i tried doing it when it was mi turn.
it worked.
HAHA.
*bcz i sucked at bowling that was mi only way

oh and ther wer a lot of gay legs that day.
u shud see,, how th longer legged people lk so gay
HAHAHAHA
bs took a lot of pictures of afdal's i thinkk,
it was th gayest leg ive ever seen
HAHAHA
indra and crisa wer kul u knoh.
they keep getting points
kihkih.

after bowling we went t th foodcourt rite,
i called lily ther, when i realised that she'd be awake at this time,
for a time, i was quite worried about her.
but stupid indra kept taking mi burger king supply after i only had a bite each
*bcz it was hot so he was waiting fr it t go colder for him
and in the end, since people wer taking th potato wedges,
i ddn eat.
curse u ndra yeh.
and u kno wats, in th compound, mi stomach problems came up again
and i end up eating bread from dhea frh's while we wer playing cards in the tennis court
HAHA .

People at bowling were:
Me Bs Crisa Cania Andin Hamzah Umar Khalid Ghabot Boey Afdal Indra Afif

2ndgoaway

2009-02-22T10:26:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

HAHA,
Why am I typing again?
Im not sure.

Hiahh, time pass by so quickly,ya?
The end of this year I will be over with
Maths, English2ndlanguage,Physics and Biology IGs.
But who knew,
that there's more to an ending?

Hah, this year I feel cramped
But in a way, I feel freedom
I feel busy
in a way that, I hav all the time in th world
There was always time to look at the sky and think ,
"oh. the sky's cloudy today"
I feel dumb
but in a way, I feel needed

LOL.

Anyway, I wish time wouldn pass so quickly
hiahh,, Im not ready to be separated from u people yet ,

goaway

2009-02-22T09:55:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Hah, sorry for this entry
if it's too open to half of you XD
but yeah, as MD said , "nisa, you've matured!!"
XD XD i guess i hav t admit
some things HAVE changed in me i guess

So so so
Today Cania Crisa came t th compound.
Lalala, Sunday WAS a sleepy day for me,
as las nite i slept at 1.30 due to chatting and fnishing off mi DT h.w. and maths
So throughout the day,
yeahh, i just had mi "unhappy" mood swing

In the evening,
we went outside rite, t get some fresh air
Umar Hamzeh and Fajar also came out, eventually
Yeah , yeah, we talked abt a lot of stufs,
which i think ive frgotten now bcz i wasn rele concentrating i was sleepy
But at the end of the day, I joined Cania's conversation with Hamzah
talking abt moving to indo at th end of this year

He said he dsn want to ,
he dsn like the environment ther and all
I was quite slow to catch up really,
bcz although i seemed to be respondingg,,
I just realised how sad it will be .
LOL.

When he kept moaning abt Indo and all,
Of course, when someone's upset,
ur not supposed to be the one that makes th person feel worse,
or even make the issue harder
So yeahh , all i pretty much said was
"if ur not ready for sth, then just talk abt it with ur parents, at least u'll understand each other more, "
"heh, mayb its for the best"
Inside, I was like T_________T whyy,"

On the way to piano, I finally had a thought of the people whos leaving this year
Bs Fajar Iwan Umar Hamzah
Damn, thats like, everyone but dhea and farah
> ___ >
So many .
Why so many.

On Thursday,
I was alone all day ,
Dhea and Farah wer already in Paris back then
It was the first time,
that i felt nobody's home .
That's why when I heard that Cania Crisa and Bs went to villagio without me,
I was actually upset,
although i ddn want to show it, [imean wtf's th point HAHA]
but yeah,
Back then, I wondered why I was upset
One outing dsn rele mean a lot to me ,
Today I realised, it isn abt the one outing
It's how I've never rele felt separation before
.

I had mental breakdown again for 2 hrs straight.

i had a dream too :D :D

2009-02-21T05:01:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

This is actually an OOOOLD DREAM
i told a few people bfore
I can only rmember Bs and Hamzeh [i just told him2days ago tho]

See see
this dream contains :

Bs Me Arya Umar

Ok, sorry if th dream wont make sense t u hahaha
Note: th dream actually contains everybody here[indoprens], but only 4 became major in mi dream

So the dream starts here:
We all had invitations t visit this Al Khor family,
which only contains a husband and wife bcz their children already moved away [already married and all]
We ate ther and all, and the day was supposed t go on as a typical gathering
But all in a sudden ,
We wer reported that the husband was murdered
And since the wife is in shock and grief , the parents decided to stay over for a night

It was abt midnight
And everybody was asleep
Females slept upstairs
while males slept downstairs
But I was thirsty that nite
So I went downstairs in the dream
There, I found Umar, also drinking water
[idk how, but in the dream i had the right to open other people's fridges]
So I also took in a glass of milk
And Me and Umar ddn even face each other
Then Arya came
When he set in, I finally had th guts t talk
I was like "hey, lets find out who the murderer is"
and arya was like "okk,"
and i went "i'll tell bs abt it if u agree"
arya literally agreed
umar kept silent but we just kno that he does too

See see
While we wer talking,
we ddn kno that somebody would be awake too
the murderer was listening to our conversation

So so so
You kno how I used t hav continuous chores of hanging the clothes ?
Yeah, we ddn hav a drier machine las year
Wasn generous enough back then, XD XD

I told Bs abt it the next morning
And she was like "ok ten"

U knowhow in dreams, suddenly the setting changes? It changes right here

My mom told me to do mi chores again. And all in a sudden , the garage of the house becomes MI garage back at the compound.
There I was lstening t mi walkman phone
But after a while, I turned it off,
Only leaving the earphones in mi ears
But then I heard footsteps from behind
And I turned back t see who it was
It was one of the women from the house,
I was like "eh tante.."
but then i realised, that she was holding a knife
I was like o _____________ o
So i secretly pressed Arya's number into mi phone
[thats dumb, bcz back wen i had this dream , i ddn hav his number yet HAHA]
And I spoke through the speakers attached t mi earphones,
pretending i was talking t HER instead
"eh tante,, knapa k garasi? ko bawa" pisau?"
[ "eh auntie,, why ar u in th garage? and why ar u carrying a knife?" ]

The second Arya heard the word knife from his phone,
He immediately ran , taking umar with him , and ordering Bs to find the other parents
It wasn long until He came
He just jumped at her
Trying t get the knife away, but her hand was too wild
which in the end slashed past his cheek
and blood splattered on the wall
He moaned , feeling the pain ,
Everywher she moves her hand, it was dangerous for him t stop her

Meanwhile that, Umar moved quietly towards me and made me walk behind him to make sure I wasn near the woman
When finally Arya was weakened,
the woman ran away
and watf, instead of running far away to some unknown land,
we actually ran in circles,
but in the end, the setting changes again
it became mi old neighbourhood in Indo,
i used t live wher ther ar a lot of hills see,,
so mi compound used t be hills too HAHA
so running down was rather steep
And u kno, how SMALL I was wen i was young
So ther was this pit at the end of the hill,
which i used t find damn big
I dont thinkk It IS big,
I think it was only me,
I was only year 2 back thenn,
HAHA

So when we wer running downhill,
I was the first one t run after th murderer
And we fell into the pit bcz it was too wide for us to jump over
And I sprained mi ankle
The woman was alrite
Still, she had the knife gripped in her hand
And she was walking towards me ,
I struggled to move away from her, bcz it was such a bad fall
Arya, too terrified to react, he stood still, with his trauma on the knife
Before he could do anyth else, Umar jumped in ,

And *this is wher the dream gets too far, XD XD XD XD*
he jumped onto the murderer and smartly made her let go of the knife
It got thrown away somehow
He threw the knife away and quickly covered me away from the woman,
both of us slowly backing away
Arya phoned Bs or sth, t get some ropes on the way
Arya and Bs was funny in this dream , XD
Bs was so slow getting the ropes and all
So it took a long time until th parents and everyth came in
Arya was like "HAH, BI EEEEES" and sighed in exhaustion
Bs was like "hah, hah, " , clueless and innocent,

then i woke up

i hate worksheets

2009-02-21T04:30:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Anyway, thats not the point.
So so so
We went to Saher's house on Wednesday rite
Waw it felt like a thursday
hiahahaha
once again.
I cried.
HIAHAHA
it was a positiv thing though
I was able to let sth out ive been keeping in for a few days or so
[ LOL i think it was only a few days, XD XD XD ]

But see see
I found out that this pren
whom I thought of as a horrible person
turns out t hav family problems
ckk. I felt guilty wen I heard that from Marsya
I thot shes just a miserable person
that hates her own country
Hiahh, lessons to you all
always believe thers sth behind the door
*watf , HAHAHHA SO LAME LOL
the point is,
believe in ur pren, that thers sth udont kno abt it

HAHA ucannot belive wat i came up with on Thursday
I was chatting with hamzehh rite
see see he was sick, pity him .
anyway,
so so so
i told him i told him abt it
then i came up with an idea
of giving her a real post card from mail
HAHAHHAHA
i sound so old fashioned rite HAHA
but but it signifies sth real see
but he was like "be inspirational to her"
i was like *___*
see see it mite be a DUMB idea t be thought of in these days
but wont be showing care be a nice thing?
even tho im nt sure if her problems ar ongoing or not
wer still her prens
or at least of wat she[that pren] considers "old pren" ?

But but
when i told afdal
he was less supportiv
cz see i started th conversation with sth like "how does the mail work?"
[bcz i was serious, hth does communicating works o __ o ]
then damn, he laughed at me so bad and called me an idiot
bcz i dont even kno her address, which city, etc.
and i dont even kno how th mail thing works
if shes guna hav t go t th post office t get her mail
or wherabout its guna cost
and all
HAHA

i told him once or twice, she told me i failed as a pren
so he was like he was like
"HAHAHA , bcz u failed as a pren i think u shud just go die instead"
HAHA, yeah funny, though offensiv
but in the end i WAS quite disappointed
bcz idk how society works with communication see
he told me its useless
and im not making it seem better either

i was like
O ________ O

u kno wats

2009-02-16T13:44:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

thankks fr the support ive been havingg u all

seriously,,
wen i saw the comment on mi previous entry i was like O __ O
i couldn even find th right word t say when i was chatting with lilyy

hiaaahh sometimes life become more complicated bfore i do
its usually th other way round see, HAHA
but yeah
it dsn bother me as much naw
now that i kno for definite i will always hav somebody to lean on,
i can just get things straight again ,simple rite? ;D
Sorry if i bothered u people on mi previous entry hehehehe

you like this

2009-02-11T06:20:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Hiahh,,
okk so to the point
I wont be typing on mi blog for a time naw
cz anyway atm im in the phase of those weird feelings i dont get that i can only express in mi real diary

Yeah people, I keep a diary
HAHA
Well, it HAS been kinda long since ive written in it because usually I talk abt it with people
Especially when the people I usually rely on completely-and HAV relied on for a long time- arn available rite naw
[im nt talking abt school prens]
and anyway it's not so much on what's happened,
I dont think anything happened- I just cant put it in words hah,
But Im starting to get these lack of concentration and time management because of some things which ar continuously bothering me
I kno u'd think "nisa's too plain to bother with minor things"
HAHA, it's hard to keep it that way yeh,
humans , humans, ckck
So so so
ok

HAHA

i am i am

2009-02-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

u knoh today
some 2 years old kid got locked up in th car and couldn get out bcz he ddn kno how
i was terrified t find that it took a hellmuch of time t get him out of ther

then after that mi mom reminded me of mi childhood
see see
i was very dumb.
I had a pren called Raka, ok?
You wana kno sth abt him? He was shorter than me ;D
But anyway, we were like, idk wat age.
And we went t mi room and all , and I locked the door
I wasn thinking why but i did.
And he was just going on with the flow and all .
We couldn unlock the door.

See, from this point on, you'd think we'd cry the hell out of ourselves yeh?
We diddn, I still dont get wat i was thinking
The parents panicked
They even nicked the maid next door HAHA
And it took long t break the fence that blocks mi window from the outer world
Mi mom said me en raka wer playing so harmonicly together,
i dont think we even realised that we couldv just be locked in ther for hours and hours
While the Raka's driver was trying to push out the fence
Me and Raka were waving to the people outside
So I'll say this now:
Children can be rele dumb.

understand me

2009-02-05T11:22:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

hiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa stupid fever stopped me from staying up late outside with the other people. i missed outdoor stay-up-lates. Look look, I can still hear those people's voices from here- aaahh its only 10.24pm !!

[ T_T,, ive been trying t lsten t music just t cover up their noises-which i couldn help t eavesdrop- but the music load suckss ]

... But yeah on the other side mi fever IS rising again. U kno ukno i ate kitkat which ochi gave me and it instantly gave me some head poisoning and i had t drink a hell load of water t ease the headache out. Waw u israeli companyy.

See see THIS isn mi whole point of writing this entry, but since im still warmed up from what happened just now and all I cant concentrate on mi main topic.
Lalalala, people came t mi house after school. I went t villagio first [so so i went t FFC.. then wen i came back home i prayed and all blah".. then i went t villagio] ,, and then i found indira en dasa at mi house. Not long later dhea came, then farah and, u kno, the order.
Blah" , we had singing practice, la la la la la , had some troubles with getting out of the house, blah blah blah then mi fever kinda got back on me again so i couldn play in freedom. and la la la in the end mi brother had to drag me into the house.

But that isn the point.
Ok so wat happened is.
I have realised.
How badly naive I em.
It sucks.

So so ,
u see u see,, mi dad isn someone who u can piss off easily.
It takes a series of misfortunate events t actually tick him off.
Damn, i ddn even realise how many times I did yesterday;
I was rele sickk on Tuesday rite?
On wednesday he was caring fr me, cz after school i kinda got sick again.
everytime he wanted t help me, i said no .
And i reject in a way that whatever he does dsn work
HAHA
At nite at abt 11 or sth
He brought me a heater along with the extension cable
Oh see I cant sleep with heaters on
They choke me, like, literally
hiaaaa so i told him no i dont need it
but he already turned it on
so i was like no no i'll be sweating which was an exaggeration
he sighed
then he was guna turn off the power from the cable stock,
i said no", that shudn be done, turn off the power from the heater first
he turned it off properly
then he went
then he closed th door in a way that he ddn rele do it fr th sake of me liking the door closed
i realised i hav pissed him off
O:

Then today at school
See",,
lily's most experienced in relationships rite?
I hav never experienced any tied relationship with boys
I never intended t hav any anyway
against the rules
But I saw han's photo today
and he lks rele cute on it O:
*ive frgotten how he lks NOW, but i rmember mi first impression
So i kept emphasising how cute he is
and said abt how she can like bag when she has han
[but no lily i dont think i said more than that, did i ? thats all i knew i was saying]
Turns out i went overboard
and she was sad on 2nd break
ckk
so so so
since i knew i was th reason she was being quiet because of me,
i asked saher abt it in art
i asked her, how to understand people
of course, she couldnt answer, i ddn expect one anyway, it was just mi question;
but she told me she can answer abt people's personality in the inside
That wasn too important- I know about people, I just dont kno how t react.
Then i told her
about how some people think that theyr rele close to me, but to me they arn. And u know what she answered? she told me she told me
that i am the kind of person shed expect t hav people like thatt
cz im rele open and honest and all
then i told her, how yeah,maybe i DO tell them sth of an incidentt, but then after that they think thats ALL i hav in mi life, mi life isn EMPTY u kno .
then she told me , yeahh ur rite , u shudn be too open to everyone- like her, she can only confess t rele close people, like me, and those other school prens.
I agreed to that- but u see the problem?
When u hav got used t sth, it becomes a part of u. In a way, thats the disadvantage (bcz see, it sometime hurts when that somebody laughs at you when ur in ur times of need instead of pitying you- which yeah,, happened) ,
but when u lk at the other side, I have a lot of friends to help me with things [cz seriously i always need someone t lean on,sorry] . And different people are reliable on different things. - _ - .. [dot dot dot]
so,, yeh, sorry lilyy hiahahha

-oh tanks fr th tips too saher i'll try t follow it HAHA

hiaaa im sick

2009-02-02T20:04:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Ok so i was sick since Monday after school or sth .
So i missed school today hiahahha

i hate fevers, see I cant do much, cant even think much
It always started with a sore throat.
But see see i thinkk its bcz of the air thingy outside
It's been windy rite?
I DID hav a time when i was healthy in the evening. But when i went outside t get t th dentist th fever got back on me so i told mi mom im nt going t school.

hiaa wat am i going t do today im guna be so bored. ):
Well its nt as if im excited at school or anyth,
Gaza day sucks anyway watf
I just hope that i'll be completely healthy on wednesday muahahha
Fahrenheit rocks.

my famous ambition

2009-02-02T19:57:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

See see,
on Sunday i had piano rite,,
I sucked thatt nite,
and i had mental breakdown in the car
after that i thought miself "if i cant even survive in piano lessons how am i guna be able t help other people?"
After that i made miself an ambition it was like "IM GUNA SAVE THE WORLD"
And i was SERIOUS abt it , HAHA
But wen i got home, I got back into mi happy mood
and the ambition sounded like a joke in mi pm
See wat 2 of mi prens commented on it?

1st pren : no , I want to destroy the world
2nd pren : How can u save other people? Save urself first.
Me: I dont need saving !
2nd pren: .. Yeah,, you do . *referring abt mental problems

evil people u are.

on thursday 29th

2009-01-31T03:54:00.000-08:00

Kaifa was right. We DO get connected a lot in friendships- a LOT.
Yeah, I'm not a very good observer like mi prens over there,, i wish i am. I've been ignorant since I've decided not t be too involved emotionally in problems [in a way i think of the positiv instead and frget abt them after 5 minutes] - which then influenced th way i react in positiv times ): [in a way of observing people carefully].

):

Wish I had th ability t think thoroughly of mi prens. I rele feel that i kno a lot abt them, but i cant put it in words-at all. All of yous ar special to me, im serious. Even marsya, the most random person bfore or after cania, i still think shes strong. Rele, nobodys weak.
I remember i talked abt afrina with this indo pren of mine. I envied her bcz shes, at the same time wh beated mi in DT, was also th first person wh cheered me up bcz i felt beaten. And when I was sad because of mi grandpa's death, it was her wh cheered me up [she made weird lullabies] in chemistry which was 4th lesson. On Thursday, I realised she was truly much better than me, much stronger, much sensitiv than how i looked at her.
Even lily, shes faced a lot of stuffs nowadays, but shes still able t smile at school and laugh abt bag. Not everyone can do thatt, i kno that this other pren of mine cant [no offense yeh].
Saher, omgi, shes a born leader. Mi parents trust her wen i told them abt going abroad with th same universities. Idk, its like, she understands everyth, she gets it, she feels it.
Caniaa,, hihahahahaha - random girl who comes up with those expressions ;D . Yeh cania, its been 4 years and u havn changed much XD . She keeps me in stability see, sometimes like marsya [altho to me, they ar very different] , her naivity [idk if that word exists] keeps me stable wen people ar in their hardest times.
Rawan? Idk, u lk emo ? :D
*HIAHAHHAA NO COMMENT
Since farh dsn even open blogs i dont bother writing abt her here.
and all.

heartyouall yeh ?

yesterday today and tmoro

2009-01-30T22:35:00.000-08:00

U kno u kno,
hiahahahahhaa
i feel like laughing alreadyy

So so on thrsday me and cnishi and lily and saher and rawan and afrina and farah went on a volunteer money earning fr gaza [ROTA] .
It was niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice.
All I expected was selling and receiving some money, wat i received from that day was much more.
Too bad marshii ddn want t come.
She kept calling fr amshiah she ddn even come either :D .
Siti and amshiah couldn come bcz of the long misleading map.
Afrina survived tho, HAHA.

Ther was also a neighbor in farah;s compound that told us t go die[this is exaggeration, but marsya would put this in if she was ther] and go t prison.
HAHA , we lost hope fr quite a while but i found it funny altogether after about 10min. HAHA . I wonder wat wud happen if that person was serious [she was] if she called th police.

We had happy times, crying times, misunderstanding times , but the day was rele worth it.

When i went back t the compound, these year11-12s wer in th tennis court and th clubhouse. Me and cania went O ____ O . Hth did they get here.
Mi pren said it mite be mahmoud's doing,, if thats true, that waw.. how many friends has he got? Half or even most of the people i saw wer from QIS. I ddn kno any of themm , but ive recognised some of th faces and considered all of them as QIS. Cania knew some of their names tho.
They left at 7pm or sth, turns out that mi neighbour's mom told th security t check on them. But nt only that, wen he checked, he told them t get out, HAHAHAHA.
i was like O ___________________________________ O wen iheard thatt.
HIAHHAHAHA thatt day was so unexpectedd. Oh ther was rawan's hot maths guy too, HIAHAHA.
I came home [in a way that i STAYED ther] at 11pm.

Th next day was friday. Went t th aspire t hav morning walks and all at 7am or sth. After we went back home, I took a shower and all and we immediately went t dinda's house fr a singing practice.
WAW she played th piano fr us and damn it was niiiiiiice . :) :)

*damn this blog is stupid half of this post is gone naw*

So so it was tiring after i got home. It was abt 5.30 or sth ? I tried t do mi DT but it kinda failed. After half an hour or so ghabot asked me if i can go out. But i ddn get wat he meant bcz i ddn expect him t be in th compound. When i replied in MSN he ddn reply. But after another half an hour or so i found out that ghabot boey ddol and iwan wer playing in th tennis court [th next morning i found out that ghabot tried t call me twice las nite too]. So i played ther fr a while- until bs came from dinner [after dkfrh left, bs had t eat dinner so i went t play with them] and i injured mi toe and th other compound boys came out. I couldn risk fr people stepping on mi foot after that, too many people then. So i backed off and watched The Orphanage with bs in th laptop, hiahahhah.
It wasn creepy until like, th second hour XD XD XD XD XD. Ghabot en boey scared us three times from the swimming pool's side- and damn since i jumped mi toe had t bump th shoe again, hiahahha- it hurts.
Those people left at 9 or sth? Compound people left not long after thatt except me bs fadhli and hamzehh.

-oh and u kno how amazing i played basketball? Its un-comment-able.

today

2009-01-28T08:39:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I feel like typing today :D

So so so
tmoro's the gaza charity volunteer wer guna do at farah's compound :D
I hope tmoro's guna go on alrite,
cz we've been struggling t get things rite. omgi i havn even done th posters
damn.
I just realised, HAHAHA

As im typing im trying t refresh wat im supposed t do today .

Fighting abt whose site is better
Diala: Tff,, wats this? God Jonas Brothers are much better than this K pop thing
Lily: yaaa yaaa,, wat jonas brothers lk at themm
Somebody else: u guys, my site is much better
Me: Just care for the environment okkeeeeee [referring t mi site]

SO, Who's smart, AGAIN?
Saher: See, use the chair- smart *referring t herself*
Farah: no.. thats not smart,,
saher: yes it is
farah: no it isn,, its just experience
saher :yeahh , so experience, then smarter
farah :nooo experience is differentt !! some people experience many things but they arn smart
me and marsya : ...
me: IM BETTER OKEEE

Reactions to KPOP, Super Junior
lily: This is SJ,,
class: wats SJ?
lily : its one of the korean bands i like
*looks at th pictures*
class: how many ar theyy o __ o
lily: 13 .
sandra: THIRTEEN?
lily : yeahh
diala: 30 or 13 ??
lily : thirteen
somebody: three zero or one three??
lily : ONE THREE ONE THREE
diala: WATS THIS A CHOIR GROUP OR STH?
me: o __ o

zen me ban wo yue lai yue ai

2009-01-05T06:47:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

omg IGs O:
mocks .

haaahh,, holiday was so great why did it end? Although i DID end up in a lot of troubles in the last few days, HAHA, but it was still worth it ;D .

ckk wat else wat else, i waaaaaaaaaant to go and paint

stupid physics idkk how to study since ive never rele practised at school and we hav mocks next thursday its like, waw, whats he trying t do with our lives??
faraaaahh suggested thatt me en her shud play fr the international dayy, but everyth's so cramped idkk if i can do it.
I'll just lend her the piano if i cant cope with it :D .
Its like its liek, so cold yesterdayy i lost mi jumper in the PE changing room but now its gone. So so so, I end up wearing mi own blu jacket t school tday.

Wat else?? Its not like im bored or anyth, but u kno,, thers nth t type abtt.
So much things happened in th holidayy - llike muhammad prihatna HAHAHA.
And the prankks I had back in the end, damn it killed me HIHIHI.

FEI LUN HAI

ar u asian?

2009-01-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Nisa is asians eat rice, but since u chose chicken u ar no asian so i like rice and is much more asian than bs bcz i am asian. 2:44pm - 11 Comments

Arif Zakwan at 2:48pm January 2

asians eat chicken too

Nisa Ulumuddin at 2:50pm January 2

but they choose rice over chicken u kno u kno , :D

Syania Tifani at 2:54pm January 2

SOMEONE IS ON MY SIDE N HE IS ASIAN TOO AHHA NISA

Ardyanto Syahbana at 2:55pm January 2

I like both rice & chicken

Umaira Nisa-icha at 2:56pm January 2

wht re you and syania talking about ? seriously ! o.o you both ARE ASIANS . since you ARE ASIANS, no matter what you eat , you will stil BE ASIANS . gosh !

Syania Tifani at 2:56pm January 2

real asians r like tht :D

Ardyanto Syahbana at 2:57pm January 2

Dude, no matter if ASIANS or not, still nice to be friend with 'em

Umaira Nisa-icha at 3:14pm January 2

hahah lols you guys ~~

Nisa Ulumuddin at 3:22pm January 2

HAHAH YEAH REAL ASIANS

Qorry Ayuniyyah at 3:30pm January 2

tukang makannnnnnnnnnn *haha

Nisa Ulumuddin at 3:36pm January 2

XD XD hahahahahha

hari ibu? . _ .

2008-12-22T09:53:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

By the title event : Hari Ibu, you would think of a quiet and polite event. I know, Im so naive, thinking that everything goes with its connotation- well the world isn.

From the beginning, mi mom hesitated to let me play. But I kept on going on, telling her that it has been long since I played in front of an audience- and mi stage fever IS flashing back on me again. That was the only thing that mattered to me: My stage fever. The thought of it being in the embassy DID bother me, but I didn thinkk that it would be that significant.

Oh, I've ruined it.

Since we've fnished the study group late, I dropped Saher off at Cania's apartment late. So of course, I missed the attendance check. Thinking that it was too late, I was only worried about the performance- who will be there?
The best memoir of a concert to me was the ITB gathering, and that was what kept me in calmness.
So" , when we've reached the embassy I found dhe3 and sat bhind her. Nearly all of the people I saw were those.. people. And damn it was so crowded, we stayed in the "Serba Guna" room which was.. rather too small?
And wow, the atmosphere was.. unsuitable. The stage was full of band equipments, the only thing that notifies you a clue about Hari Ibu was the red and white banner at the back.
So, maybe some of you people find singing women with electric guitars normal- I find it hillarious, HAHA. But by implying you the fact that there are men [half the audience wer male], I find it inappropiate.

Yeahh the voice was nice and yeahh I see I see they can play instruments. But acting all.. u know.. when theyr married and all, I dont find it funny anymore.
Oh, maybe u think omg I'm so lame- well, if it takes that, then I must admit that I would prefer to be lame. *just to tell u the truth
I tried calling Marsya just to get mi attention away from stage, but she didn pick up.
As the show continued on, mi stage fever gradually disappears and a new fear slapped me- what about mi parents?
Oh, of course they hated it, what else can I expect; but we were waiting for my turn to go and we couldn go home yet until I either play, or not play at all.

Songs after songs, mi turn still hasn come up. In the end, Tnt Susi told me and dhe3 to ask the woman for the schedule. Oh, it was hard finding her whenever we wanted to. Worried with the embarassment I would face if the person DID forget to put me into the list, I also had a little wish right inside me that I don't even need to play anymore. These kinds of atmosphere creep the hell out of me.
Uncomfortable with the situation, all I could do was nag dhe3 out of it [sorry yo dhe HAHAHA].Bothered with mi anxiety,I waited for the woman to pop up. She didn't. But Tnt. Susi DID eventually talked to the pink woman.

She was like "dari tadi tuh sbtulnya ditungguin,, cmn ngga dtg" jdi nya dlewatin". Oh yeah crap, that means we've waited for nothing. Dhe3 has already performed first and now the last band [pak dubes' band . _ . ] was playing. Mi mom was like "ngga usah ya teh," and I went whatever- I didn care anymore.
I thought I would be angry, but I knew it was mi fault in the first place so I didn. I felt kind of relieved in fact, at least dhe3 played.

currently insane

2008-12-14T10:42:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

GYAHAHA IM FINALLY BACK
NOOOOOOOO I DONT WANA BE AT HOME YETT

BUT YEAAHH I LIKE MI ROOM AND ALL
NO I LOVE YOU MI ROOM
DONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY ROUND
*gila*

LETS GO BACK THEN
PRETEND THER IS NO SCHOOL MWAHAHAHA

NOOOO I DONT WANA REMEMBER SCHOOL
OH NOOO IVE RMEMBERED IT ALREADY!!
OH WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO

LETS CANCEL OUT THE IGS!!
NOO BUT I DONT WANT MARSYA'S TEACHERS
OH I WISH THEYD JUST FAIL THE PROGRAM OR STH

I WANA BREAK UP RIGHT NOW NOW NOW
*... oook*
WAI LETS SLEEP
LETS FALL DEEPER IN A SLEEP, THEN OUR DREAMS BECOME FAKE REALITY
-I WAKE, I HOPE

*currently writing this bcz I just read hamzah's blog or sthh,, or sth- and it seems unhappy and emo and not happy and all,
:D
and yeahh,, that makes me miss abu dhabi where everybody laughed
HAHAHAH
*

home

2008-12-14T10:10:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

You cannot believe how the trip was better than I could expect [exaggeration].
The first 2 days, yeahh, quite neutral- Rifky and Revin still felt awkward and it has been a time since I've played much with ghabot en all.
Idk wth happened then, but it was great.

Haha, too bad you twins get t come later on, you get t miss half the trip. It was always a full house when Galih and the twins came in. I also went t th KBRI at idul adha and met some of Rifky's friends. Idk how many I met, and idk how many of them said their names, at the time I could only make out : ila, ameera en caitleen [however u spell it]. When a couple of days passed, I met some more [which aren close t rifky and are pretty young - year 7s ] .

Rifky seems t be a gentleman back in Abu Dhabi XD. Ghabot was like "tuh tuh ila nya indra diambil Rifky" when we first saw her, I ddn kno anyth abt ndra, but ka icha said t me ther ar a lot of iLa's in his facebook . HAHA.

Rifky en Revin were fun gyahaha, it HAS been quite a time so i ddn kno how they would react to stufs. We all watched a horror movie while waiting for the twins and damn, none of us except ghabot wasn creeped out HAHAHA. And so, I had many substitutes of Bs. Hihihi.
Oh", and u kno. On mi first day staying over in Abu Dhabi, you should see what I had to face half asleep bfore i had mi first shower- I dddn take th picture, but ther was this blue paper and it had all these random words on it; then in the bottom right hand corner was this big round dot with some red lines which i think was intended t be a crystal- and the writing :

You are being recorded through this hole you THINK is fake.

and i went " ..." , i mean- what was I supposed to do with it XD XD .

At Global Village much later on, me and Ka Icha got lost- hahah it was hillarious. Going through the same crowd over and over again, in the end, the boys found us instead.

weekend"

2008-11-29T08:28:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Ok so nvm im nt guna write abt mi dream . It's too interesting thatt frh said i shudn tell anyone bcz its a pretty bad dream. Mi dad said it's bcz bad dreams are from Jins and all.

Anyway" so" let's talk abt the weekend.

I went t Dhe3's house. Bs couldn come bcz she had t study and all. It was a full day, I came home at 7pm but since people wer ther by then, I stopped playing at 11pm.
Anyway", we had th blast with Dinda and her piano, Indira and her jealousy, Dhe3 and I on our "DISCOVERYoFtHe iTZHAR iTZHAR" and tresa;s random comments. :D

*lift abis nganterinn indira*
Dhe3: Her hair, fair and dark ,, brati ngga pake krudung dong
Me: hmmm siiapa dong..
Dhe3: brati ada dinda,, ad andin.. carisa..
Me: mmmm..
Dhe3: carisa mungkin, khan matanya bagus
Me: ataw mungkin si dinda
*masi d lift*
Dhe3 and me : *mikir - prasaan ada satu org lagi deh*
*lantai 7*
*masuk rumahh*
Dhe3: siiapa yaah" ..
*megang pintu kamar*
Suara org: HUAHUAHA
Dhe3 + Nisa : *clicks* ... BWAHAHHA.

and thats how our discovery goes on.

Oh iya oh iiya,
we went t the KBRI , intentionally t watch dhe3 rehearse fr the Hari Ibu fr the dubes. In the end, Me, Dinda , Dhe3 and Tresa played th piano [damn dinda was awesome playing in the band] , and crisa sang.
ckckc cania missed her chance.
he told us people t rehearse every week in the embassy.

Did u knooo out of the Jonas brothers, the ugliest one is called Kevin and hes the eldest ?? O ___________ O
I THOT JOE WAS.
HOW CAN THAT OLDER BROTHER LET HIS YOUNGERS TAKE OVER HIM .
WOW SUCH A LAME-O. SUCH SHAME. YOUNGSTERS DONT TAKE OVER OLDER PEOPLE!!

after school

2008-11-25T06:06:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Bs: Do you have songs other than Sum 41? Because I like other bands now.
Nisa: Kevin? *misheard*
Bs: What Kevin?
Nisa: I dont know, who's Kevin?
Bs: Which one's Kevin?
Nisa: I dont know Kevin,
Bs: I dont know either
Nisa: Then who's Steve?

P.S. poor Farah.

2008-11-22T09:32:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Hamzah: When is farah coming?
Us 3 : huh?
Farah: Farah?? Farah dsiiini *expresi polos*
Hamzah: not THIS farah.
Us 3 : OOOOOOH!!
Nisa: She was guna come las week but she couldn and all so.. idk shes nt coming at all
Cania : *sth like* what about it?
Hamzah: I want to feel "THE MOOD"
Nisa en Cania: *flashback* AHHH THATT!!! *ckck our fault*
Farah: loh loh kalo farah yg IINI gmana?
Nisa: EEEEH FARAH APA KABAAAR !!

i never wanna be part of the herd

2008-11-22T07:57:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Huahaha friday was niiice lalalala.
In the morningg we had th corniche walk thinggies. It was niiiice. Me and crisa jogged until orry en all .. *only halfway tho
but then mi stomach started t hurt and all. I asked crisa why tskk she ddn kno either. ckckc GCSE PE.

XD

So" in the evening, I told BS t come t mi house bfore anybody else does. Showed her this very.. stabbing chatlog that went "KAMPUNGAAAAAAAAAAAAN" and showed her mi shoe.
I drew on mi converse did u kno thatt?
Bs showed me this BOBSMADE [which i misheard was bamsmade and me and bs had to go through this whole discussion on the misunderstanding] and i first thot that the drawings are already from the material not handmade by permanent pen and i got inspired. I went "wow" . Yeah, pretty much that,HAHA.
At first I struggled to make out where I could find a water-resistant pen. Turns out it's just a permanent pen. Then" I quietly brought mi shoes from the storage room..
Kih kih kih , [mi parents ddn even find out until today's evening, HAHA] and yeaah.. I drew some blobs on it.
It was alright. One went "SAVE TREES" the other went "LET SUPERMAN FLY and pandas" HAHA. Yeaah quite random i knooo.. but its an old shoe, hey.
Oh" and Cania and I planned to do our DTs at mi house. And relating to thatt boy who got the A, either I told him t help out or he suggested it first, i frgot.

So" then after Bs went home and all, I waited fr Cania t come. After she did we had a few walking here and there bfore ending up back at mi house.
You see,, we had things to do. Like, at first we were waiting fr Bs t fnish her stuf at home so we could go outside. Turns out that it took too long so I took Ocha's gorilla mask. Lalalala. We had a few rounds in th compound first.
When we went back in, [ocha then ddn join bcz she wanted t play with Lia] Hamzah was already playing th piano. Wow, so it WAS after isha, like he said.
And so I thought it was the right time to do our DT.
We brought the DT h.w.s into the dining room. Hamzah was playing the piano. It wasn long bfore Umar en Khalid en Ali came in.

Khalid en Ali and fadhli watched BERNARD.
HAHAHAHAH THAT NAME JUST MAKES ME LAUGH. SUCH A PROPER NAME FOR SUCH A STUPID BEAR XDXDXDXDXDXDXD.
Fadhli laughed the loudest at Bernard [Hamzah laughed the loudest at Phil of the future] . Maaaan bernard is DUMB. And since we started [ like, 2 minutes after its on play] referring Hamzah to Bernard, the show was even funnier.
I remember th first time I watched Bernard. HAHA I LAUGHED SO BADLY AND I WAS ALONE AND ALL SO TH ROOM KINDA WENT INSANE. What "GENIOUS" mad e thatt show XD .
Umar was in Fadhli's room most of the time [i think, i dont rele notice him], playing on the laptop. So I ddn hear anyth of him. Khalid was always with Ali. Three or four times they would come in and out of the house because of Ali and all.

Then", I had a call on ordering me t deliver some plastic bowls and spoons or sth.
Farah went "EEH NISA MAU KMANA?"

Yes", you realise that I havn mentioned anyth about her in mi house. I ddn even include her in the : " It wasn long bfore Umar en Khalid en Ali came in."
That is because SHE DDN . SERIOUSLY, I THINK ONLY KHALID REALISED THAT SHE CAME IN [we interviewed]. XD XD .
AND EVERYBODY WENT " FARAH??????"
SHE POPPED UP FROM MI ROOM HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
AND SHE HAD THIS CLUELESS FACE THAT WENT "what?"
AND CANIA WENT "SINCE WHEN AR U HERE?"
AND FARAH WENT "tadi"
AND I WENT "KAMU TDI LEWAT PAKE PINTU INI? *iwas at the door*"
AND FARAH WENT "iya"
AND ONE OF US WENT I FRGOT "KO NGGA BLG"? "
AND FARAH WENT "yeee tdi ngga pada dgerin tdi farah khan blg "cie yg ngerjain pr niieee" " XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
and it was a few minutes bfore I was able t deliver the plastics.

when I went back in, Farah was sitting in the dining room. That was when me and cania started our h.w. while enjoying this .. conversation. ;D

You see.. Cania hates spoilers. And she hasn watched the last episode of Avatar, the legend of Aang.
[ At first, Hamzah and Cania wer talking abt this final fantasy advent children movie- and then idk how it just switched t Avatar. ]
Farah, of course, she knows NOTHING about THE LAST EPISODE OF AVATAR XD .
Yet bcz of thatt reason, she did well in blending into the conversation ;D.
Hamzah was tempted t tell her the whole spoiler. I wasn, but I decided t help hamzah >) . The reminder of Prince Zuko clicked me. And Azula.
We were all like "I like this character I like that character" while Farah just constantly went " OH! FARAH TAU!! " while banging on the table XD XD XD .
And then i went "I LIKE AZULA"
And then hamzah and cania went "NOO AZULA IS INSANE"
And I went "NOO SHES POWERFUL"
And they went "BUT SHE HAS MENTAL PROBLEMS"
And I went "THATS Y SHES COOL"
I banged on the table and turned to hamzah, "PRINCE ZUKO IS SO COOOL WHEN HE GOT ELECTRIFIED!! > ________ < "
and he went "which one?"
and I went [excited] , "IITU LOH PAS SI AZULAA NEMBAK" YG SAMA KATARA IITU ABIS IITU DY KENA ABS IITU DY JATOH GNI GTU"
and he went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!! YEAHH HE WAS SO COOL!!!"
and cania went "NOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT TELL ME THE SPOILER !!!!!!!!"
I felt RELE HIGH at thatt time, so i couldn think properly on what actually happened in thatt last episode- I couldn even catch mi words- but I was tempted to freak Cania out.
I banged on the table again , "REMEMBER WHEN AZULA CLIMBED AND ALL AND SHE RAN AND ALL?" <-- BEGO BANGET APAAN COBA CLIMBED SAMA LARI". Hamzah went "which one?"
[ U see.. bcz atm Im already excited I cant remember everyth,, we've talked a lot abt azula and at this point Cania was already standing in front of the door]
And I signalled him t make him agree with me.
When He finally gets it, he went: "OOOOH THATT ONE!! YEAHH SHE WAS SO COOL SHE WAS CLIMBING!!" I MEAN WTH HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. OF COURSE, IN BETWEEN OUR DIALOGUES FARAH BANGS THE TABLE WHILE GOING "OH IYA IYA YG ITU! AZULA KEREN ABIS COY" XD XD .

In the end, Cania DID ran out of the house. And I told them to keep quiet. When she went back in I banged the table again "OH YA AMPUN SI AZULA MANJAT" " Seriously, I couldn find another verb other than CLIMBING .
I cant think in an unstable condition see XD.
It was a very nice night.

I did most of mi colouring thatt night. Fajar and BS and Crisa came in t find some rice. I went "why are they searching for some here?" .
And once we were calm, [after all the randomness I cant clearly remember], me and Hamzah talked abt Year 6. It all started from Saher see.. HE KNOWS HER . __________ . Yes", Saher knows him too.. from me and cania :D .
There wer all these old friends from primary and ther wer so many stories and so many .. yeah wtever.
The one thing I remember abt Talal is that he used to go "The bell's guna ring in . 3 . 2. 1 " and the bell actually rang at the count of 0.
And how Reem and Nour alamdeen used t lk cute together- and now they arn that close anymore.
And how I used t be friends with Lara.. And how Tina is similar to Haneen .. you know, those stuffs.
At times me and Cania would continue our work while Farah commenting and Hamzah practising his Requiem for a Dream thing.

Me: Tau ngga" ? Heidi prna dtembak loh.
Cania and Hamzah : HAH IYA GTU?
[farah was watching bernard or sth i ddn take notice]
Me: IIYA!!! d library tuh.
cania and Hamzah: HAH? KO BISA?
Hamzah : *emphasises* KO BISA?
and I went : Ya.. ngga tau.
Me: It was in Year 7 . Niisa nguping gtu loh
Hamzah: Sama siapa?
Me: Ngga tau.. niisa lupa. Kl ngga salah namany Ibrahim
Hamzah: Ibrahim yg mana??
Me: Ngga tau.. Nisa khan wkt iitu blom dket. Kl ngga salah sih Ibrahim. Tau dah yg mana.
Hamzah : Ko bisa tau sih orgnya?
Me: Khan dbilangin.
Hamzah: TAPI KO BISA? [Cania emphasises the questions and all]
Me: Yaa.. tba" blg "do you wanna be my girlfriend?"
cania and
hamzah : OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME: apa?
the two: YA AMPUUN DKIIRAIN DTEMBAKK BENERANN

HAHAHAHAHHAHA DODOL SANGATT KALIAN BERDUUAA XD XD XD XD

school fair

2008-11-14T09:19:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

HAHA, the school fair was rele short, but i liked th stalls [not that they wer AMAZING or anyth], but it was way better than th past years [which states that they wer THAT bad].

So", at 2.30 or sth, me and marsya went for our duties [the main purpose of this fair thing]. We've sold it at a variety of costs from 5 to 3[until we actually asked the tutor]. And marsya went "omg we've made profits already!" and i went "noo its haram" but the only person we've bothered giving the change back was only bs.
Then", we walked around the school and all. And had all these different types of customers : the uninterested ones, rude ones , ignorant ones, little [in a way that they are young and easy to attract] ones, easy to affect ones [as in teachers], those-people-who-intend-to-waste-money-ones and the enthusiastic one [abdulla, the little boy who is always happy].
The funny one was when Abdulla was buying. He was too enthusiastic that I got ignored when I was trying t giv him the change. He was like "oh my god! Theyv got fortunes on them!!! I wana read!!!! *opens the cookies when the fortune doesn need t be opened t be read* *has a bite**reads the print enthusiasticly* " while i go "hey.. hey.. hold the 5 for me [i was struggling with the basket]" . And when he was done reading the fortune he went "I like the fortune!! Ok then see you later, thank you!!!" in his enthusiastic tone.
He was our ONLY enthusiastic customer.
HAHA.
On the other hand, there was also this arabic girl who just kicked me off by the signs of her hand and the "it's pathetic" signs by her eyes. I was guna go "f-u i can kick u off from a cliff" and so i ignored her.
There was also this little kid, and we went "have a cookie *give warm smiles*", which then she did. We stared at her. She stared back, wondering. "Now pay". Then she had no other choice. XD

Oh" this old pren called Reem [she left in year 8] came t the school fair. I wasn close with her, but i intended t walk her around and all.
I ddn do it.
God, her aura is so damn mature. I felt like a little kid everytime I wanted t ask her to come with us. Saher couldn come todayy bcz of some family event. And Rawan felt the same awkwardness wen shes around her. Everytime we see her, she was always on the phone, u know, like some mothers. And it scares me. She acts like the distant seniors in SBM. It creeps the hell out of me when Im around her. And so I couldn help miself flinching away.
P.S. She had another friend with her so she wasn alone.

And OMG I saw this VEEEEEEEEEEEEERY GOOD LOOKING PRIMARY TEACHER AND HE LKS SO YOUNG AND DAMN CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE.
I seriously ddn expect the "Cute teacher" hamzah mentioned in his blog to be cute. HAHA, NO OFFENSE. But people call Mr Warrilow and Mr Bonnar good looking, but they hardly attract me at all. But THIS one's got all the charm to attract.
I only saw him twice or 3 times in the fair, but when I tried searching for him, he was nowhere to be seen. I think he's left the school.The only way I could make out that he was a teacher was by his clothes. It was a QIS PE teacher's uniform or sth. I've never seen teachers wear them IN school, but they DO exist.. somehow. I bet if he wears sth else, I wouldn be able t make out that hes part of those other teachers.
His hair's spiky and hes short compared to tall teachers.His face is.. YOUNG. Like in his early twenties or sth. And I can reassure u thatt he lks younger than the secondary boys in school.
I bet if he teaches in secondary, he wont even be able t teach properly. Girls would definitely crowd around him everywhere. I may seem t exaggerate stuffs,, but I cant help it. I ddn see him up close; I cant even remember his face now, but I remember his aura.

OH", and then", cz after me and marsya's duties wer over, Eman and Kerry had to take over our jobs. And when Eman's fnished and all, she told us this:
" You know", when I sold the cookies, I told them it was like Freaky Friday".
And we went "What freaky friday?"
And she went "You know how they open the fortunes and they all came true?"
And we went : "and wat did u tell them?"
and she went "that they were all gonna come true"
i mean- WTHH. HAHAHAAHA. AND SHE SAID PEOPLE DID BOUGHT THEM OFF FROM HER. HOW CONVINCING IS THATT XD . TELL THEM KIDS LIES, EMAN SAID.

I ate a lot. Oh yeah, yest. nite I played with sasha en Rira cz dhea and farah were out t kempo riite. And whilst we wer tgether farhan and iwan and th malay boys came over and all. I couldn join the conv. bcz i couldn understand malaysians' accents. If they were a bit clearer, Id at least understand.
We ate KFC in the clubhouse. The adam guy rle likes his camera dsn he? He brings it everywher, and when the curly fat guy played with it [played in a way that he actually PLAYED with it, taking pictures of everyth], he went "woiii" and they all laughed while adam snatches back his camera. And wow, Adam looks so.. clean as a guy , HAHA.
We also got into Farhan's car [since we all wanted t go t his house] and two of the guys held onto the roof to be carried by the car. All I could do was laugh [it was funny] , yet I ddn get anyth they said.
I accompanied Rira and Sasha until Rira was picked up. It was fun, she was less quiet than Nagiko, HAHA. And we communicated just fine.

Today I realised that Adam is cute [ i knooo im so laaate rite]. Malaysians hardly attracts mi attention [for the reason that they are malaysians, HAHA] . But today we had a slightly long eye contact [usually we only glane thats y] in front of the shawarma stand and that was went I went "oooh so hes cuuute". HAHAHA.

I was so hyped up with th Orangina. The Orangine took IDK HOW MANY PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY OPEN IT. Mi hand went all sticky and the last person who was able to help me was Salma. She pushed it upwards with another water bottle cap and the cap[of the orangina] striked Ocha's forehead. HAHA, the damage of the Orangina bottle cap.

I was also surprised [ i saw hmzah's blog so I just rmembered] abt mr ward's gf. I thot th girl would lk sth like Amy. But she's NOTHING like it.
HAHA I remember Amy, shes taller than mr green, and not only that, she looks LARGER [the shoulders seems wider] . so its like.. the giant and the little seed the other way round HAHA.

SBM

2008-11-10T09:56:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I PAID 4 HRS OF ATTENTION ON THE FIRST DAY.

THAT, IS THE SAME AMOUNT WE NEED T CONCENTRATE AT SCHOOL.
I was absorbed for quite a while that is. I still had the mood and all. It was funny how fadhli already slept on the first 5 minutes. I had t wake him up tho. When i mouthing "bangunin fadhli" to iwan, iwan was like "what? what?" and then wen he turned he was shaken bcz he ddn even kno HAHHAH.

AFTER LUNCH, I PAID HALF OF MI ATTENTION.
I was sleepy bcz of lunch. The lunch was filling even tho i ddn quite like it, [ alhamdulillah ] and so.. i slept fr a few minutes until mi mom woke me up. She was embarassed wen she found me sleeping. In the end, I kept miself awake by wrapping up a kicked over polo mint with a facial oil absorber paper , tied with the strings from mi converse . I found it quite relaxing see. Fajar got fooled but i stopped him from eating bfore he did.

THE SECOND DAY, I PAID NO ATTENTION AT ALL.
Knowing that the day would be boring, I barely tried t pay attention.

So", since im not guna talk abt wat ive learnt, lets talk abt sth irrelevant abt both days.

Ive mentioned this bfore. It was the first time I met Ka Kika. She's like, mi cousin's pren. And hes already told me th school shes in and all. When I found out dhe3 and tresa and andin knows her, I ws like "wth im so left out HAHA" . She.. was short too JIM. Dinda's in love with her, like seriously. On the first day, after dinda saw her coming she ran like a magnet [a magnet dsn run dumbass] and stuck t her fr the upcoming days. HAHA. Okk this does sound gay but its true ! . So then me en Ka kika talked abt ourselves,, u kno.. those introduction stufs. Shes prenly and rle nice hihihi.

Dinda's bored face scares me. Seriously, wen I lk at her, it reminded me of boi's constant expression of last year or sth- yg jutek" gtu loh [inget bangett wkt iitu maxuddny nsa jdi friendlyy dy malahh ngejutekin abs tu dcuekin sialan bangett] .
Her eyes looked like lines. HAHA squinted. In a way, its also funny, but it creeped me out since it was mi first time lking at her so miserable HAHA.

I also met this pren.. i dont even kno her name. I ddn ask. And I ddn try finding out either. Shes the annisa's pren who sits with her. Wait a minute.. ther wer 2 annisa's prens wern ther? The suju and whos the other one?
OMG I JUST REALISED THEYR 2 DIFFERENT PEOPLE. - or one?
HAHA IDK. One turns out t like suju *___* . So we wer like, kyaa over suju while annisa just stared at us. Then" andin and cania came in and all and then me and cania argued abt wher HENRY is from. HAHA. It was either Canada or england i dont even rmemmber which side i was in HAHAHA. It was either a win or a loss between us two HIHI.

Ka Ichay told me abt this Hari Ibu day and theyr in need fr a keyboard person. I suggested her t ask Dhe3 cz she knows MUCH more abt chords than i do. I told her i dont play chords. Dhe3", if u accept u get t play in a band JIM.

I phoned Farah[sch.] when I was bored on the first day. We planned abt her coming th the compound but now since thers th orchestra night i think its guna be cancelled and postponed. Ive been longing fr a live orchestra concert *___*.

On the second day, me and annisa wer so bored thatt we pretended t go t th toilet but went back in through th back door to hide at the back. We talked abt suju and all these very.. random stufs [cz we dont rele hav specific things between us] . Then", annisa was like " nisa kl dah gede maunya jadi apa?" and i went "yaaa maunya sih artist.. tpi kata mama ngga dbolehhin" . and then she went "ooh gtu.. keren kerenn.. " then we mumbled sth else fr a bit , then she said "coba pkiriin.. niisa jdi aktor.. model cieh cieh" . i went JIM. I was like wth is she talking abt. Then it strucked me - "BUKAN ARTIS YG KAYA GTU KALI!! ARTIST YG NGELUKIS IITU LOH" and she went "OOOOHHH.. " and i went "MIMPI NSA NGGA SJAUH IITU TAU HAHAHA" then she went "YAA ABIS KTA KAMU MAMA KAMU NGGA NGBOLEHIN !!" then i went "YAA KHANN PLUKIS JG NGGA ADA GUNANY" then she went "tpi khann bsa tuh .. trkenall d dunia.. cieh" then i went " jauh bangett -" then she went "trkenal d bogor aja blom dah mimpi - __ - " .
Then" Iwan came in from th back, found himself surprised wth are u doing here. i told him the reason. and then he joined us at the back. From "the other ppl" 's group, dinda was telling me t come over t her side but i shook mi head. Then", iwan was like "yaelahh.. kaka ny aja bgiini gmana adenya?". i was like "knapa emangg?"
then he went "fadhli khan lgi tdr" i went WTH. HAHA. "seriously?" and he went "iiyah bnerann! lgi cape abs tu pas noleh si fadhli dahh nyenyakk".
We stayed there until the end of the presentation. Nth useful was received in mi mind that day.

[ Note: the second reason I went t the back was bcz i felt excluded. I mean wth they talk SPECIFICALLY 4 ppl or sth out of 90 people. I mean, yeah i kno them, so yeahh, wow so that pren of mine is like thatt- but how would other people which dont kno them feel? theyd go "who the hell is he". The presenter should choose either someone everybody knows [aka michael jackson] or somebody NOBODY knows [like john crapper the toilet flush inventor] . HAHA. So then I came up with a solution of excluding miself altogether HAHA. The solution only made ME feel better HAHA -self centered]

Oh". ther was also this part . Cz i talked t people which have friendly aura towards me - no offense, most of the seniors creeped me out and so i practically ignored them; they wer already so distant. You see", this afdal person isn anybody thatt i dont kno. I mean- i dont even kno much about elang or boi or wtever u kno but theyr fine. But he has this BIG OUTLINE of " . . . . . " aura. And wat thatt does is that it MAKES me go " . . . " HAHA. I couldn help laughing at this the next day bcz i dont rele go " ... " wen i try talking to people. It's usually either i hav nth t say or i just lost mi words" . At the end of the second day, after i came back from the back, he was sitting bhind mi seat [i ddn even realise wh he was at first] . I was packing up mi stufs which wer lying on and under and bside the chairs. Thatt was when i realised wh he was. I was guna go "haai " but his aura made me go blank [not in any specific way, literally blank ] -- so then i thought of saying "woi sombong banget sih" but wat came out was a stare and a " ..." HAHAHAHAH. I WAS GUNA LAUGH RIGHT AFTER I DECIDED T IGNORE HIM ANYWAY.

Oh yeah" at the end of the day, I went over to hamzah's group. As usual , ther was bs , dhe3 .. and cania and idk wh the others wer. He was holding a camera with loads of clouds in it. i was like "lgi ngpaiin?" and they answered sth bt i frgot. i made a quick glance at the camera screen and went "wths so interesting abt clouds? u see them everyday" then wow, 3 people went against me on the next second. One went "no theyr not!" [i think it was cania], then another went "theyr interesting!!"[i think this was bs] and i went "theyr WHITE on BLUE" -HAHA i like mi sarcasms. and bs argued even further and all. bs cania en hamzah all went against me, then hamzah handed over th camera onto bs. i saw sth on bs' hand and went "iitu apaa iitu apaa iitu apa??" <-- emphasis on question. bcz i was so loud, hamzah let out a large sigh of "please shut up" kinda thing, HAHA, and he went "theyr called CLOUDS- teteh!" and i went = + = ... the teteh sounded like an insult and it wasn wat i asked for HAHA. So i went "yaaa iitu jg TAU - ABANG !!" HAHAHA ORG PADANG; but then th conversation ended there.

" like nisa's face "

2008-11-07T10:36:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Me: You kno wat mi prens refer me to?
R: watermelon head?JIM.
Me: No.
" : they refer me to the neutrons in an atom *Crying emote*
R : wth
" : ur not neutral
Me: theyr neutral they dont giv any positivs or negativ charges .. but they affect th mass *horror*.
R : ur negativ hha.
Me: actually, it wasn ME. it was MI FACE.
R: wtf . HAHA that kills.
Me: XD I KNO.
" : the teacher was like "neutrons are neutral, they dont have any charges"
" : And then she went "like nisa's face" - i mean, wth.
" : hth did mi face come up hiks.
R :hha
" : shes somewhat like you
Me: i get affected by her u knoh
" : and she gets affected by me
" : so wer like.. affective Nudge2

the bs and nisa conversation

2008-11-07T09:20:00.001-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

haengbok (: says:
i wana hav super free time next week so frh can come cling3
|× b i .es - says:
nguoo
|× b i .es - says:
invite mee .JIM
haengbok (: says:
come

using up mi revision time.. again ;D

2008-11-07T07:39:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

I had mi wires fr braces on Monday. Missed everyth I was supposed t do last week, confused everyth i need t be tested on for next week.

Anyway". Yesterday I succeeded in mi art h.w. Wow it took longer than i thought, the h.w. Took abt 10 minutes fr one arm just bcz i was so confused in how t make a furry effect of the poohie. Me and marsya talked abt poohie. Such an offensive name i kno. That was when i realised that kids hav also been contaminated with lack of self value- i mean, wth WINNIE THE POOH. For all his time living, hes been self proclaiming that hes crap. Theyr like "silly old bear". Just like Tinky Winky, big bird and the gay stripes from sesame street, WHAT IS THE MEDIA TRYING TO DO WITH THE YOUNG GENERATION !.

When I was spraying aerosol onto mi art, I was aware of the vapour this time. I read both the instructions and the caution signs. In the end I came up with a pretty dumb solution.
I slanted the paper, shook the can and held mi breath. I sprayed violently and then I threw everyth away then ran out of mi room. Since I was holding mi breath, I kinda panted wen i got out of the room. Mi dad was like , "wth wer u doing ther" and i went "art" . He gave me this kinda weird expression, but he ignored me the next second, as if nth's happened at all, HAHA.

I em so in love with Suju M .
Theyr so sissy and gay. :)

Me: U sleep with ur brother?
R : Yeah
Me: Hooh. d u sleep in one bed or separate beds?
R: separate. wth, kl tdr ny sma" ntar dyy kurus dong.
Me: eeh suka gerak" y tdr nya? Dtendang"?
R: Bukan, dtimpa.
Me: [glek] tpi ko bs sma ocha ngga bgiitu sih?
R: y iiyalahh. mrk khann CEWE.
Me: loh" dlu nsa jgg guling" pas msi kcil
R: ya itu kamuh, . __ .
Me: XD XD Tpi khann kl bed ny 2 brati profit ortu kamu brkurang
R: ... kamu random banget sih.

Today" I had mi first talk with Ka Kika. You knoh", mi cousin's pren. So we wer like "ooh so ur this so ur that" and all HAHA. I finally met her, and dinda seems t be like, her big fan or sth- shes so in love with her HIHI.

The motivation thingyy was quite boring. It DID hav good wtevers, but all of them are theories and all. In the end all I came up with is a polo mint wrapped up in a used up oil-absorber face paper and tied up with strings taken from mi converse shoes. Too bad I stopped fajar from actually putting th candy into his mouth. HAHA.

hahah everyths funny.

2008-10-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

damn. The AC was too cold last nite now ive got a fever. i hope itd heal bfore evening hahhahaha. and omg i lost 4 teeth;

i dont wana talk abt how creepy the dentist took mi teeth out. But this part was funny; he was like "I promise it'll only take 2 minutes- promise" and i went "yeah yeah wtever" cz I knew the dentists in QP took half an hour fr one tooth. When it was time. He went "ok, ur problem is done- now MY problem" and he got some apparatus and SERIOUSLY, TOOK OUT MI TEETH IN 2 MINUTES. HAHAHAHA . IT HURTED SO BADLY BCZ I HADN HAD TIME T REACT OR ANYTH. IT SCARED TH HELL OUT OF ME. HE WAS LIKE "OOPS, HERE IT IS" . HAHAHAHA.
and then" he went t mi mom "the bottom one took longer bcz part of the roots was stuck t the other tooth, if i wasn careful , the other tooth wud break" . MI MOM WENT WHITE. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH IT WAS SO FUNNY. HE SAID IT AS IF ITS JUST A NORMAL EXCUSE.
IT DDN STOP BLEEDING UNTIL DAWN. HAHA. [ so u can imagine how bloody mi bed was las nite , and i also had problem with praying bcz it just ddn stop bleeding ].

i wonder how painful taking out 4 teeth in one day just like Riham XD. She must hav RELE suffered XD . BUT WTH HER DECISION IS SO DUMB IN TH FIRST PLACE HAHAHAHA.

u kno" i just realised, that i dont cry bcz of pain but i cry bcz of sadness. JIM. then omg im so gay *lha ko.

anyway" . here's th main talk. Since tuesday, I made a plan t keep the halloweeen party out of mi mom's conscience. I told her thers guna be an event at school and i hav t come early and go home late. A lot of people had t go t IA so weve lost quite an amount of charity people.
Anyway, mi mom went curious. I think it was bcz i asked her wher t get face paints. And I came home with Rawan's black vest. I was guna be a joker hahahah.
And damit, she asked in the car. Ther wer tnte ita , mi mom, me, umar, hamzah, salman and ali and the other salman if im nt wrong. So she was like , "teh, ada acara apa sih dskola" and i cursed t miself. I shudn hav shown her th vest or any hints towards th costume. I even wore mi costume since morning just so she wudn be wondering !! [ thank god i had tutor group of the week ]. And I went quietly "halloween" . and the conversation was over . I cursed t miself over and over again, cz i kno if SHE knows, thers a probability that she was guna stop me.
She didn.
Sth else stopped me.
She ddn say anyth abt th party at home. It was as if shes allowed me. But i knew she ddn. And i felt guilty all along.
It was 5 or sth. We were in the car. I was sleeping until Rawan phoned me. She was like "saher is sick" and i went "WHAT?" . Then she was like "cz saher's nt going, im nt going, u can go if u want". And i went "wat abt the preparation fr th party?" then she went "saher said thers guna be volunteers helping out so.." and i went "Shud i go?" and then she went "wtever u want, but nobodys guna be with u" . I was confused fr a sec bcz me, Saher and laura or lara or wtever th year 12 girl's name wer the ones wh planned out wher things shud go. And none of us could go. I felt guilty again. Then I thought abt the future pain id hav with mi gum that if i dont hav anybody blood's guna drip continuously [which i was right bcz he took TWO out ] . So i said i wont be going.
Then I thought abt this afternoon [after i told mi parents] abt th awkward scene of the word "halloween" . HAHA I BET SHES PRAYED OR AT LEAST HOPED DEEPLY THAT I WONT BE GOING. And shoot it always comes true. XD XD
So much for trying t trick mi parents.

arwa

2008-10-29T12:52:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

HAHAHA I JUST REALISED. THER USED T BE THIS GIRL CALLED ARWA. NOW SHES GONE. SHE NEVER CAME BACK. EVEN BY TH NAME SHE SEEMS GHOSTLY HAHAHA. SHE HAD THIS AURA THAT GOES "ignore me , im a noob" WHICH DID AFFECT ME, CZ I NEVER TRIED TALKING T HER NOT EVEN ONCE. HAHA. ITS FUNNY HOW THE AVERAGE PREDICTION OF HER EXISTENCE ACTUALLY CAME TRUE HAHAHAHA.

friends lalalaa

2008-10-29T11:45:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

ahahha. stupid braces. been bothering me all week- probably th coming week too.
The bottom gum just cant stop hurting completely. its sucks.
tmoro at 5 im guna go back t th dentist again. damn it costs at the cc queen dental. but i cant miss anymore lessons, and i always hav t suffer all day at school.

So", apart from the braces and the amount of work i hav this week, things are fine. Quite touching of how everybody asks abt mi teeth XD. Riham told me all these funny stories and all. When I couldn eat, Afrina and Amsharul was like "bring a porridge to school" and I just laughed. I was like "wth porridge XD" - marsya supported mi statement which was hardly supportiv at all . HAHA. and then amsharul suggested a way of th container and all. then afrina was like "If you're shy, then i'll bring a porridge t school too, then we can eat together".

T __ T

ina's always supportive *touched*; just like in the DT lesson [idk why, but since i heard i only got a 2 in mi effort fr DT, I kinda felt down a bit so ] when i was working alone when everybody was having fun decorating th room so she thought i was lonely [i was, but i wasn thinking of it] and so she kept me company. She always go "Are you ok nisa?" XD. Never met somebody THAT attentiv and kind bfore.
I envy her. ^__^

Also, today after school. Mr malley whoever he is had a birthday party. The cake was big. I ddn even see it. But even saher and marsya helped giving out cakes t other teachers just so they cud get a share which at the end they ddn. HAHA.
So" . I had art last lesson. I went t girls block t accompany marsya get her shopping lking bag. It took quite a time until i actually got t the front office. Everybody went out from the boys block quite late.
Then", wen i got t th front, lily and eman came up t me. they wer like "nisaaa weve been lking all over fr u!" i was like "whaa.." . then eman gave me this big chunk of cake and she was like "here its for u" . i went glek. lily was like "its soft u know, u can eat it. take it" i was like "really??" . and then eman went "yeahh,, seriously !! its mine but we decided t giv it t u" i was rele surprised. and then lily was like "we felt so sorry fr u u cant eat. the cake is rele soft". and took me quite a while t be serious.
I felt bad fr thinking they wer making a prank on me XD [yeahh.. fr the first 5 seconds or sth, such a bad friend .__. ] , when it was true, it was soft. It was vanilla.And I was, hungry.
I had t go home early after thatt; said thankk you and went.
And wow I was full wen ive fnished th cake.

[ those were the good people see, half of the noticing ppl either said i lk pathetic or just laughed at me. HAHA ]

psychology

2008-10-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Seriously, Teachers should read a book of psychology first bfore they start teaching. Wtf mi new piano teacher. Ok, so maybe I HAVE been living in a wats-so-called-"utopia" where everybody is satisfying to me. My first impressions can get a bit far off, like the Canadian which isn as worse as her first 2 weeks. People change. But the way this piano teacher teaches just frustrates me. She critics every mistake I make but then moves on without slowing down with mi pace. Yeah" so she complimented me for the first 2 weeks. Big deal. But wth's with the 100x tempo in doing the piano scales and rushing with the pieces. The girl she needs is Dhe3. Dhe3'd cope with these kinds of things. I cant. Im a turtle remember? I take things slowly in until I eventually able t do it. I dont multi task. I dont just do 2 pieces in one week. I hav after schools. I have IGs revision. I hav chemistry. I have a life.

I tried doing the two pieces today, after I got worked up abt mi dentist appointment. Shoot it it ddn work. I couldn get th right mood. And everytime I did, the touch was always "forte" instead of "piano". She goes "horrible, too light, do this, do that, excellent, thats nice" but then she moves on as if I actually got it in mi fingers. She should stop rushing. I mean- just get ONE piece right for a start. Wth this mazurka and this italiano foreign named piece. She was guna cramp in the Wonderful Life or wtever th other one's called in the lesson but I was too slow to move on. - DUH. I was actually too slow for the both of those.

The scales, last time she said t do it lightly. This time , cz i cudn cope with it she said t practise it heavy and she was like "wrong", do it like this," as if she hasn told anyth CONTRASTING from last week. OF COURSE I was confused. I hav a chemistry test tmoro. Im just writing for the sake of getting mi temper cool down.
But I mean- isn learning too many things just get u worked up? Isn it actually common sense that taking in too many critics for 45 min just frustrating? Im paying yu weird teacher.

WHERS MI OTHER ONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyth's always a balance. Once I change opinion from a bad teacher t a better one, this other teacher ruins mi life. In the end, Nth's actually changing.

Saher's beautiful Comments

2008-10-19T11:04:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

Saher and I had to continue with our charity staff thingg. It was easier than last time. Ms Earl was flexible, Ms Edwards was flexible and some others wer flexible with time.

Anyway", I'm guna talk abt a few of the teachers. We started 2nd break since I had t go t Mr Jones at first break. Saher told me that shes asked Mr Johnson [ i keep getting mixed up between the name Andrew Johnston and Mr Johnson's name HAHA ] She then told me, that while I was in Ms Peachy's class[1st lesson] , he rejected her and all. But when she was asking th canadian, he was like, "Dont u hav t go t Mr Watkins' birthday?" . and Canadian was like "Oh ,rele? It's on th same day?" and he was like "Yeah, dont u want t party and have fun?"- saher added this one, i frgot if he rele said this or not.
In the end, the Canadian stopped signing up and so we've lost quite a few teachers bcz of "The fun party" . XD

So then we asked other teachers. If Im not wrong, we had English at 4th lesson, so we were in the boys block upstairs. We added Mr/Mrs Kearns into the list [Mr Kearns was guna run off until Mrs Kearns was interested and signed them both in] .
Then, we saw Mr West in his room. Saher commented "he lks like a zombie I swear" and I agreed, "he lks so dead HAHAHA" . We commented a few more until we actually knocked on his door. and he was like "come in" . Saher then announced the halloween night and all. Then he flipped his planner and went "Well.. no I dont hav plans on th 30th.. so .. " , he hesitated for a while until "well, ok then put me down on this time" -i frgot wat time.
All I could reply was a "thank you" but Saher went "Just dont forget, sir" -i dont this she realised that it was kind of rude until she actually said it - but then he replied "I'll write it in mi planner".
I couldn help but laugh . HAHAHA.
She was hardly persuasive at all XD.

The funniest one is abt Mr Johnson. Remember that I said that he's rejected her? Well, we were desperate right, at the end of 2nd break. And just then we saw him out of the Girls Block [we wer in front of him]. Annoyed with the little amount of teachers, Saher called out "It's all because of you sir!!" . HAHAHA. -and it was so random HAHAHA.
He turned, as if he hasn done anyth wrong, "What?"
His expression scared me. It looked as if we've just bullied him; but since hes not mi teacher, Idk if thatt expression is actually normal .
Saher then was like "we havn got that many teachers because of you" , there was sth abt the language that made us seem so sad HAHAHA. I was guna tell her t shut up until he came towards us and murmured "giv me" then snatched th paper and the pen from us. He skimmed through the list and asked "Wher's mi name?"
I was trying t skim through it too, "uuuh.. sir, I cant see .. ur too tall" even when I stood on mi heels. Saher laughed at me . HAHA.
He was too concentrated in finding his name and at last he did.
"Here!" he called out and wrote his initials on the columns.
We thought he'd only wrote once, but since he was so tall, I couldn rele see from underneath and his hands seemed t be rele busy in writing his initials. We just gawked at him . When we got it back, the whole row was filled with his initials.
HAHAHAHAHA.

I was like "WHAT?" when he left us. We both bursted out laughing. And it was clear that it isn Mr Watkin's birthday anymore. HAHAHHAHAHA.
Outside the tech block, the Canadian was standing. While passing, he murmured a little message t her. As fast as he is, we ran to her and asked her again in supervising the party. I heard him whispering t her, "Theyr not on the same day", which she then repeated "OH, THEYR NOT?" and then he continued "No, Thursday's free". I just giggled behind them and joined Saher in persuading her t supervise for the halloween party. At the end she's supervising all night. She was like "I want a best teacher award" and winked at me. Mr Johnson went "Yeah I tried that on them but no, dsn work". I couldn help but laugh.

HAHAHAHHA.

Alex Lees

2008-10-17T13:28:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

HUAHUAHA . Still obsessed by the previous Britain's Got Talent (BGM), thers this kid I truly admire, Alex Lees. He's 8. God, Ive watched the same vid 4 times, 6 on the last minute and cried 5 times [more by the end of this blog] . Looking at his expression and effort I seriously didn mean t cry.

He doesn hav t be a total brilliant like [wtever that girl's called.. Riffley? Frilley?] or Connie to be touching. XD XD

I seem t be the only one who cried bcz of Alex. Dhe3 even laughed at him. I can't. It's just the expression in his face really reveals his actual feelings XD .
Yeah" he's 8, but not everybody can be like him. ^_^

HAHA I accidently cried even when the others wer bside me. Only Dhe3 noticed. She laughed at me. HAHA. The music had a lot of impact on me. XD XD XD XD
I know", it seems rele dumb crying over some 8 years old kid. He's nth like George Sampson or anyth, but thats wat's unique. He doesn hav t be like George to be happy :) :) :) . All he did was show everybody his true self and that was it.

I lost mi black pen and mi protractor today,, that sucks. JIM.

GEORGE SAMPSON

2008-10-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE IM ASIAN, HAHA

YOU KNOW HOW DHE3 ALWAYS FANDOM IDOLS IN SHORT TIMES AND ALL? WELL SHE FANDOMS GEORGE SAMPSONS NOW; JUST NOW I REALISED HE'S WAY COOLER THAN ANY OTHER IDOLS SHE HAD.

Seriously, I had miself touched. How they described the effort, how he raised money just for his lessons, pay for the petrol fee just so his mom can drive him- all by streetdancing. IT'S SO COOL.

He was like" "mi family is not exactly rich" but from lking at him , he lks like a regular boy t me. Compared t poor people that got t indonesian idol, theyr way poorer XD . but anywayy,, cool effort. JIM. He came back after a year of his failure. I salute him.
God his smile is so cute, kinda reminds me of Mr Green though. His voice.. is such a british voice HAHA. I've watched th vid over 5 times or sth bcz of the background music which emphasises th mood. XD. I ddn even dare watching his other vids yet.
In a way he reminds me of Arhuleta. hihihihi. Phenomenal.

Talking back abt todayy,, searching for abt 20 staffs to volunteer in supervising the halloween party was harder than I thought. Most told us t ask them again on Sunday , Mr Sutherland went " would I like to, no it's lame" and others said no. I mean- I thought this would be the easiest job, but I guess it isn. HAHA. In art", we wer continuing with our watercolour crystals. You see", Thursday is the only day we get t be in Mr Caddick's room. I like the size of it. So", Thursday is the day we can talk th loudest in the class and nobody seem t mind. [ In the other room, the whole room gets t be filled with noises] Me, Saher and Marsya stayed at the back seats since its closest t the water sink and most of the other art stuff.

One time, me and marsya talked abt mi russian piano teacher. Shes new. Marsya was like she lks pretty and I went no way shes not. Then she was like "but she lks pretty from the back!!" then Saher, who knew nth at all emphasised marsya's point t get it over with, "look, she lks pretty from the BACK" . I laughed.
Then I went " How can she be pretty shes not even thin" out loud. You see, in mi head, the canadian was in mi head; shes pretty and thin and all. I didn realise I said sth offensive.
Then Saher went " oh, so fat people arent supposed to be pretty?" as a sarcasm . HAHAHAHAHAHA thatt was wen I realised Ive said thatt out loud and it was offensive. Thankk god nobody seemed t lk back incase of realising, but I know that everybody heard. XD XD XD XD .
Then", Marsya went "but she's blonde!!!" .
Then again Saher went " SO BLONDE PEOPLE ARE PRETTY?"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. then she was like "YOU PEOPLE ARE SO WEIRD" XD XD XD XD XD XD

So like, Marsya was trying t convince that mi piano teacher lks pretty by giving evidence that shes blonde , while I try opposing her by saying that shes nt thin.
WTH THESE STATEMENTS- ITS NT LIKE THE EVIDENCE IS ACTUALLY EFFECTIVE AT ALL AHHAHAHAHA.

P.S. Oh" I frgot. Cz we had the sunflower h.w. , a lot of the sunflowers suck ok? *offends* I meant it as it sucks compared to the other 2 h.w.s that we had. kih". not a lot of people got As. I surprisingly got a B- [not in a bad way, in a good way XD] - i ddn even fnish th art h.w. yet XD. Mr Ward was like "Did u even bother finishing it off?" I was like "No" then he smirked, "You thought it was just a failure didn u?" and I laughed XD XD. Mr Caddick liked its boldness hahaha.

So" ther was this pren of mine in th art class. And her art sucked in short [ i ddn even see it, but Mr Caddick kept critisizing it ] . He was saying it out loud and we could all hear him. I felt sorry for her shed be embarassed. Then Saher went [note that wer right at the back of the room] "you know, mr Caddick's grade is always contradictive" , me and marsya just listened. Not knowing the whole class was lstening, she continued "He's like "great proportion, good shading, great this, great that" and then at the end C+ " and by that time everybody was lking straight at her. HAHAHA. I noticed Mr Ward's sharp turn of his head since Saher's first notice abt grades. Then Mr Caddick went " I, WHAT?" with his head leaned onto his right to take a look on Saher. Everybody laughed. And she was like "Its true sir!! U wer like "great this great that" and got mi hopes up; at the end u wer like "C+" - wth " XD . HAHAHA.

mi mom.

2008-10-15T11:44:00.000-07:00

IF EVERYBODY WAS GAY AND NAIVE, THEN THE WORLD WILL BE LALA LAND.

See". today was very embarrassing. Salman wet himself just bcz of a pencil case of sth. and lalala i had to sort out the talking since mi mom wasn the one picking us up. I never knew his teacher had physical problems until tnt. Ita mentioned it. It was sth t do with nerves really, when I seriously thought he was just always itchy and all so he has t twitch his head all the time- oops. Nth t make a joke abt, but her statement sounds waaaay more logical than mine XD XD .

You know how people lick their fingertip to turn up a page when they read sth? Salman was doing thatt in a way that he actually KNOWS wth hes doing. However instead of only licking a bit of th fingertip, he drooled on the whole finger- though his face expression is kept straight XD XD XD . I mean- the pages ddn even need licking !! It was a lego manual with coloured pictures on it with papers like in textbooks. HAHA. Mi mom asked him [while laughing] why he keeps licking his fingertip and he was like "my arabic teacher does this when she opens the page" then she went ... . HAHA.so wth does he learn at school?

Thers guna be a lot of things happening in th school in 2 weeks. Only Sunday, wer planning to leave the day out and just make an offer that if u pay so and so ticket on that day, u get a discount. XD I like that idea, Marsya would like th idea. It reveals the cheapness behind rich people HAHA. I wanted t suggest a T-shirt sale or pin sales but idk why but i ddn put mi hand up. Th week was already filled anyway. This isn in Indo, it wont be easy getting th shirts- would it?

Actually, pins would be easier. We can buy th kid plastic thing that makes th pins manually- though Idk how t make mi own designs.. by printing off from th computer- I frgot - and mi kid thing is broken so.. .

Oh" anyway at nite, I was doing mi chemistry rite. And I had problems with a few of it. Since like, 2 days ago or sth, mi mom kept suggesting that I shud hav lessons with tnt. Ita. I went glek, it seems so awkward. I thought shed at least suggest someone like BS, or sth. and just an hour ago I ddn kno wat ion is. And she was like "tanya umar hamzah aja". and i went "hah?" and she was like "tante ita tuh degreenya d chemistry teh," and i went "yaa ion doang,tany tmen skola aja *clicks on phone*" bt then i realised it was 9 and i ddn want t wake frh up XD.
If it was uzuke, Id call right away; Id care less if shed be asleep or not HAHA, and less likely that she would be- kih" , since ive woken her up bfore- with an actual intention of doing it.
So then I texted hamzah. She was like, " use the house phone" and i went no way. And then she was like "kalau ngga tau khan mrk nany tnte ita" . so wth her point is asking tnte ita HAHAHA. WHY HER? XD . SHES NT SOMEONE I CAN DISTURB WHENEVER I WANT XD. and itd seem so awkward, see. HAHA.